Tuesday, December 3, 2013

That went rather well.

Though I feel like throwing up.. I m.. well and in the end didn't want it cuz.. forget

So stressed.  It had something to do with not being a full American..

Sorry

I was upset @ my aunt, just saying what she posted.

Question

Some people upset me and I'm worried Sharon Osbourne thought I thought it was her.  I was really mad but didn't curse -at- anyone.

Who I Am

Well, you know my mom is probably young.  So, I have 3 points.  The 1st is my dad's age, and that makes me more the kid of an Early Boom dad.  The 2nd is the guess my mom is Generation X.  The 3rd is my mom's generation, which would be guessed to be Generation X.  So, I have 3 points.

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Ginny.. but you kinda ruined my life.
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Why do ya'll want my parents to open up?  Is there something there you want to get over with?  What happened to Christina, anyway??  You just see that I'm pretty perfect, and most people aren't, then why are all my problems that other people have unfortunate lives and won't take the steps I wish they'd take??

Problem

How stupid does this mistake sound..  My parents are mad at my success and won't help themselves.

Mad

Ellen, you're annoying to be making fun of me with my parents being mean, I can still see you gaping at me and thinking oh wow.  Does it matter.. well, I think .. what's wrong @ that .. I forget.  WHAT HAPPENED TO MY PARENTS CUZZA TIM BURTON.  I KNOW WHAT'S WRONG.  YOU KEEP BEING MEAN LIKE YOU NEVER EVEN READ SHIT!  ANYONE.

My parents have nothing but shit to say now it seems, I'm being tortured.. what else

Oh yes, when do ya'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?"  I just don't pay as much attention if I'm like at my computer blogging or ironing etc.  I used to..  Maybe, it's more for the 1s she loves, teens.  People old enough to be her mom.  I don't know what I can do for her, but I told you I wasn't boring.  I can't find anyone to talk to, so I blog what I can blog @.

Problem

My parents won't stop.  They need to stop thinking @ me.  Like that.

Problem

Why does my dad know I have to poo!  Why did he let out an animalisic grunt.  Why does he threaten to get to close?  In a bad way!

He just wants *** with skinny people who aren't me.

Problem

So what if she likes me as a young fan??

Oh, why are little girls never princesses?  It's always the mom.

What Did It

Did you ever wonder why Sarah Brightman does funny things?  Some people believe that's what it is.

That shouldn't have anything to do with me.

Problem

My Gramma is not worth the death of my life!  Quit acting different cuza her!  I can visit her wherever I like that she's lived.  She's here partly to annoy me.

Problem

I don't wanna talk to this "Kate Bush" experimenter just to have someone to talk to - this person is ballistic.

Problem

It's hard to say, but I said why do I have to put up with my Gramma moving to Florida and my dad changing coming back.  He said okay no concert.  Why?  I just asked a question!  He's ***.

Problem

My life is just fighting on this blog.  I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR GINNY!  She got me on medicine and in the hospital and stranded at Salvation Army!!  Kick her outta her own sinful action!  She is mean to me for the N word thing and I'm not taking it!  I am not meeting no one!  I have no relationships, yet.  STOP SENDING ME SECRETS FROM GINNY!  She doesn't need anything, neither does "Kate Bush," nor Ellen DeGeneres, etc., etc.  Ginny is a *beep* figure who did something disgusting to me through my mom.  I thought she was nice at voice lessons but got me on a pill I have to take.

Problem

I wanna have fun, just like my aunts!  YOU *BEEP*

Problem

My aunt herself is very disobedient and visits on my birthday time to see a show.  She acts like it's punishment.  WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET YOU TO LISTEN.  I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.

Problem

My mom and dad keep pretending I did some thing and think at 27 they can punish me.

Watch, they'll do it right after I say it!!

What I Know

I know for a fact when I get mad it is just the result of a wrong decision and then snap decision.  I just do it on impulse.

Problem

My mom is still being mean!..  Trying to be ***y doing mean things to me like I'm shit.

bc

my parents want to stimulate me in a bad way to be impressive

Maybe

that mean she isn't ***y now.

Problem

My mom won't stop picking on me!!  She keeps getting mad at everything!!

Problem

Why are these people on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" making fun of my singing and being so tacky?  The Baby Boomers and Generation X..  The old lady at the end like me cracked|s.  I know I could sing good enough to be Charlotte Church....

I do care..

..so, what do you think @ it?  Annoy me if you must, but it probably hurts me.

Edit

I took away my 2nd Twitter.

Problem

Why does she keep doing mean things with reasons..?  It's her fault @ her mom, I don't care.

Watching TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Problems

Isn't it your fault I'm so fat?

My dad left another message..

Sorry Also

Said my dad wasn't ***y?  He tries to be suggestive in negative ways all the time I meant.  Look, you're the 1 who hurt me, so you're gonna have to just back off.  Stop being so picky!  You're insane.

Sorry

For being so mad.. I know it dangers my health.  I do like Kate Bush, but you all act like there's a pretend 1.  I don't know how much I identify with her but not very much.

UGH

Black people were so nice to white girls.

STOP

No one is in danger, stop hostaging me and others.

Stop pretending I did something.  It doesn't matter YOU SINNER.

I'm wasting my time.  I wanna get some sleep.  Or be @ the gym.. but maybe not.

Problem

I WANNA BE LEFT IN PEACE

Bad Word Captcha..

It looked like hammer and all I can think of now is that boy in England.. how worthless of you.

LOOK SHUT UP WUTS UR GODDAMN PROBLEM

Problem

This person making clicks in my room is making me uncomfortable.

Problem

You never made it with us.  Look how fat I am today..

So

Not speaking of style how interesting is a Late Boomer with their junk food?

So..

How will we feel the right way without being made fun of??

Wut happened

to all the supple kids who aren't poked at!!!!  I AM NOT A BAD PERSON!  YOU AREN'T MEAN TO THE PEOPLE WHO DID THE WRONG THINGS.

Any fool'd know

having more diamond of a face than just a circle is more attractive, so it seems Late Boomers should look like us.

Question

Scientifically, why are Baby Boomers more supple and my life not as real as the age of when more movies were coming out?

My dad's a fraud.

It's not simply that fate will get you for something that doesn't seem guilty .. it's people who tap into it.  Seriously, haven't really reached the concrete thought like this.

GO AWAY

YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO ME, AUNT

STOP BEING PERVERTED IN SECRET

Message

Tim Burton isn't sorry.  I am watching an old movie.

Why do you think I'm trying to hurt you?

I'm just hurt.

O Wow

Timmy and Johnny are you protecting another lady and making me fat?  No?  No.

Problem

My aunt posted a Christmas picture as a suggestion - GET A LIFE - says "by Christmas night."  I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING YOU DID FIGURE IT OUT

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

STOP BEING SUGGESTIVE ABOUT PAST ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND HIGH PRAISES

Smarty

Fine, have Ellen DeGeneres claimed as better than you all.

STOOOP

I was pretty when I was in high school.  What are you talking @ I'm shit.  I'm not!

LOOK

STOP PSYCHING IN KATE BUSH IN A DISRESPECTFUL AND ANNOYING WAY.  I'll just have to fight this in my sleep.  She is big and Irish like my dad, too..  :|

What should I say?

You're gay?  I am different from both of them.  In some ways, I like different people.  Sarah will not triumph over me being like Kate Bush..

Problem

I think I like Sarah Brightman MORE than Kate Bush.  Why are you shoving the weird likes of her on me over people who I find more exciting these days?  Supposedly, she and Ellen decided to hurt me.  Well, you can't.  Hurt someone else, perhaps?..

Problem

Who got people to get onto my case cuz I didn't do anything, you're magnifying little things I do and think you all ever were good at all.

YOU IDIOTS

What's this revering older people hurting me.. these cute little messages once in a while from older people .. don't mean to hurt anyone with idiots being said so g'bye

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Could I be your American girl .. American girl

STOP

Stop saying stupid things like if something positive comes out maybe we won't think further cuz we do.

Let me explain.

My dad thinks we all have to be Chinese, so he doesn't seem to want to be white though thinks he has to be.  That's what kids all think, actually, so figure anything interesting out?

He coughed 3 times this morning, and I felt knocked out again.  Perhaps, I went overboard, but I wanted to go to the gym today, was gonna swim..  He broke into my lifestyle.  I also figured out that my opinion is not listened to ever, I'm constantly attacked by what I heard from Ellen some thing a pretend Kate Bush as the reason I be tortured all day like okay!!!!  STOP PICKING ON ME IF I HAVE A MOMENT.  I'll only react negatively and I am trying to ignore.  How can he keep on getting at me?  Since visiting for Thanksgiving, he seems different.  My Gramma stole my life by moving here!!!!  Post on my forum, goddammit.

Then..

Condemn all my relatives.

YOU NIGGERS

You don't care @ my dad.  You just want to humble him that he's not really that much to you in the end.  A bit obvious?  He is NOT the ideal man.  He is a shitty guy.

You Annoying People of the World

You are all negative BRATS.

SHIT

WHY YOU WANNA BE LIKE MY DAD AND BE TREATED LIKE ME HE'S NOT EVEN A PERSON

YOU RACIST *BEEP* GO GRUMBLE IN MY DAD'S RACISM

STOP

You people in this world cannot hurt me and steal my dad completely.  YOU *BEEP* WUTS UR PROBLEM I ALREADY WANT HIM TO TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE.

Problem

I found that my dad is keeping me stressed out.  My life isn't @ him.  You're gay.  This is not how my life is to be treated.  You're absolutely insane.  My dad always had a distance, and I don't have that affection for some thing like he is.  Stop .. you already think he was old when I was born..  He was a 1st child and had younger parents.  He used to be active socially.  After me, no.  What's my life now!!!!  YOU THINK I'M SHIT *BEEP*

Was Going Somewhere

My dad coughed 3 times cuz he's *beep* and now I don't feel like it - was going to go swimming today.

Problem

I just wanna have a positive relationship with my dad.  I don't wanna get closer to him.  :|  I'm not some silly sort of Nell Burton.  My dad is not even a human, anymore.  He justs blasts his blast in 1 direction.  It's hard to say I resemble himself in anyway as his daughter.  You've seen princesses with a fat father or mother.  They aren't pushed into this.  Figure it out!  I ain't doin' it.  We were fine before things like Tim Burton came into the picture.  I don't even look forward to lunchtime and my dinner.  I need to rest to go to Disney tomorrow, how can I?

Also, my mom will just shit out some shit like my daughter is l******, for example.  What am I to do?  I can't sit here and be mad all the time.  It's not okay to just treat me like a toy, like nothing I say matters!!!!
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Something to Not Confuse You

The only reason to be nice to someone is so they don't attack back and not because it's wrong.

It is promised..

..that if you are nice others will be nice back

So

My dad got back from a nice vacation and seems changed, like I did something there when I wasn't there.. really, he's the creature in the dark and isn't the same.  He is so *** and antsy.  I mean it in danger.  I dunno what's wrong with the word ***!  He's antsy.

Problem

I did not call you anything, and that's none of your business for attacking me emotionally in a suggestive manner.  You do have shit for me, admit it..

I will not be punished for starting anew in a blog or visiting relatives up north just because I changed my mind when he was the 1 who made me sick to begin with.  I'm not a baby, and you can't just do that.  Go f*** with the bad kids you like so much who think being bad lets others win meaning they are really good and get what you deserve and not you..
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Answer

Ellen, I do not wish to accept people my age being mean to me so no one can give me any attention cuz you have a jealous side.  In the end, I'm the 1 who's put out..

How F---in' Gay Is This

Thy are upset I did the Brazilian Butt Lift, you gay niggers.  You think I did something, you're just shit, you're not even alive.

Well

Sorry I got upset--but he really is attacking me for no reason..

Now what..

*Beep* can mean any old thing, you goof?  :|  You're not really a goof, though.  Am I a goof?  Sometimes..

I meant

like he's a mom.

Mad

Tim Burton you *beep* I don't want DaDa to touch me like a baby-

My Issue

Ellen is not like her parents.  She thinks I have to be.  But I'm honestly better in a lot of ways until my parents treated me like crap!

Go put a sock in it.

When I say something and feel bad, I get prattled at.  I didn't call my dad crap, but he's always treating me like it.  Well, true, he bought concert tickets.  What's his fucking issue @ up north?  School?  Buying things like video games and computer software?  Yea, I got it with store cards before.  Is he ***?

Problem

I said he wasn't ***y.  I shouldn't be related to his crap.  My aunt offered to pay for me to go up north to visit my Gramma, and we used to go ourselves.  Also, I was gonna see a concert that we'd stay at a hotel in, and now I might see something else..  I just told him I didn't feel like it after I asked and he went.. he even made it so I couldn't eat at the table nor leave my room..  He won't shut up.  I said it but don't see what's wrong with it.  I just knew it wasn't the best thing to do but not "bad."  I can visit up north without him torturing me.  I have my own life!  I don't want him.  What happened to our relationship?  He's just gonna go out in the world and hold his shit then.

Problem

My dad keeps entering my life with insulting secret messages.

Lemme Know

What is worth it romantically about being like a baby worm....

Fusion Styling

Teens today not too old to act..

Question

My mom has orange hair and she's Chinese-Indonesian 6-700 years.

ENVY

The Norwegian envies my U.S. blood I already possess.

What I Caught on @ Teaching Europeans

They just do it and keep getting better and never are made to question their motives.  Like singing teaching, saw it on TV, Norwegian kids with thin hair mostly.

Well

Well, THE news came.  Norweigans were promised something, now it all lazily goes to teens born a certain year.  Sorry if I sound testy but am not?

Well

They're welcoming teens today to be comfortable and putting me on the grill!  Like they'll meet people and not be toyed with about it like they're older than their parents.

Purrrfect Timing

I know that people like Ellen cuz she's white like they are..  People make me look like shit ever since it went down with Burton and Depp.  No one has it in them to be magical to me, and my singing is not magical because of their interests.  I should have figured it out.

But is Ellen as real as a negro, the dream every white person wants?  You know, like I said she's white, and white people are mad @ not being "as good as a black person," too.

Not sure how else to put it.  Also, they wanted to say I was some separate entity in history but that since I "messed up" but am "too perfect" they assured me that I don't count as another person.. my singing!!

Upset

Generation X likes iKids to have fun but not kids in the middle to have anything..

What about the stress?

Of not being accepted?  Should I just say I'm sorry I don't really talk to real people?

Smothered in Outside Love?

Teens today are always encouraged..

What a Rip-Off

What about people who were told gymnastics is better than ballet and that ballet will let you do any dance when you see all the exciting stuff go to pop music dancers??

It is to be said.

People only care about super talented adults in their prime and not people their own age.  Same with race, for the same reason I guess.

My Belief

My belief is that because I've had hard times Tim Burton thinks I am shit.  Yea, see how excited he gets over his daughter, don't mean anything weird.

He HeHe

Hey, Ellen, get this, spoilers from The Santa Claus 3 The Escape Claus 2006.. (I'll stop the world, I'll melt with you.. You've seen the difference..)

There is a girl that totally designed herself like all slicked back and set like a generation X rather than a Late Boomer or iKid, and the adult there was thinking we'd better leave, cuz she had an outcry why she was like that..

Being Smart

Spoilers

No use telling a nigger they're bad.  I'm watching The Escape Claus, and he just froze the parents of the little girl.  She ran for help after telling him off.

Nostalgia..

The Santa Clause Escape Claus from 2006 is on, reminds me of life without the internet.

Acting

Work hard on a role you get and you will get more and do well like Audrey Hepburn and Julie Andrews and Sarah Brightman.  You think doing 1 role will make you overrated or with nothing left.