Sunday, December 1, 2013

I think

I'm taking the bus and going swimming tomorrow.

Review

I just watched "The Phantom of the Opera."  "It's a Beautiful Day" is very neat.  Wait, I was on the wrong day.  This 1 says it's the right 1.  Her voice was so nice and rubbery on Nessum Dorma.
eating cooking things
eye balls cracking up like eggs

Did you forget @ me?

I was once a child.

Sad

I'm sorry Sarah you are so old.  I love your depressing, moody, "nostalgic" singing, er, songs.

I don't think you're old in a bad way, but you seem to feel so.

YAY

Good Job Singing the National Anthem @ Detroit?

Singing

Jackie Evancho again T-giving game

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Issues

Tim doesn't want people being violent to him in private.  I can have my dreams, that practicing singing will give me back my voice.  I can try, would be nice to be able to do.  I do like art, too, should clear my tables.  Right now drying nails and wanna eat more.  Had huge piece of cake throughout the day.

Wah!

Why did I have to start cursing?!

Disturbed

Ellen is mean to me it seems.  She acts like there's something there that isn't.  That is rather suggestive.  What was it.. I was thinking of my poor reaction to her being nice to someone, like I'm just another person.. but not in a good way.  Why would you caste people, to begin with?

Showered

Loaded with junk from my aunt's.  Just sent out for another grocery list for recipes, 1 being a fruit salad..

What am I doing?

I e-mailed my resume.  I'm resting my voice.

Giving Things Up

What do celebrities give up if they think they're in for being Portia #2?

I must ask..

..or tell you these people experimenting on me are really disgusting and sick and should stop.

Active

Doing my resume to create a curiculum and teach kids 7 and under and the OCS, Orlando Science Cener.. music and art, what I am!

Pushing People Around

Would you push someone for their own good if they will destroy themselves?

How much medicine is enough?

So

We should be nice to Early Boom women.  They had their chance.

So

I did my yoga and some karaoke.. er singing practice??  Warmups included.  :)

Happy

Happy to be an oldest child to a Late Boom but a younger 1 to an Earlier Boom-

Well

I am not someone bad because my dad is born in 1950.  How does that limit me?  He was 35 when I was born.  I think he was messing around and figuring out his life before that.

Morning Routine

So, I wake up to the experiment and sometimes my parents.  I should eat breakfast or lunch and then settle down sometime and do some yoga.  When my life becomes more stable, I can go out again.  See, after the Pilates I warm up my singing for the day|night.

Um..

Do you know any smart men who are born @ 1955-1960?  I know they're ***y.

Who DO you think I'm talking to..

Well, I don't want to be mean, actually, but you probably find it suggestive I even have a blog.

This morning we talked @ something.  I'm just a bit uncomfortable.

Upset

Why are you assimilating me to my dad being born in 1950?  I don't like that.  My mom won't reveal her age.  You'd think she's young seeing as you know I'm 1/2 Chinese.  You can't change me.  You don't do this to everybody else.  You take some thing I did and make me feel guilty, too.  I'm not the 1 who's gonna represent 1950 CRAP.  I can feel myself chissling away!  Lots of people like people of certain ages, but it is unfair that the Late Boom women and the children of theirs's ages stay that certain style, as well.  It makes no sense.  It's not even a topic for me.

All I'd have to say is I'm born in shit-faced 1986, shit-raced, 1986.

Hm..

Sarah is up and going to China and the Middle East..  Good for her.  =]

Then

You come back and smile that your sin is a punishment to me for nothing.

UGH!

That annoying Bethenny is thinking @ Sarah Brightman.  I just said that she was dressed up like I like for Halloween cuz Ellen's been trying to say she's a caste above just for an outsider effect, how rude.  Then, I told her she was being mean!

No one will agree with this!

Upset

I feel tired now cuzza my dad and was looking forward to going to church rather than sitting in my room..  I'm going to the college mass.

Problem

How disgusting *wrinkles nose*  Why is my dad in my life?  He keeps hurting me.

Or, should I say, why isn't my dad in my life, in a good way?  He's not that much.

More Complaining

Bella is indirectly saying my kid would be American, sorry to say I don't think she has to be just American..  :|  Why would you keep bugging me?  Should we arrest Ellen DeGeneres??

Problem

Why are my parents so *beep* I mean my dad.. I forget!

Oh, yes, they aren't famous..

Update

I updated Scarlett's info. on my website to include her WordPress Blog, Twitter, and YouTube.

So, also..

..why is she so sensitive?  She does something mean, and she wonders why I post @ it and am sad|upset..annoyed, irritated.  She doesn't just talk like a normal person like Lily Rose.  (She's got a blog.)  I mean, like, the way she should be talking because I forget..like she flat out doesn't talk like a normal person on a blog as would be fun and better for her.  She likes how cute Twitter is.  I've gotten a lot of problems out from my life here and want to be able to have a normal blog, not 1 complaining concerning things in the past.

Ya'll can be in big trouble if you're not nice to her cuz people from Fort Lauderdale are like that or the area..

Problem

Bella Thorne keeps talking back.  I mean, I said something, and now she wants us to wait til Friday for .. well, a picture of her at home holding up signs of people on Twitter as souveniers..  but I had just said something.  I'm just saying.  Maybe, it means nothing!
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Sorry

Hope you are okay, I try to curse at nothing to be funny when I'm mad!  And forget @ being nice cuz I'm in a rage!  I'll try to stop.

Dead

Why!!  What is this SHIT though!

I'll just guess..

..people I know have lost some of their way of seeing things.  Aw, *kiss*  Doesn't matter now, but I have a family.  Well, yea, what we gonna do now??  I imagine people are mad at me for letting out.

Problem

I feel I have to lose relationships.  No one gives a damn @ my eyes.

So

Can Sarah Brightman sing because I found I could quickly, or may I ask are you ignoring me cuz you are waiting for some girl who's been in PRIVATE VOICE since a little kid to come up?  Sarah seems depressed, and she's a singer, so what's wrong?  I can't sing like that, but I've accomplished, though I wasted my whole life in stupid school.  So, yes, technically, she can sing so well.  I'm talking in ANOTHER WAY.

And it fills me u-up!

Why don't you really live your life and you won't be all as old as you thought you were already.

Not Funny

Ellen why don't you just like *beep* cuz it's not a joke for your bubbling laugh that my relatives think I'm in trouble for not seeing them.. not many there are mine.

I know, it's stupid.

No matter what you do, Ellen will make fun of you for your family and not pay attention to you.

So..

..Yes it was serious, but I wish I didn't have to blow up.  I know not to, but I feel I just did anyway.. then added a few words but not ABOUT others.

Look-Alikes

Bella Thorne looks more like Ellen DeGeneres, so stop wasting my time Ellen if, that you don't think I'm like you.

Oh no!

My dad will wake up soon cuz my mom got home and he'll look at me all tackily while I try to have my life and then he'll act like some shitty secret message when I ignore him..  and I'll have a hard time controlling myself .. if I come out and eat, like more cake.

Get this through your head!

I didn't mean any of what I said against any 1 person, and it's to be seen and told.

O WOW

LILY ROSE MIGHT READ THIS AND THE BRAT THINKS SHE CAN PUNISH ME

YA'LL STOP ATTACKING ME

STOP IT

I HATE THE WAY PEOPLE FROM EARLY BOOM ACT SCIENTIFICALLY.  WHO LET THE CAT OUT THIS TIME?  I HAVE A PERFECTLY GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE..

Problems

Why are all these people attacking me!  I just read Lily Rose's people's blog... GO TO HELL I WANT MY LIFE I AM A GOOD PERSON  I'm just saying go to hell in general not to any 1 person nor group of people.

STOP

YOU ARE NOT MY MOM JUST CUZ YOU ARE AN EARLY BOOMER!  My browswer stopped working..  :(  What else is there?  Stop thinking you're smart collecting information!  I'm also 27.

Ya'll are worthless babies..

..stop looking to my Gramma for your ability to stand up with me..

Well..

You need to be thankful for what you have.  Try not to say anything bad to someone else..

So..

..what @ my eyesight and the words I said for what I said??  LEAVE ME ALONE!

Maybe, it is time for a change.

New sn.

STOP

SENDING ME YOUR SHIT MESSAGES

Wow

Bella isn't much now.

Problem

Now, I am getting another message, that I'm a nigger from Fort Lauderdale.  Shut up you worthless talkers.  I didn't hurt none'a you.  You don't even know what the Hell's going on online..

STOP

I don't want you bloody devils niggering up my life saying I have dorky parents.

Reason

Maybe, I'm surrounded by a world losing its vision.  xp

Problem

I don't need your shit reasons to play with my eyesight.  It seems sedated.

Sto op

I never do anything but when you cross the border you've crossed something.  I wish I hadn't gotten so mad, but I was shocked at me being set up to lessen my eyesight.  I am totally insulted.

1 Thing We Do Know

To sing something well-loved you need to be good..

I'm Stronger

I don't need to make suggestions to protect any piece of shit.

Stop

I will never make a 1950 person "my" mother.  Can you just shut up?  You don't even know my mom's age.

Ya'll are unqualified

nurses.

Go "play"

with your own friends.  WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ALL ARE YOU INSANE AND SEDATED?

I'm tired of your

tip tap flip flap oh I'm gonna get you back in the end.  I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.  YA'LL'RE BLOODY DEVILS.

I guess

people in the UK aren't all they're cracked up to be, the prominent 1s who disobey the Queen.

LOOK WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, STOP INFLUENCING MY FUTURE AND HURTING ME!!!!  BLOODY MOTHER OF GOD STOP :(

Let's see what we can do to stop their devious practice.

What Happened There

Also, I thought of the word nigger twice.. too bad.  I changed it and was like I dunno.  I think though that Ellen if saw my review of Frozen wouldn't care no matter how hard it was to make all @ her glory.  I don't like her annoying smile when she acts like I'm not perfect.

Why are ya'll acting like you can control me?  That will probably happen to you.  My eyesight, makes some sense, just had lots of their dessert, too.  I was set up.  I don't know "what" really did it.  I said it was in symbols and stuff, like everyone did it.  Why are you Jewish people all being so collectively snobbish to just me?  I am stronger than you and shaped like I'm European.  Not sure who tickled your fancy up.

What's next?

Ellen's explanation for why I can't see, or is it my mom?

Money

I'm getting iTunes, instead of music books because the warmups I have seem better and the opera score is quite laborious-looking.

My Eyesight

What happened to it?  Is it Ellen, again, the executive worker?  It was blurring last night, though, and this morning more 2D but strong.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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Dream

It was long and sadistic.  I wasn't listening to me singing at that point.  I remember a big meeting room like the pre-med 1, 1 ballet girl there.  I had the feeling I couldn't drop.  I just remember my fish bloating out like a jellyfish and grocery store fish with double pink lines as a pattern.  Then it displayed its fins and I knew it was not really like that.  I dreamed I woke up and it didn't seem too dead but was on the floor.  I think it was like I was the young girl in Hunger Games, Primrose.  I was too move on.  The memory was like of me being age 2.

These Boots Were Made for Walking

I walk so fast and completely like almost freely.

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