Saturday, November 30, 2013

Worried

So, what's wrong with that lady?  I just said she was being mean, too.  She thinks she has to be treated like she's Ellen DeGeneres.  She won't stop at me.  I feel she's wished death on my mom just for the Hell of it and that death doesn't matter for me.

I can see Bella from here, making fun of my family.. Well, I don't have'm online, just my dad is willing to.  That's sick, my family is more stable than hers, but I have my downs.

Well

I feel as though I am responsible for being upset Sarah Brightman's tour is coming to a halt.  Something happened, but I think I got over it in some ways.  I think it's still happening.  That lady Bethenny is overly sensitive, I know is being bad and doing what Ellen does in fear.  I dunno.  She's putting things in others's heads, and it worries me.  I know how vicious people from Fort Lauderdale can be, the 2nd NY.  Talk @ New England.

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I'm about to study this, sounds nice like a kid going to the zoo.
If you forgive brats, why don't you forgive me?  Aren't you 1?  I mean, I am supposedly not good enough to be talked to, and I grew up with everyone saying I was the best, like nice and all..

Funny

Ellen has a problem with you if you wanna be positive, like things can be okay.  I don't wanna sit there and f around.

What I Did

I did a 11|12 minute Pilates video and warmed up and sang some songs.  I have a resume to send and shop shop shopping to do!  I got 2 pretty undershirts today, tankies with lace, very light greenish blue and a light peach.

Well

I hope everyone out there is doing well..
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JUST CALL ME AN GEL .. OFTHEMORNING AN GEL

I will have my life!

If I got more than my forefathers I will still keepit!

ARE YOU MAD?! D:

WHAT DID I DO!?  Is it cuz I told you my race?  I was just saying the message seemed weird.. so I posted it.  I don't know who it's from.  I want to see what people think, someone'll read it.  If you're embarrassed, why would you be so mean?  I can't do this!  I'm getting a volunteer job!  My life will revolve around the real world, again.

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Well

I did feel sorry for my little battlement with Bu'ton..  Funny, though.. what happened to MAH family when everyone else's becomes more solidified?

The Nature of These Things

Ellen put a girl on her show with a deep hole cutting in her throat bones, and my throat just popped from being like a pushup pop.

Problem

I'm getting more of these hidden messages from these people experimenting on me for no reason.. Why??  I'm good, you're not!

In the end, no one cares nor likes your foolish insults and gangster behavior.

Problems

Maybe, you did it for yourself.  I can see how it's getting over some rock.

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Let me ask what made you just shift in your chair and turn to celebrities I have followed to blame something that you think is funny.

A Real Problem

My Gramma won't stop secret message attacking me with a lotta force she believes she possesses.

See..

You try to stick something annoying in my head, someone else gets it, too.  You wanna go to Hell?

Problem

You stupid Gen X people won't stop being suggestive and weird to me..

Problem

So, Ellen, did you tell my Gramma to move here?  Did you do the food?  Whoever did it is a good-for-nothing *beep*

Problem

I don't care how important something may seem, I just got food from my dad's Thanksgiving visit to my Gramma who just moved to Florida who's been travelling between there and here.  I just visited her a bit before she left.  It has perverted messages..  I will not be remembered this way??

Problem

My dad is coming back and I don't wanna live my life with him like I owe him too much attention when he sits there as a fart farting @ farts.

Hmph.

So, what, no one has to listen to my stupid dad, stop being mean to me and get it to go away and figure out what happened, go away and leave me alone!

Problem

You all are shit, you people on Twitter.  I can't follow anyone now.

Huh, why did I put it that way?  Didn't say who I meant.  Don't want to say that @ anyone.

I'm not

under hypnosis, but YOU PROMISED NOT TO SHIT AT ME YOU SHIT MY LIFE A LIVING HELL CUZ A YOU ALL NO FREEDOM TOO..

I know because I've seen these things happen.  Make it go back you *beep*  GO AWAY

If you go back and think..

..some people wouldn't care @ me and say to be quiet.  You're supposed to talk things out so everyone is happy and figure out what's wrong..

Who cares @ that

Bethenny, thinks she's better than everyone else.  What, did someone tell you to do it and you don't want me to say who it was?  You can't do that to me.  Stop bugging me.  How do I know what I would feel @ having a kid?  You know, I've seen thew world beyond this 1.  Hey, I felt the other side like a tube or monster snake..  So, Bethenny the bitch can't take it she's not Ellen DeGeneres.  Wow, would you say I've been waiting long and deserve to live my life without waiting for a million bitches to become famous cuz they're more important than me?  Stop pretending I am so you can say I did it.

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WHY'D YOU DO IT

I am being funny when I say

go to hell, I don't need to apologize but don't mean it other than for him shitting his family as more important than anything and anyone in their own lives.

Problem

My mom won't stop being mean.  I want my family relationship back you buffoon Burton.  Go to HELL!

More

Also, I don't need to process your messages..

Problems

I know my mom doesn't say anything weird usually unless it's at my risk.  I'm a young adult, was a teen not too too too long ago..  What of the threat on me?  I didn't do anything.  Ya'll need to get outta my life.  You're threatening my future daughter if I do get to have a family later in life.  How do I know if you're kidding?!  YA'LL LEAVE ME ALONE!  I noticed my dad did it 1st..

You Weirdos

Don't you believe I deserved goodness?

Problem

Why does Bethenny keep picking on me?  I don't like Jimmy Fallon, neither.  It's been pushed too much, he always is sly as though I did something at some point and won't friggin' stop..

Problem

I think it was done to be safe.  Well, I don't agree with the experimenting on me.

Problem

I just heard a noise that awaken certain part of body and it not good.. a threat for my future?  Why should that startlement mean anything?  I don't get too much attention.  True, I haven't been able to work out nor fold laundry recently..

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

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So..

..if you do have a special request for me can tell me, like if you don't wanna be in my stories .. }=D just because it's me, not that I want to make everyone think that nor most people I guess, mean you don't know them, too, I guess..

Going a Bit Far

If someone has a sorta hissy issue with everything, I mean that's like something for a psychologist or friend to figure out, not something to randomly display a sign for.

Heard Something

Do you believe someone would actually hurt you behind your back cuz they are so mad and jealous?  They used to be bad to you and feel bad @ it but won't admit it.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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Karaoke

I think it's allowed to share via the internet the same as if someone was right next to you.

But - is it right?  To sing the same composer all the time?  Probably not.  You should be famous by now.  I even am writing all sorts of things again.  I mean like poem type stuff.  Posting it on my blog and YouTube.

I might go participate in karaoke sites and then post it to YouTube or something like that.  I'm still loading videos for me to listen to and have left them open as of now cuz I think it's allowed.  I want someone to tell me.  I put a note in my songs.

.. Here's a little song I wrote.

Can you give me 3 weeks notice?

I'll be gone I know.

If I do not know can I leave a note later?

Sure you can, gimme s'm'o.


I will miss you truly, truly, all the time.

I'll miss the way you chirp and chime.

All the time, all the time, ALL THE TIME!


Will you give me something to remember by?

I plan to live but hope not to die.

It seems like..

..Ellen only has to do what she does cuz she likes to believe I am in trouble cuz she's afraid to so-to-speak get her toes wet figuratively.  I think I'm a bit off in how I said it.

OK Peeps so here's the lo down

What I Wish I Did

Year 1
1- English I - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- Physical Science
4- Freshman Orientation | Civics
5- Art I
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater

Year 2
1- English II - Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- Biology I
4- Spanish I
5- Art II
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater

Year 3
1- English III - Gifted AP
2- Chemistry I
3- PE I
4- Spanish II
5- Art III
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater

Year 4
1- English IV - Gifted AP
2- PE II | Health
3- Free Enterprise |
4- Art IV
5- Talented Music - Singing
6- Talented Theater
7-

After School - Classical Ballet

College - Loyola University New Orleans - Classical Ballet + Opera (Singing + Ballet)

After Graduating @ 22 - Singing and Dancing in Public

Ugh

Yea, got upset @ another glitch.  I tried to ignore it, but these people kept talking to me in my room.

Real Singing

is a lot like laughing.

Story Time

Warning: Using things from other published stories.

There was a lady named Constance Moore with some children and a wonderful husband named Lenny.  There was a beautiful reddish haired girl named Kris who was 13.  "Oh, Mamma," she said, "I -have- to go to the doctor."  "Whyever is that, dear," replied Mama.  "I need to be checked for POX!"  "The Pox have been ruled out for nearly 100 years..you remember."  Another girl was named Prudence, and she was 14.  There was a lovely baby named Jacky, age 3, a perfect little angel.  There were more children.. anyway, there were lots of adults in big, fancy, neat homes with flower patterns and mysterious linings all over.  Most of them were in the league of witches, but normal lice commenced.  So, there was to be a trip.  Kris, 13, happened to wander off, it wouldn't be forever.  She was on a dock with other children, many younger and many older.  A lady there took her hand and said things would be fine, as she stared into the misty pier and dock.  She felt as though she almost walked the plank when suddenly she heard the honk of the big, wooden ship.  The trip wasn't too scary.  Thye had plenty of the right kinds of food and lots of thick blankets.  The ship wasn't for them but another group.  A girl named Layla was there, with golden locks braided up.  She was 14, like her sister Prudence.  A boy with bright brown hair was looking at her and walked over and took off his hat.  Then, a girl age 13 named Cindy came.  She had been here already for a long time.  Her friend with black hair named Mary Jane appeared.  She was the most beautiful of creatures that graced this earth, cunning and quite a good IQ.  Some boys were playing, hunting and cooking right on the bay.  A little boy even was there, dressed in black with black hair, black eyes, and white skin.  He was 1 that caught the eye of another.  The mist was trying to swirl its way along the merry dock.  Some people sat there and wished so much they thought they saw bubbles in the sky and felt their clothes elevating then falling down upon them and sucking into them.  Kris had a little booklet in her pocket that spoke of fetching ingredients in the woods in the states..  There was a little turtle slowly walking along the side.  Okay, the boat was here, Kris picked up the little girl in gold hair and they all filed into this magnificient boat.  "What's your middle name, Kris," asked a nice boy of 12.  "Rose," she said.  He followed her onto the boat.  When they went out all of a sudden there was a boat approaching called the Black Pearl.  A pirate with a heart jewel appeared, and the 2 became friends.  Jack was fancying with people.  Another fancy pirate a bit like him was telling the tale of the danger they were in.  They were looking for buried treasure and raided restaurants.  "Move aside," Manny said.  She was a floucy girl with reddish goldish hair.  "Remove," she said.  A pirate opened his hand to reveal woman's necklace, not worth much, and she snatched it off with enormous energy.  The boats approached a dock, and there was a tavern shaped a bit like a boat.  Manny walked in and said, "Ah'd like sum bakin' 'n' grits."  $5, said the tender.  "1st, ya's got's to erm wrestle me."  Manny won and got hers for free.  Kris came inside and Manny put her arm around her right away, and she bought her some food, too.  Manny was a bit of an idol to Kris..  There was a new, elegant girl all in shades of white, golden thick curls and sparkling eyes.  Kris suddenly felt insulted and turned around and said, "Who're you?"  "I'm Lyda, not Lidia from Tim Burton's Beetlejuice, aha ha ha.  I am a seasoned singer and in my time once traveled the whole world!"  "Oh," said Kris.  She drank some ginger tea and ate a little cake.  The girl walked out so beautifully, Kris said, "What is the secret?"  The bartender answered, "That girl's sober as a baby's bottle of milk!!"  Kris went up to her, "Please come, how old e-are- you-"  "Oh," she said flustered, at 5'6", "I am now 12."  She seemed a bit more settled but content with her life in all its sides.  A girl with raven hair came in, and immediately Lyda turned around and greeted her most gracefully.  The new girl was in green, green puffy sleeves.  "I hyad (had) a dress like that," said Lyda.  Raven had cunning blue eyes.  Finally, they all left with the huge pirate ship.  They got lots of money for selling the supplies.  The girls spent most of the time dancing the night away.  TBC in spirit  =]  I might be losing it or am I lazy?  Does it seem inspired by .. Roald Dahl?  I just thought of it.

The Movie Frozen

wasn't @ anyone in particular.  How much more broad a spectrum of topics could it be?  It's about an older sister with powers, gentle and good, who gets made mad and had the glove from her magic hands taken.  She is reflected with poise and grace.  She has white hair and a sterm look, which is what was inspired by Ellen DeGeneres.  It almost seems twisted into negro..  Anna is the silly goof sidekick made star of the show.  I am so proud of Ellen for influencing the world somehow .. through her hard work on TV since a younger age, like Johnny Depp!

I was upset that the world makes fun of me and thinks they have to ruin a movie to include everyone, which is why I say it is due to externalf factors.  I own 2 Elsa dolls and 3 books on my Nook and a hardcover.  I just don't want 2 dolls.  They cost like $30.  What will you do with them?  I brought the Young Elsa large doll around.  The other is Barbie-ish.  Anna certainly is interesting, but the Queen, now that's a spectacle that's truly spectacular!

So, Ellen, thank you so much for your goodness.  I don't think you need to lower yourself for people because they're different from me, but I guess it's what people do and you had fun.  We wouldn't have this wonderful movie without you.  You truly are blessed and talented and all.  Don't worry @ anything that seemed fuzzy.  This movie is made for a broad spectrum of types, in actuality.

I don't appreciate the tacky awe that Ellen hides away so she doesn't hurt us and that that's so awesome.  I mean the Ellen in the movie.  I always get the nerds and outcasts cuz I was an offbeat.  Still, think of all the beauty and how this would not happen without her.  Plus, she must have inspired another favorite I have, The Princess and the Frog.  Ellen is a person interested in outside life and people.  Ellen, I dunno, but they made Tiana black to protect you as the example to draw from so nothing "happens."

I hope you loved these movies Ellen cuz you're the 1 who has braved it in the world and must have a wonderful family life and friends and personal side.

I was just mad actually at Ellen cuz I mean I deserve a shot in this world of fame, too.  As you can see I praise her though despite the stress I felt and not having slept enough..  I do have problems with my sleeping schedule and didn't go to Disney but went to Black Friday and it was rather worth it..  So, Ellen, I just be playin' you were so awesome and I am so happy something like this happened to you!!  YOU!  YOU!  You are so wonderful, and this does just a world of good for's'all (us all.)  Keep it up, and more should keep'a'comin'.  People see you as an adorable blonde brat, like you see a blonde kid you think of Ellen!  Aha ha, lucky 1!  I hope it tickles your fancy, however inappropriate, sedating, ..

I am mad at the world for saying we can't match Ellen cuz we sure's'Hale can!  What @ Jessi Klein, a cool comedian in glasses born @ 1975, straight dark, brown hair.  It was told to little kids.  THAT'S YO GODDAMN FAULT *I**A!

But yes Ellen is such a good person.  I mean we all are good in our own way and have gone online however much evidence there may be.  Some people are acclaimed, as well, like Sarah Brightman, live singers.  I just think Ellen is who she is and can't seem to do whatever she wants.  Like, sometimes, she has to put you off.  I guess that's the question.  A lot of people have that problem, so that isn't what makes her stand out like with me, being a good and righteous person.  You know what I'm tryin' to say.

So, Ellen, I hope you loved Frozen!  It was a wonderful movie made for you, for us all!  Elsa, the beauty, is much like you.