Did I hurt anyone's feelings?

Didn't mean to, hope I won't.  Sorry.  ={  I am so upset.  Just wanted you to now.

Ugh

outta shower

I'm so sorry Ellen when I hit that bottle, my true feelings hit.  I was afraid of this.  I think the experimenter, I'm sure I saw them take that out on you.  I didn't mean it.  Hope you are okay.  I just know you did all that stuff and for some reason thought it was okay for me to waste my life.

Sorry

I was so stupid and upset.

Well, sorry..

Ginny.. but you kinda ruined my life.

bc

my parents want to stimulate me in a bad way to be impressive

I do care..

..so, what do you think @ it?  Annoy me if you must, but it probably hurts me.

Well

I did feel sorry for my little battlement with Bu'ton..  Funny, though.. what happened to MAH family when everyone else's becomes more solidified?

I was mad and somehow imagined a skate hitting an experimenter.  So, then I said yea I threw a ball at you to go away, a rubber ball like tag.  Wah! ah ah!  Why do people keep on doing this to me!!!!  I just need the time alone|active.  See, when someone bothers you, you go in your house and it's gone.

Hm..

I was snooting my nose at my mom .. probably shouldn't

Sorry, people.

'Try to be nice at all times to all.. of course..

So Busy

apologizing to Ellen I think I wasn't completely nice to Sarah on here if you think @ what I didn't really say.  It seems my relationships are getting better etc. and I might be learening to just ignore some things.  Well, things just come and go and there's not always so much you can seem to really do @ it.

Opinion

Can you imagine making up a person is like a rubber body?  I was overwhelmed @ Frozen and imagined Ellen as a tan body in the snow.  Something else, too..  Anyway, @ that, like I said, I do believe it's okay but Ellen doesn't and I try not to do it, but I didn't literally imagine her in pain, like a cartoon, not a good idea, though.  I had a rough day, shoulda waited.  Maybe, my opinion should come out.  Sorry, Ellen, everyone loves you.  Well, you know, good people mostly.  I'll try to fix myself.  I stopped, it sorta was what was in my head.  I felt as thought Disney made me Anna..  Guess I wasn't prepared for making a lasting impression.  I suffered my whole life in black hair I didn't want, and it was black cuz it was sorta plain like white and in the background..  Not funny because of the events that occurred, okay.

And here's the latest.

I don't have anything against anyone in particularly..  The words "Go the Hell" and "k***" passed through my head.  I did my job, otherwise.  I don't tease around and stuff with what's important, like insistently and sincerely.  It does seem I took pleasure in the after-affect.

Well, I cooked again, really good, beef with red wine and noodles.  I hope it makes me skinny, comes from a health book, too bad I threw out the rest.

So, sorry, but I mean I guess I'm just sorta upset at this blow of messages.  People are so picky.  I hope to come out at least feeling happier.  I don't like people that put on a mask to treat people inappropriately.  They kid around and what what you got, really, they do that though.  They expect to get things to come to them for being normal and when they don't get it, like me for no reason, they become upset with themselves and their background and lifestyle.