Saturday, November 30, 2013
Problem
My dad is coming back and I don't wanna live my life with him like I owe him too much attention when he sits there as a fart farting @ farts.
Hmph.
So, what, no one has to listen to my stupid dad, stop being mean to me and get it to go away and figure out what happened, go away and leave me alone!
Problem
You all are shit, you people on Twitter. I can't follow anyone now.
Huh, why did I put it that way? Didn't say who I meant. Don't want to say that @ anyone.
Huh, why did I put it that way? Didn't say who I meant. Don't want to say that @ anyone.
I'm not
under hypnosis, but YOU PROMISED NOT TO SHIT AT ME YOU SHIT MY LIFE A LIVING HELL CUZ A YOU ALL NO FREEDOM TOO..
I know because I've seen these things happen. Make it go back you *beep* GO AWAY
I know because I've seen these things happen. Make it go back you *beep* GO AWAY
If you go back and think..
..some people wouldn't care @ me and say to be quiet. You're supposed to talk things out so everyone is happy and figure out what's wrong..
Who cares @ that
Bethenny, thinks she's better than everyone else. What, did someone tell you to do it and you don't want me to say who it was? You can't do that to me. Stop bugging me. How do I know what I would feel @ having a kid? You know, I've seen thew world beyond this 1. Hey, I felt the other side like a tube or monster snake.. So, Bethenny the bitch can't take it she's not Ellen DeGeneres. Wow, would you say I've been waiting long and deserve to live my life without waiting for a million bitches to become famous cuz they're more important than me? Stop pretending I am so you can say I did it.
I am being funny when I say
go to hell, I don't need to apologize but don't mean it other than for him shitting his family as more important than anything and anyone in their own lives.
Problem
My mom won't stop being mean. I want my family relationship back you buffoon Burton. Go to HELL!
Problems
I know my mom doesn't say anything weird usually unless it's at my risk. I'm a young adult, was a teen not too too too long ago.. What of the threat on me? I didn't do anything. Ya'll need to get outta my life. You're threatening my future daughter if I do get to have a family later in life. How do I know if you're kidding?! YA'LL LEAVE ME ALONE! I noticed my dad did it 1st..
Problem
Why does Bethenny keep picking on me? I don't like Jimmy Fallon, neither. It's been pushed too much, he always is sly as though I did something at some point and won't friggin' stop..
Problem
I just heard a noise that awaken certain part of body and it not good.. a threat for my future? Why should that startlement mean anything? I don't get too much attention. True, I haven't been able to work out nor fold laundry recently..
So..
..if you do have a special request for me can tell me, like if you don't wanna be in my stories .. }=D just because it's me, not that I want to make everyone think that nor most people I guess, mean you don't know them, too, I guess..
Going a Bit Far
If someone has a sorta hissy issue with everything, I mean that's like something for a psychologist or friend to figure out, not something to randomly display a sign for.
Heard Something
Do you believe someone would actually hurt you behind your back cuz they are so mad and jealous? They used to be bad to you and feel bad @ it but won't admit it.
Karaoke
I think it's allowed to share via the internet the same as if someone was right next to you.
But - is it right? To sing the same composer all the time? Probably not. You should be famous by now. I even am writing all sorts of things again. I mean like poem type stuff. Posting it on my blog and YouTube.
I might go participate in karaoke sites and then post it to YouTube or something like that. I'm still loading videos for me to listen to and have left them open as of now cuz I think it's allowed. I want someone to tell me. I put a note in my songs.
But - is it right? To sing the same composer all the time? Probably not. You should be famous by now. I even am writing all sorts of things again. I mean like poem type stuff. Posting it on my blog and YouTube.
I might go participate in karaoke sites and then post it to YouTube or something like that. I'm still loading videos for me to listen to and have left them open as of now cuz I think it's allowed. I want someone to tell me. I put a note in my songs.
.. Here's a little song I wrote.
Can you give me 3 weeks notice?
I'll be gone I know.
If I do not know can I leave a note later?
Sure you can, gimme s'm'o.
I will miss you truly, truly, all the time.
I'll miss the way you chirp and chime.
All the time, all the time, ALL THE TIME!
Will you give me something to remember by?
I plan to live but hope not to die.
I'll be gone I know.
If I do not know can I leave a note later?
Sure you can, gimme s'm'o.
I will miss you truly, truly, all the time.
I'll miss the way you chirp and chime.
All the time, all the time, ALL THE TIME!
Will you give me something to remember by?
I plan to live but hope not to die.
It seems like..
..Ellen only has to do what she does cuz she likes to believe I am in trouble cuz she's afraid to so-to-speak get her toes wet figuratively. I think I'm a bit off in how I said it.
OK Peeps so here's the lo down
What I Wish I Did
Year 1
1- English I - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- Physical Science
4- Freshman Orientation | Civics
5- Art I
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater
Year 2
1- English II - Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- Biology I
4- Spanish I
5- Art II
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater
Year 3
1- English III - Gifted AP
2- Chemistry I
3- PE I
4- Spanish II
5- Art III
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater
Year 4
1- English IV - Gifted AP
2- PE II | Health
3- Free Enterprise |
4- Art IV
5- Talented Music - Singing
6- Talented Theater
7-
After School - Classical Ballet
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Classical Ballet + Opera (Singing + Ballet)
After Graduating @ 22 - Singing and Dancing in Public
Year 1
1- English I - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- Physical Science
4- Freshman Orientation | Civics
5- Art I
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater
Year 2
1- English II - Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- Biology I
4- Spanish I
5- Art II
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater
Year 3
1- English III - Gifted AP
2- Chemistry I
3- PE I
4- Spanish II
5- Art III
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater
Year 4
1- English IV - Gifted AP
2- PE II | Health
3- Free Enterprise |
4- Art IV
5- Talented Music - Singing
6- Talented Theater
7-
After School - Classical Ballet
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Classical Ballet + Opera (Singing + Ballet)
After Graduating @ 22 - Singing and Dancing in Public
Ugh
Yea, got upset @ another glitch. I tried to ignore it, but these people kept talking to me in my room.
Story Time
Warning: Using things from other published stories.
There was a lady named Constance Moore with some children and a wonderful husband named Lenny. There was a beautiful reddish haired girl named Kris who was 13. "Oh, Mamma," she said, "I -have- to go to the doctor." "Whyever is that, dear," replied Mama. "I need to be checked for POX!" "The Pox have been ruled out for nearly 100 years..you remember." Another girl was named Prudence, and she was 14. There was a lovely baby named Jacky, age 3, a perfect little angel. There were more children.. anyway, there were lots of adults in big, fancy, neat homes with flower patterns and mysterious linings all over. Most of them were in the league of witches, but normal lice commenced. So, there was to be a trip. Kris, 13, happened to wander off, it wouldn't be forever. She was on a dock with other children, many younger and many older. A lady there took her hand and said things would be fine, as she stared into the misty pier and dock. She felt as though she almost walked the plank when suddenly she heard the honk of the big, wooden ship. The trip wasn't too scary. Thye had plenty of the right kinds of food and lots of thick blankets. The ship wasn't for them but another group. A girl named Layla was there, with golden locks braided up. She was 14, like her sister Prudence. A boy with bright brown hair was looking at her and walked over and took off his hat. Then, a girl age 13 named Cindy came. She had been here already for a long time. Her friend with black hair named Mary Jane appeared. She was the most beautiful of creatures that graced this earth, cunning and quite a good IQ. Some boys were playing, hunting and cooking right on the bay. A little boy even was there, dressed in black with black hair, black eyes, and white skin. He was 1 that caught the eye of another. The mist was trying to swirl its way along the merry dock. Some people sat there and wished so much they thought they saw bubbles in the sky and felt their clothes elevating then falling down upon them and sucking into them. Kris had a little booklet in her pocket that spoke of fetching ingredients in the woods in the states.. There was a little turtle slowly walking along the side. Okay, the boat was here, Kris picked up the little girl in gold hair and they all filed into this magnificient boat. "What's your middle name, Kris," asked a nice boy of 12. "Rose," she said. He followed her onto the boat. When they went out all of a sudden there was a boat approaching called the Black Pearl. A pirate with a heart jewel appeared, and the 2 became friends. Jack was fancying with people. Another fancy pirate a bit like him was telling the tale of the danger they were in. They were looking for buried treasure and raided restaurants. "Move aside," Manny said. She was a floucy girl with reddish goldish hair. "Remove," she said. A pirate opened his hand to reveal woman's necklace, not worth much, and she snatched it off with enormous energy. The boats approached a dock, and there was a tavern shaped a bit like a boat. Manny walked in and said, "Ah'd like sum bakin' 'n' grits." $5, said the tender. "1st, ya's got's to erm wrestle me." Manny won and got hers for free. Kris came inside and Manny put her arm around her right away, and she bought her some food, too. Manny was a bit of an idol to Kris.. There was a new, elegant girl all in shades of white, golden thick curls and sparkling eyes. Kris suddenly felt insulted and turned around and said, "Who're you?" "I'm Lyda, not Lidia from Tim Burton's Beetlejuice, aha ha ha. I am a seasoned singer and in my time once traveled the whole world!" "Oh," said Kris. She drank some ginger tea and ate a little cake. The girl walked out so beautifully, Kris said, "What is the secret?" The bartender answered, "That girl's sober as a baby's bottle of milk!!" Kris went up to her, "Please come, how old e-are- you-" "Oh," she said flustered, at 5'6", "I am now 12." She seemed a bit more settled but content with her life in all its sides. A girl with raven hair came in, and immediately Lyda turned around and greeted her most gracefully. The new girl was in green, green puffy sleeves. "I hyad (had) a dress like that," said Lyda. Raven had cunning blue eyes. Finally, they all left with the huge pirate ship. They got lots of money for selling the supplies. The girls spent most of the time dancing the night away. TBC in spirit =] I might be losing it or am I lazy? Does it seem inspired by .. Roald Dahl? I just thought of it.
There was a lady named Constance Moore with some children and a wonderful husband named Lenny. There was a beautiful reddish haired girl named Kris who was 13. "Oh, Mamma," she said, "I -have- to go to the doctor." "Whyever is that, dear," replied Mama. "I need to be checked for POX!" "The Pox have been ruled out for nearly 100 years..you remember." Another girl was named Prudence, and she was 14. There was a lovely baby named Jacky, age 3, a perfect little angel. There were more children.. anyway, there were lots of adults in big, fancy, neat homes with flower patterns and mysterious linings all over. Most of them were in the league of witches, but normal lice commenced. So, there was to be a trip. Kris, 13, happened to wander off, it wouldn't be forever. She was on a dock with other children, many younger and many older. A lady there took her hand and said things would be fine, as she stared into the misty pier and dock. She felt as though she almost walked the plank when suddenly she heard the honk of the big, wooden ship. The trip wasn't too scary. Thye had plenty of the right kinds of food and lots of thick blankets. The ship wasn't for them but another group. A girl named Layla was there, with golden locks braided up. She was 14, like her sister Prudence. A boy with bright brown hair was looking at her and walked over and took off his hat. Then, a girl age 13 named Cindy came. She had been here already for a long time. Her friend with black hair named Mary Jane appeared. She was the most beautiful of creatures that graced this earth, cunning and quite a good IQ. Some boys were playing, hunting and cooking right on the bay. A little boy even was there, dressed in black with black hair, black eyes, and white skin. He was 1 that caught the eye of another. The mist was trying to swirl its way along the merry dock. Some people sat there and wished so much they thought they saw bubbles in the sky and felt their clothes elevating then falling down upon them and sucking into them. Kris had a little booklet in her pocket that spoke of fetching ingredients in the woods in the states.. There was a little turtle slowly walking along the side. Okay, the boat was here, Kris picked up the little girl in gold hair and they all filed into this magnificient boat. "What's your middle name, Kris," asked a nice boy of 12. "Rose," she said. He followed her onto the boat. When they went out all of a sudden there was a boat approaching called the Black Pearl. A pirate with a heart jewel appeared, and the 2 became friends. Jack was fancying with people. Another fancy pirate a bit like him was telling the tale of the danger they were in. They were looking for buried treasure and raided restaurants. "Move aside," Manny said. She was a floucy girl with reddish goldish hair. "Remove," she said. A pirate opened his hand to reveal woman's necklace, not worth much, and she snatched it off with enormous energy. The boats approached a dock, and there was a tavern shaped a bit like a boat. Manny walked in and said, "Ah'd like sum bakin' 'n' grits." $5, said the tender. "1st, ya's got's to erm wrestle me." Manny won and got hers for free. Kris came inside and Manny put her arm around her right away, and she bought her some food, too. Manny was a bit of an idol to Kris.. There was a new, elegant girl all in shades of white, golden thick curls and sparkling eyes. Kris suddenly felt insulted and turned around and said, "Who're you?" "I'm Lyda, not Lidia from Tim Burton's Beetlejuice, aha ha ha. I am a seasoned singer and in my time once traveled the whole world!" "Oh," said Kris. She drank some ginger tea and ate a little cake. The girl walked out so beautifully, Kris said, "What is the secret?" The bartender answered, "That girl's sober as a baby's bottle of milk!!" Kris went up to her, "Please come, how old e-are- you-" "Oh," she said flustered, at 5'6", "I am now 12." She seemed a bit more settled but content with her life in all its sides. A girl with raven hair came in, and immediately Lyda turned around and greeted her most gracefully. The new girl was in green, green puffy sleeves. "I hyad (had) a dress like that," said Lyda. Raven had cunning blue eyes. Finally, they all left with the huge pirate ship. They got lots of money for selling the supplies. The girls spent most of the time dancing the night away. TBC in spirit =] I might be losing it or am I lazy? Does it seem inspired by .. Roald Dahl? I just thought of it.
The Movie Frozen
wasn't @ anyone in particular. How much more broad a spectrum of topics could it be? It's about an older sister with powers, gentle and good, who gets made mad and had the glove from her magic hands taken. She is reflected with poise and grace. She has white hair and a sterm look, which is what was inspired by Ellen DeGeneres. It almost seems twisted into negro.. Anna is the silly goof sidekick made star of the show. I am so proud of Ellen for influencing the world somehow .. through her hard work on TV since a younger age, like Johnny Depp!
I was upset that the world makes fun of me and thinks they have to ruin a movie to include everyone, which is why I say it is due to externalf factors. I own 2 Elsa dolls and 3 books on my Nook and a hardcover. I just don't want 2 dolls. They cost like $30. What will you do with them? I brought the Young Elsa large doll around. The other is Barbie-ish. Anna certainly is interesting, but the Queen, now that's a spectacle that's truly spectacular!
So, Ellen, thank you so much for your goodness. I don't think you need to lower yourself for people because they're different from me, but I guess it's what people do and you had fun. We wouldn't have this wonderful movie without you. You truly are blessed and talented and all. Don't worry @ anything that seemed fuzzy. This movie is made for a broad spectrum of types, in actuality.
I don't appreciate the tacky awe that Ellen hides away so she doesn't hurt us and that that's so awesome. I mean the Ellen in the movie. I always get the nerds and outcasts cuz I was an offbeat. Still, think of all the beauty and how this would not happen without her. Plus, she must have inspired another favorite I have, The Princess and the Frog. Ellen is a person interested in outside life and people. Ellen, I dunno, but they made Tiana black to protect you as the example to draw from so nothing "happens."
I hope you loved these movies Ellen cuz you're the 1 who has braved it in the world and must have a wonderful family life and friends and personal side.
I was just mad actually at Ellen cuz I mean I deserve a shot in this world of fame, too. As you can see I praise her though despite the stress I felt and not having slept enough.. I do have problems with my sleeping schedule and didn't go to Disney but went to Black Friday and it was rather worth it.. So, Ellen, I just be playin' you were so awesome and I am so happy something like this happened to you!! YOU! YOU! You are so wonderful, and this does just a world of good for's'all (us all.) Keep it up, and more should keep'a'comin'. People see you as an adorable blonde brat, like you see a blonde kid you think of Ellen! Aha ha, lucky 1! I hope it tickles your fancy, however inappropriate, sedating, ..
I am mad at the world for saying we can't match Ellen cuz we sure's'Hale can! What @ Jessi Klein, a cool comedian in glasses born @ 1975, straight dark, brown hair. It was told to little kids. THAT'S YO GODDAMN FAULT *I**A!
But yes Ellen is such a good person. I mean we all are good in our own way and have gone online however much evidence there may be. Some people are acclaimed, as well, like Sarah Brightman, live singers. I just think Ellen is who she is and can't seem to do whatever she wants. Like, sometimes, she has to put you off. I guess that's the question. A lot of people have that problem, so that isn't what makes her stand out like with me, being a good and righteous person. You know what I'm tryin' to say.
So, Ellen, I hope you loved Frozen! It was a wonderful movie made for you, for us all! Elsa, the beauty, is much like you.
I was upset that the world makes fun of me and thinks they have to ruin a movie to include everyone, which is why I say it is due to externalf factors. I own 2 Elsa dolls and 3 books on my Nook and a hardcover. I just don't want 2 dolls. They cost like $30. What will you do with them? I brought the Young Elsa large doll around. The other is Barbie-ish. Anna certainly is interesting, but the Queen, now that's a spectacle that's truly spectacular!
So, Ellen, thank you so much for your goodness. I don't think you need to lower yourself for people because they're different from me, but I guess it's what people do and you had fun. We wouldn't have this wonderful movie without you. You truly are blessed and talented and all. Don't worry @ anything that seemed fuzzy. This movie is made for a broad spectrum of types, in actuality.
I don't appreciate the tacky awe that Ellen hides away so she doesn't hurt us and that that's so awesome. I mean the Ellen in the movie. I always get the nerds and outcasts cuz I was an offbeat. Still, think of all the beauty and how this would not happen without her. Plus, she must have inspired another favorite I have, The Princess and the Frog. Ellen is a person interested in outside life and people. Ellen, I dunno, but they made Tiana black to protect you as the example to draw from so nothing "happens."
I hope you loved these movies Ellen cuz you're the 1 who has braved it in the world and must have a wonderful family life and friends and personal side.
I was just mad actually at Ellen cuz I mean I deserve a shot in this world of fame, too. As you can see I praise her though despite the stress I felt and not having slept enough.. I do have problems with my sleeping schedule and didn't go to Disney but went to Black Friday and it was rather worth it.. So, Ellen, I just be playin' you were so awesome and I am so happy something like this happened to you!! YOU! YOU! You are so wonderful, and this does just a world of good for's'all (us all.) Keep it up, and more should keep'a'comin'. People see you as an adorable blonde brat, like you see a blonde kid you think of Ellen! Aha ha, lucky 1! I hope it tickles your fancy, however inappropriate, sedating, ..
I am mad at the world for saying we can't match Ellen cuz we sure's'Hale can! What @ Jessi Klein, a cool comedian in glasses born @ 1975, straight dark, brown hair. It was told to little kids. THAT'S YO GODDAMN FAULT *I**A!
But yes Ellen is such a good person. I mean we all are good in our own way and have gone online however much evidence there may be. Some people are acclaimed, as well, like Sarah Brightman, live singers. I just think Ellen is who she is and can't seem to do whatever she wants. Like, sometimes, she has to put you off. I guess that's the question. A lot of people have that problem, so that isn't what makes her stand out like with me, being a good and righteous person. You know what I'm tryin' to say.
So, Ellen, I hope you loved Frozen! It was a wonderful movie made for you, for us all! Elsa, the beauty, is much like you.
Friday, November 29, 2013
You're pushing people
to give me blank attention too much and nothing ever happens and making fun just of my age and not those other tweenies.
I don't appreciate
you making me lose my relationships, like saying Ellen "didn't really do it" for your own pleasure when you're rather annoying in that way..
Disney
Bella Thorne would make a good Ariel.
She's messed up like me. I mean, she seemed good but made too many wrong moves, apparently, in reality. She "knows" I'm Chinese. Well, it was a useful thing otherwise. I don't like how she thinks I'm younger because I'm Chinese.
She's messed up like me. I mean, she seemed good but made too many wrong moves, apparently, in reality. She "knows" I'm Chinese. Well, it was a useful thing otherwise. I don't like how she thinks I'm younger because I'm Chinese.
Hm..
I was snooting my nose at my mom .. probably shouldn't
Sorry, people.
'Try to be nice at all times to all.. of course..
Sorry, people.
'Try to be nice at all times to all.. of course..
So Busy
apologizing to Ellen I think I wasn't completely nice to Sarah on here if you think @ what I didn't really say. It seems my relationships are getting better etc. and I might be learening to just ignore some things. Well, things just come and go and there's not always so much you can seem to really do @ it.
A Whole New Way of Looking at
Expecto Patronum
I rushed into this big barrel type thing made of stone that was part of the foliage. A white tiger came out, which was what I was thinking of. It ran up to the people in line fearlessly. I was so worried. It was what happened apparently. I was like hiding inside.
I rushed into this big barrel type thing made of stone that was part of the foliage. A white tiger came out, which was what I was thinking of. It ran up to the people in line fearlessly. I was so worried. It was what happened apparently. I was like hiding inside.
Problem
Why are weirdos going into me in private? I am not a bad person. Ya'll are COOCOO ah. Don't really go coocoo now..
Ellen
"My friends at Shutterfly are offering everyone 10 free holiday cards with the code BLACKFRIDAY. Go and pick out the #PhotosYouLove."
STATE YOUR POINT YOU DROPOUT
I CAN WRITE WHAT I LIKE WITHOUT CONSTANT FIGHTING FOR SOME ODD THING. Guess someone won't be included, but you know this is a bit irritating cuz I don't know if it's true. I'll obviously find some way of doing it. I don't think I've done what was thought..
"My friends at Shutterfly are offering everyone 10 free holiday cards with the code BLACKFRIDAY. Go and pick out the #PhotosYouLove."
STATE YOUR POINT YOU DROPOUT
I CAN WRITE WHAT I LIKE WITHOUT CONSTANT FIGHTING FOR SOME ODD THING. Guess someone won't be included, but you know this is a bit irritating cuz I don't know if it's true. I'll obviously find some way of doing it. I don't think I've done what was thought..
hey
ELLEN IS F***ING SARAH YOU ARE A CLOWN
Just saying it in a fun way not the way most people do.. =p So shutup.
Wut?
I was the right 1. You all attacked me cuz you thought I was good and better than you therefore deserved to be punished cuz it seemed unfair somehow.
Going to bed soon .. you blamed me for complications like school! money things!
Going to bed soon .. you blamed me for complications like school! money things!
O Dear What Can the Matter Be
Poor Ellen trying to be a good citizen
Going to sleep, get better
Aw, she's so cute, though, let's take care of her, put her in a cage (0)oo(0)
Was I too rude.. ^99^ ..
mobile
guess I went over it well in my frustration
Going to sleep, get better
Aw, she's so cute, though, let's take care of her, put her in a cage (0)oo(0)
Was I too rude.. ^99^ ..
mobile
guess I went over it well in my frustration
Well
Don't approach an overrated composer.. Sondheim is pretty neat, saw pictures with Burton after Sweeney Todd-
No No No
I mean that the organ music was a haunted tune! It represents things in movies like creaking bones in doorless chambers, zombie spirits, ghosts!! It would have been originally made by those in tune with "the dead." I know it's childish, but it's a forgotten lore..
Organ
#6
I thought I could still play, but this is really good I think. Anyway, it's found here, Bach's organ song. Bach is a church musician mostly it seems and organ composer as well mostly as far as featured instruments, I am guessing.. His organ music is found here. Organ music I've heard all seemed like Sacred Music.
I thought I could still play, but this is really good I think. Anyway, it's found here, Bach's organ song. Bach is a church musician mostly it seems and organ composer as well mostly as far as featured instruments, I am guessing.. His organ music is found here. Organ music I've heard all seemed like Sacred Music.
Dispute
You always find an organ in a haunted mansion, but do witches actually use them.. where does original organ literature other than church organ music really stem? Why is the organ found in mansions?
Ate
Crab Legs
Noodles and Beef w|Red Red Wine
Doritos + Crunchy Cheetos
Christmas Colored Chocolate Chips
Noodles and Beef w|Red Red Wine
Doritos + Crunchy Cheetos
Christmas Colored Chocolate Chips
Playing Around
I've been talking to Amy Rhodes from "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and she blocked me from following.
Problem
I don't want my dad swimming in my personal space. He must be a liar, thinks he can't control himself but is entering my personal space.
Flat Out
Why does Ellen tell other people experimenting on me to give me these mean secret messages? If my dad didn't threaten you, you wouldn't do all this.
Sorry
Did not mean to insult Bella. Things don't seem to be working out online. That's a sign of her superiority. If I never left Fort Lauderdale, I'd look like that, too.
What?
So you mean you dwindle over simple passings and don't continue with an intelligent life? Intelligent, intellectual, diverse, whatever.
Mad
Stop f***ing me, people online. Bella Thorne doesn't say good night anymore and thinks since she's from Fort Lauderdale only people from there have the same interests. I don't need anything, like that, from you. What do you think I am? I am a lonely person.
Thursday, November 28, 2013
I'm fine, but
m.. more times than I can remember, which is an average of 5 or 6, usually 1 big 1. Like my female thing.
Problem
Why does Ellen waste her precious time assuming I do have a real "attitude?" I just don't know how to react to some things.
Reporting In
Rough Day, mad that people care about me less than Ellen DeGeneres, upset @ messing up with Ellen. Why would she react to my sorrow as though I shouldn't say it and am bad for wanting to be seen as a good person? I only was mad at the hurting me. I learned to ignore it, somehow, more. It's been rough, though, today. Sorry.. I didn't start anything. I was just wanting to watch her show and was at my computer, but I missed it as of now. I mean, other kids are given more support and they are mature to know what matters but lack self-esteem and a real ego.. They are let alone while I am tortured. think @ it..
Weird Twisted Messages
With other messages I don't like, I wanted to ignore them. I'm not gonna play a game where Daddy gets ***.
Sleep
I wanted sleep. I'm gonna shower and get dressed and packed for tomorrow and sleep that way. I almost would rather stay home and maybe just see Frozen again.
Problem
How can I enjoy online when the way things load are affected by another person experimenting on my life! Maybe my life means nothing ultimately, not with the experiment. I'm always so mad, and they are so *** like my dad.
What I'm Doing
Sometimes, I am in the process to reacting to the shithole of an area I live in, even though it's like an hour or so away from Disney World.
Problems
Well, when I post a problem, Ellen gets another mean message to me. Ellen is so mean, why is this?? She acts like I'm ungrateful. She is being tacky and thoughtless.. I look forward to seeing Sarah Brightman's concerts, but instead my mom and I start talking @ problems.. Ellen would be mad we feel good @ ourselves, jealous of our successful lives in Florida and "New Orleans." She won't admit that's so, and she won't just forget @ it, too.
What kind of messages, like threatening to make my future daughter stupid and have *** with a babysitter like she's shit. Then my mom did something I forget. What other threats? Well, stuff like that, stuff today that would suddenly affect me later, stuff they said they did by paying too much attention to me. I am thankful for my life but feel part dead. Sometimes, I've hit stuff. I'd like to keep it that way. You never know what a stranger will do to a loved 1.
What kind of messages, like threatening to make my future daughter stupid and have *** with a babysitter like she's shit. Then my mom did something I forget. What other threats? Well, stuff like that, stuff today that would suddenly affect me later, stuff they said they did by paying too much attention to me. I am thankful for my life but feel part dead. Sometimes, I've hit stuff. I'd like to keep it that way. You never know what a stranger will do to a loved 1.
Schedule
My life has been so emotionally and timewisely overbearing, so I have missed some of you on TV, Ellen, so maybe I'll just say I might miss some until my life comes to order.
(Now, I already have to sleep soon. The weekend comes, and I may have an okay time then and watch you, though. Have a good time on the show, will try to catch the bulk of each show. Like, I had stopped after a bigger main part. Excited to see how it goes. Not sure what else I should be doing but have goals for older age than right now. Not so much a TV person as I wish I could be. I sort of now blog, sing, dance. Work out the rest of my body, cook. So, today, I watched it doing breakfast. Woke up after noon.)
(Now, I already have to sleep soon. The weekend comes, and I may have an okay time then and watch you, though. Have a good time on the show, will try to catch the bulk of each show. Like, I had stopped after a bigger main part. Excited to see how it goes. Not sure what else I should be doing but have goals for older age than right now. Not so much a TV person as I wish I could be. I sort of now blog, sing, dance. Work out the rest of my body, cook. So, today, I watched it doing breakfast. Woke up after noon.)
Not Making Sense of Something..
Why did my Gramma kiss my cheek? She was rubbing into the bone a lot. No, I'm sorry, I don't do that. I've been kissed on the cheek before, but nothing happened then. All I can say to those who find it a big deal when reading this that maybe she wanted me stronger. Why would it though look indian? I'm waiting for your outbursting reaction.
What She Doesn't Do..
You know what my teacher Ginny does in private singing, doesn't click at all with familiar bonds of my talent being good..
TV
Ellen on Turkey Day
I watched yesterday's, and she seemed really nice and preppy. My mood was so-so.
I watched yesterday's, and she seemed really nice and preppy. My mood was so-so.
Girls by the Pier
There was a lonely girl who'd made it on her own her whole life named Christina Ann. She was 28. Then, there were other girls, mostly ages like 20 and 25, plus the slew of the younger generation age 15 or 16. Christina ended up taking care of the younger ones, the tweenies. Christina patted a young girl age 12 and said things would turn out fine. She looked away and found herself off with her friends. A cute girl named Abigail who was 17 was telling the younger 1s @ a shark in the water she supposedly saw. Christina believed her sincerity but knew she would probably not see 1 if she herself looked into the water. Some of them were truly dazzled by the presence of a woman named Ellen. She approached Christina, and she almost seemed to jump in a way. "No, come here," she heard a voice say. She turned around, and no one was there. It was time to load the ship that would take them to Spain, alas. A girl named Chloe Grace was aboard and she seemed nice and got some popular attention. She lay on a chair and talked to the people around her genially. Then, a girl named Peyton Rose was there who led others in mischief. Christina looked @ for Ellen and also another lady named Rose Red. She found Rose Red, and she said, "So, how are things?" Rose Red quickly glanced at her and said, "Fine, fine." Okay, she thought. It was a chilly night and Christina had a bag with her holding a sleeping bag, under which she made her abode. Was it almost Christmas? She woke up early and got her breakfast. "Fine day," someone said. "Oh, yes," said Christina. The kids whined as they were waken up. Some of the 25 year olds were there for breakfast. In a matter of days, they arrived in Spain. Year was 1880. They all set up home. The main character Christina started out as a nanny and maid but then was given a scholarship in ballet and 1 day made it as an actress and went off had had a family life, as she tried to search for people she once knew, though she never knew if anyone really needed her ever.
Mean
Yes, Ellen is mean. I don't have to do silly things in my life for her. She offers hersle to otehsr.
So
It doesn't seem to matter, just a suggestion, but it's not funny if it's just a suggestion. Is it just certain people, and why? I just like giving names. You all just are poking at me for the N word thing. I don't like this, cuz I don't mind but don't want to fall down a path. I had awoken up to different signs, the way the cars outside drive. Who did it? I don't know what to do! Such a rude awakening.
My Therapist
She illustrated for me the fact that kids think it's better to suck up and not use names in my story from real life. That makes me want to avert the fact. I don't know what to do. They are not English like they think and neither am I. I can't do what they do. It's not like I attack with me as a character.
Help! 8|
8| Apparently, the next video shows the pilgrims of Ma. after dying also on land they got help from the indians somehow.
Something That Won't Cut the Cake for Me
If you wanted me to write a story named from real people and make them all kids. I would do it, but it seems like a punishment. You know what|how I'm sayin'? Cuz you don't seem to like when I make them adults. I thought it was the fact it was a story. I dunno, it was fun naming characters Ellen.
Dream
Hard to remember. Were there long orange crystals and a little girl who was supposed to be Sarah Brightman? I have not dreamed @ her, but I've had dreams @ Ellen until I hit my head. I don't remember, lots of people. I did some stuff in the dream.
Shopping for My Xmas
Color: Light Blue-Green
Size: Medium
http://www.sears.com/derek-heart-junior-s-hoodie-striped/p-002VA53607512P?prdNo=4
Size 17
http://www.sears.com/levi-s-junior-s-bootcut-jeans/p-002VA66292412P?selectedFilters=Size|17\&prdNo=6
Black and White
Size Medium
http://www.sears.com/bongo-junior-s-tunic-sweater-striped/p-002VA56878412P?prdNo=1
Size: Medium
http://www.sears.com/derek-heart-junior-s-hoodie-striped/p-002VA53607512P?prdNo=4
Size 17
http://www.sears.com/levi-s-junior-s-bootcut-jeans/p-002VA66292412P?selectedFilters=Size|17\&prdNo=6
Black and White
Size Medium
http://www.sears.com/bongo-junior-s-tunic-sweater-striped/p-002VA56878412P?prdNo=1
Titanic Days
Ellen, how do you feel @ that show? I agree things were stressful, and it's hard to regulate our weight. Kate Winslet was from England.. Celine Dion French Canadian .. we have Mr. serious.
Ugh! Ellen, I'd love to show you what life was like! All the glitter and modern spirit for the 1st and successfully only time. Agh! I need to do something @ my wardrobe. My mom is getting me Sears clothes.
Ugh! Ellen, I'd love to show you what life was like! All the glitter and modern spirit for the 1st and successfully only time. Agh! I need to do something @ my wardrobe. My mom is getting me Sears clothes.
Opinion
Can you imagine making up a person is like a rubber body? I was overwhelmed @ Frozen and imagined Ellen as a tan body in the snow. Something else, too.. Anyway, @ that, like I said, I do believe it's okay but Ellen doesn't and I try not to do it, but I didn't literally imagine her in pain, like a cartoon, not a good idea, though. I had a rough day, shoulda waited. Maybe, my opinion should come out. Sorry, Ellen, everyone loves you. Well, you know, good people mostly. I'll try to fix myself. I stopped, it sorta was what was in my head. I felt as thought Disney made me Anna.. Guess I wasn't prepared for making a lasting impression. I suffered my whole life in black hair I didn't want, and it was black cuz it was sorta plain like white and in the background.. Not funny because of the events that occurred, okay.
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