Saturday, December 7, 2013

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New Video of Me Singing

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Generation Z Bots

They think you have to "start" at a certain age to get someone to not be at risk.  You all are so nice to all those kids out there at risk.  I am already willing to do what I was supposed to do.  Now, the rules say, don't be happy, do something that you don't like..

Why do you talk to me?

Why don't you try singing to this..

Why don't you try singing to this: link.  I am debating between this and a book, the ABCs of XYZ generations.
Showered

Did I hurt anyone's feelings?

Didn't mean to, hope I won't.  Sorry.  ={  I am so upset.  Just wanted you to now.

Does anyone remember singing in, like, 2000..

..when Charlotte Church came out and acted like she was better?  The truth of the matter is she is inflexible and I am much better than what you think..  I scaled myself way above whatever people thought good was.

Finally

I decided to get in a good mood and forget @ those people.
I SAID STOP MESSING WITH ME

STOP

Ellen stop thinking you can tell my dad what to do with me.

Problem

My dad made his side shit, and I feel pressure..  BEEP don't you BEEP BEEP care  let's do it to you????

Problem

I don't wanna listen to my "gay" bad dad.  He's taking a shower he says..

GO AWAY ELLEN STOP SAYING I HAVE THE GAY DAD IN REAL THAT'S SO MEAN STOP CURSIG AT ME!!!!

Get my dad outta here, my Goddamn internet isn't working.

GET OUT

I DON'T OWE ANYONE ANYTHING

STOP

WHY DO YOU SIT THERE AND MAKE MY PRIVATE LIFE HARD

and

Ellen did it!  See Ellen you are NOT good like you said.  You keep putting shit in my life.

GO AWAY EXPERIMENTER!!!!

I can do whatever I want, say whatever fits.  I didn't actully curse nor hurt anyone.

A car just drove by and I don't want to follow its sound with my female part area on the left, my boy side!

YOU *BEEP*

I LOOK MORE JEWISH THAN ANY OF YOU.  STOP BEING SUGGESTIVE YOU JEWS WITH NO HEART.  GUESS THE JEWS ARE BAD PEOPLE.  I saw 1 at the mall thinking he had a handle on everything when I was just being nice.

Problem

YOU PEOPLE I didn't do anything you did!  I'm just telling you, and I will make sure you don't get away with doing it!

STOP GETTING MAD AT ME FOR GETTING MAD.

What's your problem?

Why is Sharon Osbourne entering my life like this?  My mom doesn't OWE you anything.  I know you thought @ that.  You didn't agree with it, but you used the idea!

Problem

I don't like Chinese-Burmese more than others.

Problems

I got another message, my mom wants me to do something so I won't be with my dad or something.  STOP.

I forget, something was deleted.  Why is my face like a rectangle like the Chinese-Burmese on "The Talk!"  STOP!

Problem

Why in the world was my mom talking like my dad had the demeanor to hypnotize her.  I can get upset if I want and not be poked at by experimenters, how they load the page and then probably the clicks.  My dad can't be upset at me.  I didn't have to tell him what I did when they weren't home!  Why is it so uptight for him, this is not okay?

Dream

I done't remember it all.

I remembe rint he end I was with 4 girls|ladies.  We were to sing solos in front of people with a big thing of water there.  1 person we didn't know would be there we were depending on, came as a surprise.  I remember there were 4 big places, and a guy was like being all shook up in the science 1.  There was a section before, too.  Things happened, too, something like a shark.

Might go back andlie down.

Cooking

Beef With Wine, Yum

Are the experimenters sleeping now?  I see I seemed forceful but maybe not as much as thought.

Also, .. Yes, Ellen I am happy for YOU with Frozen.  Howcome no one ever sees me for who I am since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?

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To Balance Off

I am gonna try to ignore when I'm mad.

Others

have a quality of more presence I can't have unless it's in real life me doing something outragous, like walking assertively.. :p

Hap-py-Cat-Pho-to-Fri-day

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I feel

I'm being escorted outta my so-called world.

Friday, December 6, 2013

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The Georgians were jealous of the Floridians.

Wut

Did she go wee wee?

Being Pushed

@ my dad's age and me being 27 - wut if I don't want your definition and you know it
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What I Should Do

I need to go to college or take voice lessons for $26.  I can do gymnastics for $5 but no bar now I think.  I like going to Disney each week, could try every other week.  I spend @ $20-$25 each time..  No money left for clothes.  I'm thinking I can do without the lessons.  I want an internship.  I might wait to do gymnastics.  I just want clothes!

Problem

My dad is born then so I have no handle handling the kinks, like him.  Why do you bring up that stuff?  Might as well bring up my mom's pinky nail.

Problem

I told you to stop.  They are threatening my daughter to be 1950 style.  I want 1957-1961.  I was @ to record..  I had to move my chair back.
Boy I'd better stop.

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ER: Ellen can't be more famous than everyone just cuz no one watches her

I didn't take the esteem to watch her til I was like 25. I mean I wanna be more famous.

STOP

Ellen I can be more famous and better than you meaning more famous.  Stop fucking @ me not watching TV.  I had a shit life.  Too much GOD DAMN SHIT HOMEWORK.

STOP

THERE'S AN ANNOYING LADY ON THE RADIO NOW TELLING ME TO DO SHIT

PROBLEM

GET THAT BEEP OUTTA HERE ELLEN IS THAT YOU MY FUTURE GRANDSON IS PRECIOUS TO MY DAD I AM NOT GONNA TAKE ANYONE'S HORSESHIT @ NELL BURTON STOP IT
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Tired

What

What's with all the tacky inhibiting noises I hear!  They affect me.  I wallow in shit.

Problem

So, the people in the theater were laughing hysterically and wanted me to feel bad.  Some people were mimicing me, and people were tapping my chair.  I squeezed my water sometimes to get back.  Don't think the movie really went well.  They're looking forward to feeling bad at home.  Like they were all laughing.  The girl whose mom hit me was like no it was my mom!  I didn't connect the idea, but I guess I was hungry and thirsty..  I wanted to use my money for clothes!  I will make more food, though.  Off to finish my Chick-Fil-A, now.  :|  I realize you think it's funny, see I stopped to write this.. not that I know if you'd know.

STOP

Ellen said she said it she read it.  How tacky can you be??  Come to me..

Unwanted Message-asdf

"Kayla Cross and Fort Lauderdale Eatz followed you"

HEY YOU *BEEP* I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE THE 1ST IMPRESSION OF WHERE I WAS BORN GO *BEEP* *BEEP* YOU UNUPHOLDED FOOL!!  WAS IT YOU ELLEN.. CUZ THAT'S NOT NICE.  LET'S DO SOMETHING JUST IN CASE FOR YOU!!  HA HA, WANT YER MAMMAY NOW?  THIS IS TAKING QUITE A BIT OF YOUR TIME

Problems

I don't want Ellen to enter my life like she's worth more than me and pull away my webcam.  She stole what belonged to others, feeling attractive.

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Are there any..

..good folk songs to sing??  Or like lyrical songs from a long time ago that everyone knows?

Also, yes, I care @ Sarah Brightman.  I mean, it's also @ older singers.  Really..

So..

I found I am just resting my voice.

Problem

I don't see where I went wrong, but I know Ellen is going to admit she did these mean things to me.

Why can't I seem to just ignore things?  I know I spent too much time posting @ it.

I see, this is happening instead of me getting famous and others paying for their attitude and bratiness.

2 Ways to See It

Yes, you are a bad person..

No, I have nothing left, apparently it didn't work out!  ..Fine, please, leave, and take your things with you and go find what you want.  (Fine, please, in a nice way.. part of the Enlgish language to uphold against those who ruin it.. :(  )

People Being Afraid and Not

People are scared of how they treat me bc of what others will think but not afraid to hurt me..

Ugh

outta shower

I'm so sorry Ellen when I hit that bottle, my true feelings hit.  I was afraid of this.  I think the experimenter, I'm sure I saw them take that out on you.  I didn't mean it.  Hope you are okay.  I just know you did all that stuff and for some reason thought it was okay for me to waste my life.

SOMEONE CALL 911 AND TELL THEM WHAT'S BEEN HAPPENING

I WANT MY FAMILY AND OLD LIFE BACK

STOP IT

I already said you were the 1s being bad to me.  I am just trying to live my life.  What's Ellen all in my face?  1950 girl Ellen 1950 girl Ellen is 65 years old.  How do you like a taste of your own medicine?

STOP

Ellen this is bad.  In your language, I'd calculate it at trash.  It just is your bratty messages to me online and such.

Oh Wow

Ellen see you participate.  Looks like you're not so much now.  A mixed message.

Problem

Stop threatening my emotional future.  You are a sicko.  Just go crawl in your hole!!

Problem

What are you waiting for now Ellen?  Quit being mean!  I'm not reading into your insulting "messages" or "trash."  You want me to remember the Enter key and think of you.  I didn't do anything.  What's your problem?  I am from where Johnny Depp is from more than you!  Quit being a brat.  Quit being a brat..  Want me to hit something just cuzza you?
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You're just wasting my time going through shit.

STOP IT YOU

DON'T YOU DARE TEST ME ON ME TYPING YOU SELFISH BEAST AND BRAT

Problem

She's also fooling around.  What about the Enter key?  You just got shit.

Problem

Ellen used the word Enter in her Tweet.  What a guilty * * *.  I might think of that when I type.  GO AWAY I USED A LOT OF FORCE.  YOU MADE ME MAD.

OK

WHO DID THIS

Problem

They said I can't sing a solo.  Go away.  Leave me alone.  They said they are what they are with God.  Stop making me type your stupid messages.

Stop

Just get ridda Ellen?  I deserve to not be treated like this.  Ow, my left hand is hard to type.  It feels clumped together.

I said leave me ALONE.  Don't you dare talk to me like that, coy.

 ELLEN THE FAKE BABY *BEEP*

Problem

I am not trusting any of you.

Problem

I need to relax.

Problem

Someone outside made it sound like I was m.. some worthless person

I've been hitting and throwing things.  It's Ellen.  Go get her, that vicious animal, I know she DID IT!
punching bag..

Problem

Ellen lies. She thinks I need to look bad.

STOP

They won't stop playing with me and I have things to do!

STOP

YOU GODDAMN SINNER I DON'T GIVE A FUCK @ ELLEN

STOP

Something else is going on.

I need something to hit.

STOP

It's different again.
STOP

Problem

My PAGE LOADS DIFFERENTLY NOW YOU BEEP STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE STRONGER

Problem

Why does this experimenter keep talking to me.. pretending to be happy I look Chinese now.

What happened?  I just used a curse word.  Is that why I see a therapist??

I feel the urge to get in a fight..

I need to get off this pill.  I wanna live with my fam.

So, I wanna talk @ something.

I felt so mad I slammed my metal-legged chair and hit my nice desk which holds the computer screen and speakers.  It just seems natural, maybe bad.  I woke up tired with nothing to eat.  I don't wanna do this.  I guess that was another trial and error situation.  This person is denying what I said, and I don't wanna hurt them but am kinda here to tell the world @ it..

Problem

You *BEEP* YOU *BEEP* you just want me to not make it online for "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" with Ellen.

Problem

The messages won't stop and I'm being teased @ not writing them all the time.

Word Captchas

So, what @ that?

STOP

I DON'T GIVE A GODDAMN WHAT ELLEN WANTS

Problem

Stop watching me.

Problem

STOP why did I hear a click on either side of my room?  Stop acting like I did something.  This shit has gone on for 8½ years.  I can revel in it if I like, but this is just stupid.  I am not stupid.

I SAID I DON'T CARE @ LAST WORD STOP IT

SHUT UP

STOP THINKING @ THAT BOY FROM ENGLAND YOU GAY TWIT

Over My Back

I feel as though my parents will make my future daughter not have fair skin.  Must wait til 40.

Problem

I don't care what you say, Ellen, you having the last messages is retarded and I don't want to unravel it.  I believe the last 1 was a purple spider up in my room..

And there it is

The experimenter is droning on as though I just did something and gave a mean message @ the boy from England, said like Kate Bush in a tacky way, "You bet that's Dad dead."  I don't think he has problems with my dad, but he's different.

Problem

Why does this experimenter keep commenting on my private thoughts!

Problem

This experimenter later in the dust is o well no one's perfect I don't GIVE A CRAP @ a mixed Chinese family..

Wht

Why are people from the Southeast so coy?

Should I consider not cursing?

I thought wow maybe today will work out..  and someone who did it to me thinks I owe them something.

Sorry

I don't mean to be so mean so much..  I just wanted to say that I don't really acknowledge it as something I'd do to anyone.  You just think @ my kids.  Well, just get it out in private.

See

Unfortunately, it looked stupid.
I DON'T NEED YOUR REASSURANCE

GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE - I CAN SAY WHAT I WANT!!

Problem

Stop being gay everyone in the world all the time saying I am bad all the time.  Go FUCK IT.

If you don't curse

I mean to say I don't give a damn if Depp and Ellen wanna offer me a chance for being mad at what THEY did but not mad otherwise and ruining a household appliance as a memoir.  I don't give a fuck even if you said it.

What, now?

You did something to me, I didn't curse right at you, just @ something.

Ugh, what if they're mad I cooked something my mom got in the freezer she leaves there a long time?

Wow

Look how these famous people think they're still the kids!

Problem

Experimenter, you think your suggestions are okay.  Ya'll stop reveling in me as tacky like an annoying old best friend.s

Wow, so who thinks I'm bad?  NO!  You start everything..  I just get mad at it.

HEY YOU

SHIT UP YOU *BEEP*  You think I made my dad fat!

Problems

My oven has finally stopped taking the Bake sign off when reaching the point it's ready to heat.  Really, Ellen|Depp, I don't give a crap.  I can get upset on the inside if I wanted @ you being mean to me things like eating and sewing all of a sudden, starting to cook "in Florida."

My dad was looking at me so tackily and annoyingly.  I want him to take me to the Y.

"Not a Chance.."

What are the chances of me being in a movie with Johnny Depp?  Should I consider myself an actor and model??  I wouldn't want to act like with someone else unless it were something cool.  I mean, yea, but like I might have priorities, now.

Song

Listening to "Veruca Salt" makes me in tune with how younger kids are treated..  Danny Elfman seems open to older kids musically.  Well, teens, these days.

I would be a great foil as Violet.  I so hope they make another 1 and I can be that.  You'd have the prize role reserved for someone else.  }:]  Here we go again.

So, what's the difference-

b/w being nice to someone all the time as opposed to messing up, under pressure?
18 Hours of Sleep

Dream

My dad carried me like 2 or 3 times maybe and it felt like m.. he tried to squeeze me and stuff and I didn't feel anymore.

I already said I don't like that.  Why does our world center on this?  I think it's a bit different than touching someone.  There apparently are different ways of touching someone..  It's funny when you dream of these things at older age.

Out of interest sake, I never liked being held, essentially.  People acted like I was mini and submissive.  It wasn't friendly, and plus I'm ½ Chinese.  I was very mad not to get proper attention from others as a kid, very mad, didn't talk @ it maybe as much as I was upset @ not being like younger than other kids ever.

In the dream, I went places with other kids.

Problem

Ellen, I will not feel I deserve to be punished for violent reactions, not violent actions.  I'm feeling pretty annoyed.  You know, I would never do anything like this.  I have needs that are not being met.  Those needs include like having a clean room.. I dunno what else.  Oh yes, a place to go.  To leave my room and the house for organized activity.  To be on top of things and not under any muck.

Question

Someone on IMDb tipped me off that other people are talking to me and people connected through people who shouldn't be connected.  It doesn't seem that good for me.  You all just got hold of some pictures I had at a certain age having lost a good 1|s..  I totally didn't "do" anything wrong.

TV

Carrie Underwood - The Sound of Music live - @ 20-30 minutes of the 3 hours

That is SO good!  I felt comfortable when trying to sing with the beautiful parts of the orchestra.

She is so good and same with the rest!  She was so beautiful and amazing and good!  I like how good she is at sliding to different notes!  My teacher said not to, but oh well.  It was very beautiful and ringy and Christmasy!

Hey

Ellen, "Touch my body" makin' me feel like I'm from New Orleans.

Ooh yea!

..AND - TOUCH - MAH - BOD EH

HOT

This is why I'm hot, This is why I'm hot
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot

This is why I'm hot, This is why I'm hot
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot

I'm hot cuz I'm fly
You ain't cuz you not
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot

I'm hot cuz I'm fly
You ain't cuz you not
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot

MIMS MIMS mims mims
"..Pittsburgh Slim?"

HA

Did anyone see Ender's Game?

Listening to Girls Kiss Girls..

Spoilers

Witches!

So, yes..

I'm looking for the audition links.  I found 1 where I send in an address with a headshot + a page for my resume..

another 1

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I feel a bit put off by it now, like someone thinks I'm tacky.  I did not have a weird "dream" knowingly.  I already realized I wasn't good enough for this..

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Ugh!

I woke up!
Nite.. for awhile?

Pirates of the Caribbean 5 Plot

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"But talking ghosts, witches, and a whip smart girl who puts Jack Sparrow to task?"

It has a wedding!  What if they got a really young girl?   To which character?

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New Videos

New Videos of Me Fighting Jack Sparrow

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Ahhh! Question por favor

Who really loves Johnny Depp?

Sorry

I was so stupid and upset.

Decision

I want to be a villain in Pirates of the Caribbean.  I want to fight Jack Sparrow-  Yes, a good villain..

You know what happened today?

I was waiting for the Disney auditions, and the people were all in my face, clearly a younger generation, correcting me with their every move!

We'll find out

what was at stake with all the attacks on me that got me to repeat some things in my mind, why I think it's okay and right and why I don't like to do it.
My mom is shitting at me.

Just let her be.

She's wrong.

Wish Not Granted

I don't wish to hurt anyone.  I didn't.  You did!

Wow

Ellen can't control her temper and frequently enters the home for INSULTS.

Problem

I don't give a fuck @ you cornering me with Ellen DeGeneres's pretend mom.  LEAVE ME BE.  GO **R* YOURSELF INSTEAD!  This has gone too far!  You won't stop being nasty.  I can pretend what I like in private, I wasn't talking to you and don't care to hurt anyone..

Problem

I wake up every day to being annoyed by someone just for sport.  Who's in charge, no one?  You all make fun of me for what I don't know.

Stop acting like there's a reason.  My parents provide a shitty home life.  Does that make you wanna be mean to me, that I said it?  I can't go out by myself wherever and whenever I want.  I can't do anything I like.  I don't get to use a whole lotta money, which in some ways is okay.  My parents started holding grudges.

I think partially

I was just worried Ellen is starting to round in on me.  She's so scattered in her relayed thoughts, and people tell me I'm schizo..

Why

would I listen to someone else?

I wasn't mad.

I just found Ellen gets mad.

Problem

Ellen is so negative.  I am a good person.  You can't tell me anything bad and everyone else feel good for being younger than me.

Food

I thought I'd be famous by now.

You know what's been done to me??

My mom made me bloated, and my dad gave me a double chin, kept happening as I tried to raise it.

I mean come on..

..I came home to read this.  She has a silly secret grudge on me.  She makes up berserk rules to remember that make no sense and are no fun.

Problem

Why would you chose to hurt me, or did the trash man do this 1 on his own?  Was it just the Jesus sign?  So what, if you were mean, I wouldn't accept it from anyone.

I'm sorry to say..

Ellen is racist.. and she participates in stupid messages.  I'm not sure what ticked, but I think the messages are a waste of my time.  I didn't hurt anyone, I just didn't care.

O Wow

The New Orleans zoo is against me.  Stop listening to Ellen, everyone.  She is being mean to me.  That is so nonsensical.

Problem

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM.  ARE YOU NOT A PART OF THE WORLD?

You said what you said and did what you did.  So I didn't talk back to you!  I'm just replying to your HATE and NEGATIVITY ALL THE TIME.

I'm quite certain of what you're doing and what you just said.  STOP IT.  Explain to me your problem.  I am not a nigger!

Problem

Everyone, Ellen isn't nice to the nicest person in the class, me!

Problem

She just keeps posting shit for me.  You're older, so why don't you grow up, 1st!  No one cares @ your teen children.  Some of us have parents that aren't so old they are from the stone age.  You wanna give everything to the teens today and keep being shitty to me.  Who gives a fuck if I don't watch your show?  You were mean to me for not following you on Twitter all summer a year and a half ago.  The truth is I like your show and I like you, but in the end you always succumb to treating me poorly when you pay attention to me .. like just now.  I saw someone write Jesus in the sky and an annoying coloured guy treating me like a nigger doing the trash awhile and made me feel as though I felt bad.. and I began to think @ it.

OK

Ellen is messing around associating negativity with me wanting to be in a movie.
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Problem

Why is Ellen so negative?  Maybe she has no double meaning.  I'm not gonna sit here and unwrap chocolate bars.  Sometimes, with what she has, she has to be incredibly highty-tighty.  I don't want to use a bad word.

I didn't say..

..I didn't like Ellen.

Problem

I don't like being approached slowly like I'm guilty racially.

What Doesn't Work

Ellen can't emulate someone from up north anymore than I can someone from down south cuz I also am from New Orleans.  I lived in the area, went there, and finally lived there in school and that tips it off sometimes for me.

What doesn't work with anyone is getting mad at me when I'm good all the time.

More New Orleanian

I noticed a lot of posts from Britney Spears, and she seems pretty sweet but a bit condescending for no reason.. like to younger fans.  I wonder if she thinks Ellen is more New Orleanian.

I wonder why Ellen gets mad at me if I wanna have self-esteem.  You're not supposed to do what Ellen hints we should do, instead.  It's just her way of saying bye to some, wonder if she ever was nice.  I still like talking about her.  I just notice what's behind certain messages.  Like, I specifically mean her being mean to me for the incident with Nell Burton.  I am mad at everyone, not especially anyone.  Did you notice I'm still pretty powerful?  I just don't use my sting.
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I just got

the Willy Wonka end song, the very end.
Mom Carrying Baby, er, Daughter
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Problem

Why did Bella Thorne Retweet a black Asian-looking guy?  She doesn't seem to be as forceful as me about being white.  I know it's her bud, but I mean really, what's her problem?  She's from Fort Lauderdale, is that it?  She does mean suggestive things.  I talk about my life.  I do wanna be famous, too.

Amanda is the 1 who started bringing it up.  I bet Bella doesn't like that cuz her dad is Hispanic.

TV Show

Ellen could have a show on the internet and invite choice actors.

TV Show

The Chinese-Burmese on The Talk is very beautiful.. Is she in the World News, too?  I thought that was Washington.  Wow!  She is a more recent Chinese and considered Chinese.  I'm considered a nigger if I think I'm Indonesian, but with the white side I could learn other things, too..

I get upset for myself

for thinking of things I take back.

Problem

I'm tired of Asians and half or part Asians acting like my life was too privileged.

More Messages

My dad's chair always faces another way and now he faced it at another slight angle at me.  I need to disown my dad's shitty ways, as I have, but no one wants me to..  How shitty.  He did something else earlier, too, which made me very mad.  Once, he chopped his hands for no reason on the car and my hands didn't feel as pretty.

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

It's too bad..

..I get mad.  I think there are some rules to when things like that happen, and plus some people have to make a big deal of it.  It might not be right to dwell on it and not realize there's something wrong.

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Watcha Think

of the crappy clothes and crappiness I grew up with?  I wasn't at the show and in the meetings after dark.

Nice Episode

I had my citrus salad and watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  She was pretty okay in some ways.  Does she hug people who come on?  I dunno, it would still be fun without hugging her.  There was an English guy on who seemed upset.  They knew all these different actors from movies, and I never knew those people.  Then, he was trying to get close to her inappropriately.  He was probably younger.  I don't know what to say @ that episode, I mean like the way they say you need to know all these actors you don't care about more than other things, like cooking, blogging, etc.  I watch some TV now and have seem some things more than once that I like.  I felt like someone was close to me inappropriately at the Apple store here in the mall.  I ended up moving away.  Oh well, must have been dizzy.  It gets busy..  Too bad, not sure what Ellen wants, maybe more people with their lives together.

You should

have kids Ellen for your mommy.

Also, look into ghosts and the supernatural.. I found I wouldn't ever die.  =|

Whatever It Was For

I know you just hate me.

And kindly let remind you that

You all don't torture each other for what they did.

What's to happen to me?

So, who made me mad @ Ellen's mom in pretend?  I haven't seen much of her lately, but she doesn't bother me.  You could make other people mad.  It's too bad she also isn't online.  She just took get well soon notes on Twitter over a year ago.  My Gramma just moved down south and is only 2 years older..?  She's in Florida, not the beach, with an aunt.  I wish she'd stay up north, but it seems things aren't well.  Like, in some ways she likes being here like when it's really cold.  She used to but now has a trailer.

I'm watching the show now and for some reason Ellen has a bragging affection for silly animals.  Well, I guess that's why it's on the show and online for her.

I do not at all get acting silly without settling my thoughts, too.  It doesn't seem right.  I don't know what you are accomplishing it.

I'm having health food and brush my teeth so I don't have cancer nor cavities.
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Oh well

This background matches a birthday for a kid.

How're you gonna stop this?

They were messing with me, mean @ my birthday cuz I thought of the word "nigger" in a certain way.  Wouldn't stop bugging me.  I thought of the experimenter's kids birthday party.

You all are losers|annoying..

Most people don't agree with picking on me like I'm some minority race.

Problem

Stop acting like I need to be punished and am so ugly.

Problems

Don't worry, he's just doing something ***.

I ate when I woke up, really upset @ my sleeping schedule, and so I didn't eat with my dad when he got home and this whole time it's been I should be eating alone it seemed..

Also, if you threaten him because of Tim Burton he will hurt me.  Same with his mom who just moved to Florida.. wonder who inspired this crazy idea.

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You are an excellent singer. I'm getting ready to join you. I just have to get out a CD and get on TV.

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I put the word waist next to the measurement.

Measurements

12/4/201331.5"
5'1.4"

Problems

Why do my parents go crazy thinking I did something either intangible or partially tangibly wrong?

Also, are people from England acting coy and precocious thinking they are from the U.S.?  I am from the U.S. and know what they're trying to be.  Since when was that ancient England especially?  Have they, as it says, "gone mad?"

Hello there, Mister?

You would never say Ellen DeGeneres is better than me.  If I have a problem, it's your fault.  What a joke.

Does

Portia in fact deserve Ellen?  Every time she mentions her, she has to act a certain way..

These girls look more Chinese-Indonesian.

They are from a big city in Central China.

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The 1s more inland look very dark and rubbery from not being near water.

Why do..

..people, well I know Kate Bush, act like she's scary cuz she's Irish cuz she's not all Irish, just mama.  Fine, make fun of my Irish..

I feel

my parents or dad is preventing me from functioning socially.

Why does my dad get embarrassed like other parents now and think no she's shit.

Being Told Stuff

How do you feel @ being you and having people as though they come up telling you there's something wrong with you, even at an early age when things were good?

Problem

I don't like how the medicine makes me feel.. I don't feel like cleaning my room, going to Disney, or anything, now.  I have a hard time sleeping.

Cruel

My nose was ruined by some gesture my mom did cuz I was mad @ Ginny and I have a right to.

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More English-y Irish

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I added Anglo-Irish.

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I updated my race on the pro blog.

What I Think

I was wondering why my dad would dare send my mom a negative message.  I think it's just a reassurance.  My mom doesn't care to pick up after him.

So..

I woke up and am debating erasing some of on my other blog, don't know..  I am a little tired at the moment.  I don't know if it's suggestive or blatant or incorrect in a way, more inappropriate..

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

That went rather well.

Though I feel like throwing up.. I m.. well and in the end didn't want it cuz.. forget

So stressed.  It had something to do with not being a full American..

Sorry

I was upset @ my aunt, just saying what she posted.

Question

Some people upset me and I'm worried Sharon Osbourne thought I thought it was her.  I was really mad but didn't curse -at- anyone.

Who I Am

Well, you know my mom is probably young.  So, I have 3 points.  The 1st is my dad's age, and that makes me more the kid of an Early Boom dad.  The 2nd is the guess my mom is Generation X.  The 3rd is my mom's generation, which would be guessed to be Generation X.  So, I have 3 points.

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Well, sorry..

Ginny.. but you kinda ruined my life.
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More..

Why do ya'll want my parents to open up?  Is there something there you want to get over with?  What happened to Christina, anyway??  You just see that I'm pretty perfect, and most people aren't, then why are all my problems that other people have unfortunate lives and won't take the steps I wish they'd take??

Problem

How stupid does this mistake sound..  My parents are mad at my success and won't help themselves.

Mad

Ellen, you're annoying to be making fun of me with my parents being mean, I can still see you gaping at me and thinking oh wow.  Does it matter.. well, I think .. what's wrong @ that .. I forget.  WHAT HAPPENED TO MY PARENTS CUZZA TIM BURTON.  I KNOW WHAT'S WRONG.  YOU KEEP BEING MEAN LIKE YOU NEVER EVEN READ SHIT!  ANYONE.

My parents have nothing but shit to say now it seems, I'm being tortured.. what else

Oh yes, when do ya'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?"  I just don't pay as much attention if I'm like at my computer blogging or ironing etc.  I used to..  Maybe, it's more for the 1s she loves, teens.  People old enough to be her mom.  I don't know what I can do for her, but I told you I wasn't boring.  I can't find anyone to talk to, so I blog what I can blog @.

Problem

My parents won't stop.  They need to stop thinking @ me.  Like that.

Problem

Why does my dad know I have to poo!  Why did he let out an animalisic grunt.  Why does he threaten to get to close?  In a bad way!

He just wants *** with skinny people who aren't me.

Problem

So what if she likes me as a young fan??

Oh, why are little girls never princesses?  It's always the mom.

What Did It

Did you ever wonder why Sarah Brightman does funny things?  Some people believe that's what it is.

That shouldn't have anything to do with me.

Problem

My Gramma is not worth the death of my life!  Quit acting different cuza her!  I can visit her wherever I like that she's lived.  She's here partly to annoy me.

Problem

I don't wanna talk to this "Kate Bush" experimenter just to have someone to talk to - this person is ballistic.

Problem

It's hard to say, but I said why do I have to put up with my Gramma moving to Florida and my dad changing coming back.  He said okay no concert.  Why?  I just asked a question!  He's ***.

Problem

My life is just fighting on this blog.  I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR GINNY!  She got me on medicine and in the hospital and stranded at Salvation Army!!  Kick her outta her own sinful action!  She is mean to me for the N word thing and I'm not taking it!  I am not meeting no one!  I have no relationships, yet.  STOP SENDING ME SECRETS FROM GINNY!  She doesn't need anything, neither does "Kate Bush," nor Ellen DeGeneres, etc., etc.  Ginny is a *beep* figure who did something disgusting to me through my mom.  I thought she was nice at voice lessons but got me on a pill I have to take.

Problem

I wanna have fun, just like my aunts!  YOU *BEEP*

Problem

My aunt herself is very disobedient and visits on my birthday time to see a show.  She acts like it's punishment.  WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET YOU TO LISTEN.  I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.

Problem

My mom and dad keep pretending I did some thing and think at 27 they can punish me.

Watch, they'll do it right after I say it!!

What I Know

I know for a fact when I get mad it is just the result of a wrong decision and then snap decision.  I just do it on impulse.

Problem

My mom is still being mean!..  Trying to be ***y doing mean things to me like I'm shit.

bc

my parents want to stimulate me in a bad way to be impressive

Maybe

that mean she isn't ***y now.

Problem

My mom won't stop picking on me!!  She keeps getting mad at everything!!

Problem

Why are these people on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" making fun of my singing and being so tacky?  The Baby Boomers and Generation X..  The old lady at the end like me cracked|s.  I know I could sing good enough to be Charlotte Church....

I do care..

..so, what do you think @ it?  Annoy me if you must, but it probably hurts me.

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I took away my 2nd Twitter.

Problem

Why does she keep doing mean things with reasons..?  It's her fault @ her mom, I don't care.

Watching TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Problems

Isn't it your fault I'm so fat?

My dad left another message..

Sorry Also

Said my dad wasn't ***y?  He tries to be suggestive in negative ways all the time I meant.  Look, you're the 1 who hurt me, so you're gonna have to just back off.  Stop being so picky!  You're insane.

Sorry

For being so mad.. I know it dangers my health.  I do like Kate Bush, but you all act like there's a pretend 1.  I don't know how much I identify with her but not very much.

UGH

Black people were so nice to white girls.

STOP

No one is in danger, stop hostaging me and others.

Stop pretending I did something.  It doesn't matter YOU SINNER.

I'm wasting my time.  I wanna get some sleep.  Or be @ the gym.. but maybe not.

Problem

I WANNA BE LEFT IN PEACE

Bad Word Captcha..

It looked like hammer and all I can think of now is that boy in England.. how worthless of you.

LOOK SHUT UP WUTS UR GODDAMN PROBLEM

Problem

This person making clicks in my room is making me uncomfortable.

Problem

You never made it with us.  Look how fat I am today..

So

Not speaking of style how interesting is a Late Boomer with their junk food?

So..

How will we feel the right way without being made fun of??

Wut happened

to all the supple kids who aren't poked at!!!!  I AM NOT A BAD PERSON!  YOU AREN'T MEAN TO THE PEOPLE WHO DID THE WRONG THINGS.

Any fool'd know

having more diamond of a face than just a circle is more attractive, so it seems Late Boomers should look like us.

Question

Scientifically, why are Baby Boomers more supple and my life not as real as the age of when more movies were coming out?

My dad's a fraud.

It's not simply that fate will get you for something that doesn't seem guilty .. it's people who tap into it.  Seriously, haven't really reached the concrete thought like this.

GO AWAY

YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO ME, AUNT

STOP BEING PERVERTED IN SECRET

Message

Tim Burton isn't sorry.  I am watching an old movie.

Why do you think I'm trying to hurt you?

I'm just hurt.

O Wow

Timmy and Johnny are you protecting another lady and making me fat?  No?  No.

Problem

My aunt posted a Christmas picture as a suggestion - GET A LIFE - says "by Christmas night."  I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING YOU DID FIGURE IT OUT

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

STOP BEING SUGGESTIVE ABOUT PAST ACCOMPLISHMENTS AND HIGH PRAISES

Smarty

Fine, have Ellen DeGeneres claimed as better than you all.

STOOOP

I was pretty when I was in high school.  What are you talking @ I'm shit.  I'm not!

LOOK

STOP PSYCHING IN KATE BUSH IN A DISRESPECTFUL AND ANNOYING WAY.  I'll just have to fight this in my sleep.  She is big and Irish like my dad, too..  :|

What should I say?

You're gay?  I am different from both of them.  In some ways, I like different people.  Sarah will not triumph over me being like Kate Bush..

Problem

I think I like Sarah Brightman MORE than Kate Bush.  Why are you shoving the weird likes of her on me over people who I find more exciting these days?  Supposedly, she and Ellen decided to hurt me.  Well, you can't.  Hurt someone else, perhaps?..

Problem

Who got people to get onto my case cuz I didn't do anything, you're magnifying little things I do and think you all ever were good at all.

YOU IDIOTS

What's this revering older people hurting me.. these cute little messages once in a while from older people .. don't mean to hurt anyone with idiots being said so g'bye

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Could I be your American girl .. American girl

STOP

Stop saying stupid things like if something positive comes out maybe we won't think further cuz we do.

Let me explain.

My dad thinks we all have to be Chinese, so he doesn't seem to want to be white though thinks he has to be.  That's what kids all think, actually, so figure anything interesting out?

He coughed 3 times this morning, and I felt knocked out again.  Perhaps, I went overboard, but I wanted to go to the gym today, was gonna swim..  He broke into my lifestyle.  I also figured out that my opinion is not listened to ever, I'm constantly attacked by what I heard from Ellen some thing a pretend Kate Bush as the reason I be tortured all day like okay!!!!  STOP PICKING ON ME IF I HAVE A MOMENT.  I'll only react negatively and I am trying to ignore.  How can he keep on getting at me?  Since visiting for Thanksgiving, he seems different.  My Gramma stole my life by moving here!!!!  Post on my forum, goddammit.

Then..

Condemn all my relatives.

YOU NIGGERS

You don't care @ my dad.  You just want to humble him that he's not really that much to you in the end.  A bit obvious?  He is NOT the ideal man.  He is a shitty guy.

You Annoying People of the World

You are all negative BRATS.

SHIT

WHY YOU WANNA BE LIKE MY DAD AND BE TREATED LIKE ME HE'S NOT EVEN A PERSON

YOU RACIST *BEEP* GO GRUMBLE IN MY DAD'S RACISM

STOP

You people in this world cannot hurt me and steal my dad completely.  YOU *BEEP* WUTS UR PROBLEM I ALREADY WANT HIM TO TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE.

Problem

I found that my dad is keeping me stressed out.  My life isn't @ him.  You're gay.  This is not how my life is to be treated.  You're absolutely insane.  My dad always had a distance, and I don't have that affection for some thing like he is.  Stop .. you already think he was old when I was born..  He was a 1st child and had younger parents.  He used to be active socially.  After me, no.  What's my life now!!!!  YOU THINK I'M SHIT *BEEP*

Was Going Somewhere

My dad coughed 3 times cuz he's *beep* and now I don't feel like it - was going to go swimming today.

Problem

I just wanna have a positive relationship with my dad.  I don't wanna get closer to him.  :|  I'm not some silly sort of Nell Burton.  My dad is not even a human, anymore.  He justs blasts his blast in 1 direction.  It's hard to say I resemble himself in anyway as his daughter.  You've seen princesses with a fat father or mother.  They aren't pushed into this.  Figure it out!  I ain't doin' it.  We were fine before things like Tim Burton came into the picture.  I don't even look forward to lunchtime and my dinner.  I need to rest to go to Disney tomorrow, how can I?

Also, my mom will just shit out some shit like my daughter is l******, for example.  What am I to do?  I can't sit here and be mad all the time.  It's not okay to just treat me like a toy, like nothing I say matters!!!!
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Something to Not Confuse You

The only reason to be nice to someone is so they don't attack back and not because it's wrong.

It is promised..

..that if you are nice others will be nice back

So

My dad got back from a nice vacation and seems changed, like I did something there when I wasn't there.. really, he's the creature in the dark and isn't the same.  He is so *** and antsy.  I mean it in danger.  I dunno what's wrong with the word ***!  He's antsy.

Problem

I did not call you anything, and that's none of your business for attacking me emotionally in a suggestive manner.  You do have shit for me, admit it..

I will not be punished for starting anew in a blog or visiting relatives up north just because I changed my mind when he was the 1 who made me sick to begin with.  I'm not a baby, and you can't just do that.  Go f*** with the bad kids you like so much who think being bad lets others win meaning they are really good and get what you deserve and not you..
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Answer

Ellen, I do not wish to accept people my age being mean to me so no one can give me any attention cuz you have a jealous side.  In the end, I'm the 1 who's put out..

How F---in' Gay Is This

Thy are upset I did the Brazilian Butt Lift, you gay niggers.  You think I did something, you're just shit, you're not even alive.

Well

Sorry I got upset--but he really is attacking me for no reason..

Now what..

*Beep* can mean any old thing, you goof?  :|  You're not really a goof, though.  Am I a goof?  Sometimes..

I meant

like he's a mom.

Mad

Tim Burton you *beep* I don't want DaDa to touch me like a baby-

My Issue

Ellen is not like her parents.  She thinks I have to be.  But I'm honestly better in a lot of ways until my parents treated me like crap!

Go put a sock in it.

When I say something and feel bad, I get prattled at.  I didn't call my dad crap, but he's always treating me like it.  Well, true, he bought concert tickets.  What's his fucking issue @ up north?  School?  Buying things like video games and computer software?  Yea, I got it with store cards before.  Is he ***?

Problem

I said he wasn't ***y.  I shouldn't be related to his crap.  My aunt offered to pay for me to go up north to visit my Gramma, and we used to go ourselves.  Also, I was gonna see a concert that we'd stay at a hotel in, and now I might see something else..  I just told him I didn't feel like it after I asked and he went.. he even made it so I couldn't eat at the table nor leave my room..  He won't shut up.  I said it but don't see what's wrong with it.  I just knew it wasn't the best thing to do but not "bad."  I can visit up north without him torturing me.  I have my own life!  I don't want him.  What happened to our relationship?  He's just gonna go out in the world and hold his shit then.

Problem

My dad keeps entering my life with insulting secret messages.

Lemme Know

What is worth it romantically about being like a baby worm....

Fusion Styling

Teens today not too old to act..

Question

My mom has orange hair and she's Chinese-Indonesian 6-700 years.

ENVY

The Norwegian envies my U.S. blood I already possess.

What I Caught on @ Teaching Europeans

They just do it and keep getting better and never are made to question their motives.  Like singing teaching, saw it on TV, Norwegian kids with thin hair mostly.

Well

Well, THE news came.  Norweigans were promised something, now it all lazily goes to teens born a certain year.  Sorry if I sound testy but am not?

Well

They're welcoming teens today to be comfortable and putting me on the grill!  Like they'll meet people and not be toyed with about it like they're older than their parents.

Purrrfect Timing

I know that people like Ellen cuz she's white like they are..  People make me look like shit ever since it went down with Burton and Depp.  No one has it in them to be magical to me, and my singing is not magical because of their interests.  I should have figured it out.

But is Ellen as real as a negro, the dream every white person wants?  You know, like I said she's white, and white people are mad @ not being "as good as a black person," too.

Not sure how else to put it.  Also, they wanted to say I was some separate entity in history but that since I "messed up" but am "too perfect" they assured me that I don't count as another person.. my singing!!

Upset

Generation X likes iKids to have fun but not kids in the middle to have anything..

What about the stress?

Of not being accepted?  Should I just say I'm sorry I don't really talk to real people?

Smothered in Outside Love?

Teens today are always encouraged..

What a Rip-Off

What about people who were told gymnastics is better than ballet and that ballet will let you do any dance when you see all the exciting stuff go to pop music dancers??

It is to be said.

People only care about super talented adults in their prime and not people their own age.  Same with race, for the same reason I guess.

My Belief

My belief is that because I've had hard times Tim Burton thinks I am shit.  Yea, see how excited he gets over his daughter, don't mean anything weird.

He HeHe

Hey, Ellen, get this, spoilers from The Santa Claus 3 The Escape Claus 2006.. (I'll stop the world, I'll melt with you.. You've seen the difference..)

There is a girl that totally designed herself like all slicked back and set like a generation X rather than a Late Boomer or iKid, and the adult there was thinking we'd better leave, cuz she had an outcry why she was like that..

Being Smart

Spoilers

No use telling a nigger they're bad.  I'm watching The Escape Claus, and he just froze the parents of the little girl.  She ran for help after telling him off.

Nostalgia..

The Santa Clause Escape Claus from 2006 is on, reminds me of life without the internet.

Acting

Work hard on a role you get and you will get more and do well like Audrey Hepburn and Julie Andrews and Sarah Brightman.  You think doing 1 role will make you overrated or with nothing left.

Monday, December 2, 2013

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was good today.  I was ironing.
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Sweeping the Streets

All my life I've been the 1 wanting to get in enough singing and maybe have to sustain a voice at all.  Now, I'm the 1 who feels like a beggar.

Problems

There are people watching me in my room and made a noise and I have to put up with it like the way I walk with my left leg.. my "male" side.

New Posts

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Problem

I'm being bothered again.

Problem

I already said I wasn't my dad, but I guess you wanna reward Nell Burton and Lily Rose Depp for not being their own responsible personality different from either parent.

Cooking

So, I wanted to cook more often, and my mom seems to only afford me to cook once a week.  I don't know why that bothers me other than that it does.  It seems like maybe my dad influenced it..  Anyway, don't I need to cook more than once a week?  I think my beef and noodles lasted like 4 days with Thanksgiving.  She can't seem to afford it, but she's cooking or something, anyway..  I used to sometimes ask my dad for food, but he won't get it at a restaurant.  My parents don't care @ their health.  My mom was also playing around with me and making me feel like a fat baby.

Also, if you don't like my dad but you still band together .. just look at all the other Americans, we're all the same..
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Problem

See, they are messing with my eyes!!

Problem

I keep getting bugged.

Question

Is there really life beyond school????

Nothing to Do

You all want me to not find joy in blogging, but that's a way of talking with your hands.

Uncool

Bella Thorne is enjoying herself with Home Invasion.  That's the message for *beep*  Leave me alone!  You people don't all talk to me, too.

You Sicko

Even twins don't feel a bond as being the same person!

Weird

I said my dad was shitty, and he acts like anything shitty is like me.  Isn't that a bit paranoid?

Also, with these annoying messages my mom keeps delivering, another message hovers above it.

HOW TACKY ARE YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT WITH THESE EXPERIMENTERS AT A DISTANCE AND ME NEVER GETTING TO FEEL COMPETENT - WHY DO I HAVE TO USE MY DAD'S SHIT!  YOU ALL THINK YOU'RE FAIR LADIES.  MY DAD NOR ANYONE IS REALLY SHIT.  BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT THIS SHIT MEANS!  You think your dads were more pure and that boys are shit otherwise..  You think that people should want to be shit!  I'm talking in general, I'm not really just talking from my mom here..  ,:/

STOP

Stop making fun of me with Frozen!  What'd I do?  You are all mean to me!  I like that movie!!  GO AWAY!

Problem

My mom thinks she's mimicking me like putting things down hard and stuff..  And when I walk she wants me to be tacky like my dad!!

What I Wanted

The clean dishes were still in the way, have loads of laundry from visiting my Gramma in October, and was gonna sleep but saw the Disney parade wasn't showing, for tomorrow.

Problem

My parents act mad for no reason, I just am mad if they won't stop bugging me.  I am too tired to do all the chores, actually, I don't have a happy environment, and right now I am reserving a ride in my room.. just ate..

Well

My dad doesn't seem like a good man to you.

STOP

Stop acting like I'm something I don't like!  From a baby?  I don't think so.  You think everyone does stuff for me and I don't do nothin' and you do.

Problem

People are making loud noises to make my future children feel perverted.  Watch what happens if I get mad.  That's happened to me..

Weird

Why do I feel there is someone over my shoulder judging me?  Like, oh you just like Sarah Brightman!  You don't really care @ Facebook.

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11/23/2013   159.8 pounds 5'2" exactly
11/24/2013     almost exactly 5'3"
11/25/2013 33" waist    
12/2/2013 a little over 32" waist 160.0 pounds a little over 5'1"

Dream

I remember trying to save someone who was in a fight, something representing my brother.  I had to serilize the wound, a little blot of lght red.  It was like a little toy pin cushion..  I think there were rats.  I was going around escaping danger.  The animals were putting up a Christmas tree with little acorns and kept pushing the tree together so the top was a point.  It as all in foreboding.  There were important people in it.  It was rather long.
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Laundry

Just have socks and ironing and more washing to start.

Worried

for myself hurting anyone..can't be, there are others like me.

Um..

..there are things I don't do, but I've lived MAGIC.  Don't worry @ my dad being born in 1950.  The joke isn't true!!!!

Sunday, December 1, 2013

I think

I'm taking the bus and going swimming tomorrow.

Review

I just watched "The Phantom of the Opera."  "It's a Beautiful Day" is very neat.  Wait, I was on the wrong day.  This 1 says it's the right 1.  Her voice was so nice and rubbery on Nessum Dorma.
eating cooking things
eye balls cracking up like eggs

Did you forget @ me?

I was once a child.

Sad

I'm sorry Sarah you are so old.  I love your depressing, moody, "nostalgic" singing, er, songs.

I don't think you're old in a bad way, but you seem to feel so.

YAY

Good Job Singing the National Anthem @ Detroit?

Singing

Jackie Evancho again T-giving game

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Issues

Tim doesn't want people being violent to him in private.  I can have my dreams, that practicing singing will give me back my voice.  I can try, would be nice to be able to do.  I do like art, too, should clear my tables.  Right now drying nails and wanna eat more.  Had huge piece of cake throughout the day.

Wah!

Why did I have to start cursing?!

Disturbed

Ellen is mean to me it seems.  She acts like there's something there that isn't.  That is rather suggestive.  What was it.. I was thinking of my poor reaction to her being nice to someone, like I'm just another person.. but not in a good way.  Why would you caste people, to begin with?

Showered

Loaded with junk from my aunt's.  Just sent out for another grocery list for recipes, 1 being a fruit salad..

What am I doing?

I e-mailed my resume.  I'm resting my voice.

Giving Things Up

What do celebrities give up if they think they're in for being Portia #2?

I must ask..

..or tell you these people experimenting on me are really disgusting and sick and should stop.

Active

Doing my resume to create a curiculum and teach kids 7 and under and the OCS, Orlando Science Cener.. music and art, what I am!

Pushing People Around

Would you push someone for their own good if they will destroy themselves?

How much medicine is enough?

So

We should be nice to Early Boom women.  They had their chance.

So

I did my yoga and some karaoke.. er singing practice??  Warmups included.  :)

Happy

Happy to be an oldest child to a Late Boom but a younger 1 to an Earlier Boom-

Well

I am not someone bad because my dad is born in 1950.  How does that limit me?  He was 35 when I was born.  I think he was messing around and figuring out his life before that.

Morning Routine

So, I wake up to the experiment and sometimes my parents.  I should eat breakfast or lunch and then settle down sometime and do some yoga.  When my life becomes more stable, I can go out again.  See, after the Pilates I warm up my singing for the day|night.

Um..

Do you know any smart men who are born @ 1955-1960?  I know they're ***y.

Who DO you think I'm talking to..

Well, I don't want to be mean, actually, but you probably find it suggestive I even have a blog.

This morning we talked @ something.  I'm just a bit uncomfortable.

Upset

Why are you assimilating me to my dad being born in 1950?  I don't like that.  My mom won't reveal her age.  You'd think she's young seeing as you know I'm 1/2 Chinese.  You can't change me.  You don't do this to everybody else.  You take some thing I did and make me feel guilty, too.  I'm not the 1 who's gonna represent 1950 CRAP.  I can feel myself chissling away!  Lots of people like people of certain ages, but it is unfair that the Late Boom women and the children of theirs's ages stay that certain style, as well.  It makes no sense.  It's not even a topic for me.

All I'd have to say is I'm born in shit-faced 1986, shit-raced, 1986.

Hm..

Sarah is up and going to China and the Middle East..  Good for her.  =]

Then

You come back and smile that your sin is a punishment to me for nothing.

UGH!

That annoying Bethenny is thinking @ Sarah Brightman.  I just said that she was dressed up like I like for Halloween cuz Ellen's been trying to say she's a caste above just for an outsider effect, how rude.  Then, I told her she was being mean!

No one will agree with this!

Upset

I feel tired now cuzza my dad and was looking forward to going to church rather than sitting in my room..  I'm going to the college mass.

Problem

How disgusting *wrinkles nose*  Why is my dad in my life?  He keeps hurting me.

Or, should I say, why isn't my dad in my life, in a good way?  He's not that much.

More Complaining

Bella is indirectly saying my kid would be American, sorry to say I don't think she has to be just American..  :|  Why would you keep bugging me?  Should we arrest Ellen DeGeneres??

Problem

Why are my parents so *beep* I mean my dad.. I forget!

Oh, yes, they aren't famous..

Update

I updated Scarlett's info. on my website to include her WordPress Blog, Twitter, and YouTube.

So, also..

..why is she so sensitive?  She does something mean, and she wonders why I post @ it and am sad|upset..annoyed, irritated.  She doesn't just talk like a normal person like Lily Rose.  (She's got a blog.)  I mean, like, the way she should be talking because I forget..like she flat out doesn't talk like a normal person on a blog as would be fun and better for her.  She likes how cute Twitter is.  I've gotten a lot of problems out from my life here and want to be able to have a normal blog, not 1 complaining concerning things in the past.

Ya'll can be in big trouble if you're not nice to her cuz people from Fort Lauderdale are like that or the area..

Problem

Bella Thorne keeps talking back.  I mean, I said something, and now she wants us to wait til Friday for .. well, a picture of her at home holding up signs of people on Twitter as souveniers..  but I had just said something.  I'm just saying.  Maybe, it means nothing!
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Sorry

Hope you are okay, I try to curse at nothing to be funny when I'm mad!  And forget @ being nice cuz I'm in a rage!  I'll try to stop.

Dead

Why!!  What is this SHIT though!

I'll just guess..

..people I know have lost some of their way of seeing things.  Aw, *kiss*  Doesn't matter now, but I have a family.  Well, yea, what we gonna do now??  I imagine people are mad at me for letting out.

Problem

I feel I have to lose relationships.  No one gives a damn @ my eyes.

So

Can Sarah Brightman sing because I found I could quickly, or may I ask are you ignoring me cuz you are waiting for some girl who's been in PRIVATE VOICE since a little kid to come up?  Sarah seems depressed, and she's a singer, so what's wrong?  I can't sing like that, but I've accomplished, though I wasted my whole life in stupid school.  So, yes, technically, she can sing so well.  I'm talking in ANOTHER WAY.

And it fills me u-up!

Why don't you really live your life and you won't be all as old as you thought you were already.

Not Funny

Ellen why don't you just like *beep* cuz it's not a joke for your bubbling laugh that my relatives think I'm in trouble for not seeing them.. not many there are mine.

I know, it's stupid.

No matter what you do, Ellen will make fun of you for your family and not pay attention to you.

So..

..Yes it was serious, but I wish I didn't have to blow up.  I know not to, but I feel I just did anyway.. then added a few words but not ABOUT others.

Look-Alikes

Bella Thorne looks more like Ellen DeGeneres, so stop wasting my time Ellen if, that you don't think I'm like you.

Oh no!

My dad will wake up soon cuz my mom got home and he'll look at me all tackily while I try to have my life and then he'll act like some shitty secret message when I ignore him..  and I'll have a hard time controlling myself .. if I come out and eat, like more cake.

Get this through your head!

I didn't mean any of what I said against any 1 person, and it's to be seen and told.

O WOW

LILY ROSE MIGHT READ THIS AND THE BRAT THINKS SHE CAN PUNISH ME

YA'LL STOP ATTACKING ME

STOP IT

I HATE THE WAY PEOPLE FROM EARLY BOOM ACT SCIENTIFICALLY.  WHO LET THE CAT OUT THIS TIME?  I HAVE A PERFECTLY GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE..

Problems

Why are all these people attacking me!  I just read Lily Rose's people's blog... GO TO HELL I WANT MY LIFE I AM A GOOD PERSON  I'm just saying go to hell in general not to any 1 person nor group of people.

STOP

YOU ARE NOT MY MOM JUST CUZ YOU ARE AN EARLY BOOMER!  My browswer stopped working..  :(  What else is there?  Stop thinking you're smart collecting information!  I'm also 27.

Ya'll are worthless babies..

..stop looking to my Gramma for your ability to stand up with me..

Well..

You need to be thankful for what you have.  Try not to say anything bad to someone else..

So..

..what @ my eyesight and the words I said for what I said??  LEAVE ME ALONE!

Maybe, it is time for a change.

New sn.

STOP

SENDING ME YOUR SHIT MESSAGES

Wow

Bella isn't much now.

Problem

Now, I am getting another message, that I'm a nigger from Fort Lauderdale.  Shut up you worthless talkers.  I didn't hurt none'a you.  You don't even know what the Hell's going on online..

STOP

I don't want you bloody devils niggering up my life saying I have dorky parents.

Reason

Maybe, I'm surrounded by a world losing its vision.  xp

Problem

I don't need your shit reasons to play with my eyesight.  It seems sedated.

Sto op

I never do anything but when you cross the border you've crossed something.  I wish I hadn't gotten so mad, but I was shocked at me being set up to lessen my eyesight.  I am totally insulted.

1 Thing We Do Know

To sing something well-loved you need to be good..

I'm Stronger

I don't need to make suggestions to protect any piece of shit.

Stop

I will never make a 1950 person "my" mother.  Can you just shut up?  You don't even know my mom's age.

Ya'll are unqualified

nurses.

Go "play"

with your own friends.  WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ALL ARE YOU INSANE AND SEDATED?

I'm tired of your

tip tap flip flap oh I'm gonna get you back in the end.  I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.  YA'LL'RE BLOODY DEVILS.

I guess

people in the UK aren't all they're cracked up to be, the prominent 1s who disobey the Queen.

LOOK WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, STOP INFLUENCING MY FUTURE AND HURTING ME!!!!  BLOODY MOTHER OF GOD STOP :(

Let's see what we can do to stop their devious practice.

What Happened There

Also, I thought of the word nigger twice.. too bad.  I changed it and was like I dunno.  I think though that Ellen if saw my review of Frozen wouldn't care no matter how hard it was to make all @ her glory.  I don't like her annoying smile when she acts like I'm not perfect.

Why are ya'll acting like you can control me?  That will probably happen to you.  My eyesight, makes some sense, just had lots of their dessert, too.  I was set up.  I don't know "what" really did it.  I said it was in symbols and stuff, like everyone did it.  Why are you Jewish people all being so collectively snobbish to just me?  I am stronger than you and shaped like I'm European.  Not sure who tickled your fancy up.

What's next?

Ellen's explanation for why I can't see, or is it my mom?

Money

I'm getting iTunes, instead of music books because the warmups I have seem better and the opera score is quite laborious-looking.

My Eyesight

What happened to it?  Is it Ellen, again, the executive worker?  It was blurring last night, though, and this morning more 2D but strong.

New Videos

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Dream

It was long and sadistic.  I wasn't listening to me singing at that point.  I remember a big meeting room like the pre-med 1, 1 ballet girl there.  I had the feeling I couldn't drop.  I just remember my fish bloating out like a jellyfish and grocery store fish with double pink lines as a pattern.  Then it displayed its fins and I knew it was not really like that.  I dreamed I woke up and it didn't seem too dead but was on the floor.  I think it was like I was the young girl in Hunger Games, Primrose.  I was too move on.  The memory was like of me being age 2.

These Boots Were Made for Walking

I walk so fast and completely like almost freely.

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Saturday, November 30, 2013

Worried

So, what's wrong with that lady?  I just said she was being mean, too.  She thinks she has to be treated like she's Ellen DeGeneres.  She won't stop at me.  I feel she's wished death on my mom just for the Hell of it and that death doesn't matter for me.

I can see Bella from here, making fun of my family.. Well, I don't have'm online, just my dad is willing to.  That's sick, my family is more stable than hers, but I have my downs.

Well

I feel as though I am responsible for being upset Sarah Brightman's tour is coming to a halt.  Something happened, but I think I got over it in some ways.  I think it's still happening.  That lady Bethenny is overly sensitive, I know is being bad and doing what Ellen does in fear.  I dunno.  She's putting things in others's heads, and it worries me.  I know how vicious people from Fort Lauderdale can be, the 2nd NY.  Talk @ New England.

YouTube Comment

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I'm about to study this, sounds nice like a kid going to the zoo.
If you forgive brats, why don't you forgive me?  Aren't you 1?  I mean, I am supposedly not good enough to be talked to, and I grew up with everyone saying I was the best, like nice and all..

Funny

Ellen has a problem with you if you wanna be positive, like things can be okay.  I don't wanna sit there and f around.

What I Did

I did a 11|12 minute Pilates video and warmed up and sang some songs.  I have a resume to send and shop shop shopping to do!  I got 2 pretty undershirts today, tankies with lace, very light greenish blue and a light peach.

Well

I hope everyone out there is doing well..
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JUST CALL ME AN GEL .. OFTHEMORNING AN GEL

I will have my life!

If I got more than my forefathers I will still keepit!

ARE YOU MAD?! D:

WHAT DID I DO!?  Is it cuz I told you my race?  I was just saying the message seemed weird.. so I posted it.  I don't know who it's from.  I want to see what people think, someone'll read it.  If you're embarrassed, why would you be so mean?  I can't do this!  I'm getting a volunteer job!  My life will revolve around the real world, again.

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Well

I did feel sorry for my little battlement with Bu'ton..  Funny, though.. what happened to MAH family when everyone else's becomes more solidified?

The Nature of These Things

Ellen put a girl on her show with a deep hole cutting in her throat bones, and my throat just popped from being like a pushup pop.

Problem

I'm getting more of these hidden messages from these people experimenting on me for no reason.. Why??  I'm good, you're not!

In the end, no one cares nor likes your foolish insults and gangster behavior.

Problems

Maybe, you did it for yourself.  I can see how it's getting over some rock.

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Forum Post

Let me ask what made you just shift in your chair and turn to celebrities I have followed to blame something that you think is funny.

A Real Problem

My Gramma won't stop secret message attacking me with a lotta force she believes she possesses.

See..

You try to stick something annoying in my head, someone else gets it, too.  You wanna go to Hell?

Problem

You stupid Gen X people won't stop being suggestive and weird to me..

Problem

So, Ellen, did you tell my Gramma to move here?  Did you do the food?  Whoever did it is a good-for-nothing *beep*

Problem

I don't care how important something may seem, I just got food from my dad's Thanksgiving visit to my Gramma who just moved to Florida who's been travelling between there and here.  I just visited her a bit before she left.  It has perverted messages..  I will not be remembered this way??

Problem

My dad is coming back and I don't wanna live my life with him like I owe him too much attention when he sits there as a fart farting @ farts.

Hmph.

So, what, no one has to listen to my stupid dad, stop being mean to me and get it to go away and figure out what happened, go away and leave me alone!

Problem

You all are shit, you people on Twitter.  I can't follow anyone now.

Huh, why did I put it that way?  Didn't say who I meant.  Don't want to say that @ anyone.

I'm not

under hypnosis, but YOU PROMISED NOT TO SHIT AT ME YOU SHIT MY LIFE A LIVING HELL CUZ A YOU ALL NO FREEDOM TOO..

I know because I've seen these things happen.  Make it go back you *beep*  GO AWAY

If you go back and think..

..some people wouldn't care @ me and say to be quiet.  You're supposed to talk things out so everyone is happy and figure out what's wrong..

Who cares @ that

Bethenny, thinks she's better than everyone else.  What, did someone tell you to do it and you don't want me to say who it was?  You can't do that to me.  Stop bugging me.  How do I know what I would feel @ having a kid?  You know, I've seen thew world beyond this 1.  Hey, I felt the other side like a tube or monster snake..  So, Bethenny the bitch can't take it she's not Ellen DeGeneres.  Wow, would you say I've been waiting long and deserve to live my life without waiting for a million bitches to become famous cuz they're more important than me?  Stop pretending I am so you can say I did it.

ANSWER *BEEP*

WHY'D YOU DO IT

I am being funny when I say

go to hell, I don't need to apologize but don't mean it other than for him shitting his family as more important than anything and anyone in their own lives.

Problem

My mom won't stop being mean.  I want my family relationship back you buffoon Burton.  Go to HELL!

More

Also, I don't need to process your messages..

Problems

I know my mom doesn't say anything weird usually unless it's at my risk.  I'm a young adult, was a teen not too too too long ago..  What of the threat on me?  I didn't do anything.  Ya'll need to get outta my life.  You're threatening my future daughter if I do get to have a family later in life.  How do I know if you're kidding?!  YA'LL LEAVE ME ALONE!  I noticed my dad did it 1st..

You Weirdos

Don't you believe I deserved goodness?

Problem

Why does Bethenny keep picking on me?  I don't like Jimmy Fallon, neither.  It's been pushed too much, he always is sly as though I did something at some point and won't friggin' stop..

Problem

I think it was done to be safe.  Well, I don't agree with the experimenting on me.

Problem

I just heard a noise that awaken certain part of body and it not good.. a threat for my future?  Why should that startlement mean anything?  I don't get too much attention.  True, I haven't been able to work out nor fold laundry recently..

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

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So..

..if you do have a special request for me can tell me, like if you don't wanna be in my stories .. }=D just because it's me, not that I want to make everyone think that nor most people I guess, mean you don't know them, too, I guess..

Going a Bit Far

If someone has a sorta hissy issue with everything, I mean that's like something for a psychologist or friend to figure out, not something to randomly display a sign for.

Heard Something

Do you believe someone would actually hurt you behind your back cuz they are so mad and jealous?  They used to be bad to you and feel bad @ it but won't admit it.

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Karaoke

I think it's allowed to share via the internet the same as if someone was right next to you.

But - is it right?  To sing the same composer all the time?  Probably not.  You should be famous by now.  I even am writing all sorts of things again.  I mean like poem type stuff.  Posting it on my blog and YouTube.

I might go participate in karaoke sites and then post it to YouTube or something like that.  I'm still loading videos for me to listen to and have left them open as of now cuz I think it's allowed.  I want someone to tell me.  I put a note in my songs.

.. Here's a little song I wrote.

Can you give me 3 weeks notice?

I'll be gone I know.

If I do not know can I leave a note later?

Sure you can, gimme s'm'o.


I will miss you truly, truly, all the time.

I'll miss the way you chirp and chime.

All the time, all the time, ALL THE TIME!


Will you give me something to remember by?

I plan to live but hope not to die.

It seems like..

..Ellen only has to do what she does cuz she likes to believe I am in trouble cuz she's afraid to so-to-speak get her toes wet figuratively.  I think I'm a bit off in how I said it.

OK Peeps so here's the lo down

What I Wish I Did

Year 1
1- English I - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- Physical Science
4- Freshman Orientation | Civics
5- Art I
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater

Year 2
1- English II - Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- Biology I
4- Spanish I
5- Art II
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater

Year 3
1- English III - Gifted AP
2- Chemistry I
3- PE I
4- Spanish II
5- Art III
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Theater

Year 4
1- English IV - Gifted AP
2- PE II | Health
3- Free Enterprise |
4- Art IV
5- Talented Music - Singing
6- Talented Theater
7-

After School - Classical Ballet

College - Loyola University New Orleans - Classical Ballet + Opera (Singing + Ballet)

After Graduating @ 22 - Singing and Dancing in Public

Ugh

Yea, got upset @ another glitch.  I tried to ignore it, but these people kept talking to me in my room.

Real Singing

is a lot like laughing.

Story Time

Warning: Using things from other published stories.

There was a lady named Constance Moore with some children and a wonderful husband named Lenny.  There was a beautiful reddish haired girl named Kris who was 13.  "Oh, Mamma," she said, "I -have- to go to the doctor."  "Whyever is that, dear," replied Mama.  "I need to be checked for POX!"  "The Pox have been ruled out for nearly 100 years..you remember."  Another girl was named Prudence, and she was 14.  There was a lovely baby named Jacky, age 3, a perfect little angel.  There were more children.. anyway, there were lots of adults in big, fancy, neat homes with flower patterns and mysterious linings all over.  Most of them were in the league of witches, but normal lice commenced.  So, there was to be a trip.  Kris, 13, happened to wander off, it wouldn't be forever.  She was on a dock with other children, many younger and many older.  A lady there took her hand and said things would be fine, as she stared into the misty pier and dock.  She felt as though she almost walked the plank when suddenly she heard the honk of the big, wooden ship.  The trip wasn't too scary.  Thye had plenty of the right kinds of food and lots of thick blankets.  The ship wasn't for them but another group.  A girl named Layla was there, with golden locks braided up.  She was 14, like her sister Prudence.  A boy with bright brown hair was looking at her and walked over and took off his hat.  Then, a girl age 13 named Cindy came.  She had been here already for a long time.  Her friend with black hair named Mary Jane appeared.  She was the most beautiful of creatures that graced this earth, cunning and quite a good IQ.  Some boys were playing, hunting and cooking right on the bay.  A little boy even was there, dressed in black with black hair, black eyes, and white skin.  He was 1 that caught the eye of another.  The mist was trying to swirl its way along the merry dock.  Some people sat there and wished so much they thought they saw bubbles in the sky and felt their clothes elevating then falling down upon them and sucking into them.  Kris had a little booklet in her pocket that spoke of fetching ingredients in the woods in the states..  There was a little turtle slowly walking along the side.  Okay, the boat was here, Kris picked up the little girl in gold hair and they all filed into this magnificient boat.  "What's your middle name, Kris," asked a nice boy of 12.  "Rose," she said.  He followed her onto the boat.  When they went out all of a sudden there was a boat approaching called the Black Pearl.  A pirate with a heart jewel appeared, and the 2 became friends.  Jack was fancying with people.  Another fancy pirate a bit like him was telling the tale of the danger they were in.  They were looking for buried treasure and raided restaurants.  "Move aside," Manny said.  She was a floucy girl with reddish goldish hair.  "Remove," she said.  A pirate opened his hand to reveal woman's necklace, not worth much, and she snatched it off with enormous energy.  The boats approached a dock, and there was a tavern shaped a bit like a boat.  Manny walked in and said, "Ah'd like sum bakin' 'n' grits."  $5, said the tender.  "1st, ya's got's to erm wrestle me."  Manny won and got hers for free.  Kris came inside and Manny put her arm around her right away, and she bought her some food, too.  Manny was a bit of an idol to Kris..  There was a new, elegant girl all in shades of white, golden thick curls and sparkling eyes.  Kris suddenly felt insulted and turned around and said, "Who're you?"  "I'm Lyda, not Lidia from Tim Burton's Beetlejuice, aha ha ha.  I am a seasoned singer and in my time once traveled the whole world!"  "Oh," said Kris.  She drank some ginger tea and ate a little cake.  The girl walked out so beautifully, Kris said, "What is the secret?"  The bartender answered, "That girl's sober as a baby's bottle of milk!!"  Kris went up to her, "Please come, how old e-are- you-"  "Oh," she said flustered, at 5'6", "I am now 12."  She seemed a bit more settled but content with her life in all its sides.  A girl with raven hair came in, and immediately Lyda turned around and greeted her most gracefully.  The new girl was in green, green puffy sleeves.  "I hyad (had) a dress like that," said Lyda.  Raven had cunning blue eyes.  Finally, they all left with the huge pirate ship.  They got lots of money for selling the supplies.  The girls spent most of the time dancing the night away.  TBC in spirit  =]  I might be losing it or am I lazy?  Does it seem inspired by .. Roald Dahl?  I just thought of it.

The Movie Frozen

wasn't @ anyone in particular.  How much more broad a spectrum of topics could it be?  It's about an older sister with powers, gentle and good, who gets made mad and had the glove from her magic hands taken.  She is reflected with poise and grace.  She has white hair and a sterm look, which is what was inspired by Ellen DeGeneres.  It almost seems twisted into negro..  Anna is the silly goof sidekick made star of the show.  I am so proud of Ellen for influencing the world somehow .. through her hard work on TV since a younger age, like Johnny Depp!

I was upset that the world makes fun of me and thinks they have to ruin a movie to include everyone, which is why I say it is due to externalf factors.  I own 2 Elsa dolls and 3 books on my Nook and a hardcover.  I just don't want 2 dolls.  They cost like $30.  What will you do with them?  I brought the Young Elsa large doll around.  The other is Barbie-ish.  Anna certainly is interesting, but the Queen, now that's a spectacle that's truly spectacular!

So, Ellen, thank you so much for your goodness.  I don't think you need to lower yourself for people because they're different from me, but I guess it's what people do and you had fun.  We wouldn't have this wonderful movie without you.  You truly are blessed and talented and all.  Don't worry @ anything that seemed fuzzy.  This movie is made for a broad spectrum of types, in actuality.

I don't appreciate the tacky awe that Ellen hides away so she doesn't hurt us and that that's so awesome.  I mean the Ellen in the movie.  I always get the nerds and outcasts cuz I was an offbeat.  Still, think of all the beauty and how this would not happen without her.  Plus, she must have inspired another favorite I have, The Princess and the Frog.  Ellen is a person interested in outside life and people.  Ellen, I dunno, but they made Tiana black to protect you as the example to draw from so nothing "happens."

I hope you loved these movies Ellen cuz you're the 1 who has braved it in the world and must have a wonderful family life and friends and personal side.

I was just mad actually at Ellen cuz I mean I deserve a shot in this world of fame, too.  As you can see I praise her though despite the stress I felt and not having slept enough..  I do have problems with my sleeping schedule and didn't go to Disney but went to Black Friday and it was rather worth it..  So, Ellen, I just be playin' you were so awesome and I am so happy something like this happened to you!!  YOU!  YOU!  You are so wonderful, and this does just a world of good for's'all (us all.)  Keep it up, and more should keep'a'comin'.  People see you as an adorable blonde brat, like you see a blonde kid you think of Ellen!  Aha ha, lucky 1!  I hope it tickles your fancy, however inappropriate, sedating, ..

I am mad at the world for saying we can't match Ellen cuz we sure's'Hale can!  What @ Jessi Klein, a cool comedian in glasses born @ 1975, straight dark, brown hair.  It was told to little kids.  THAT'S YO GODDAMN FAULT *I**A!

But yes Ellen is such a good person.  I mean we all are good in our own way and have gone online however much evidence there may be.  Some people are acclaimed, as well, like Sarah Brightman, live singers.  I just think Ellen is who she is and can't seem to do whatever she wants.  Like, sometimes, she has to put you off.  I guess that's the question.  A lot of people have that problem, so that isn't what makes her stand out like with me, being a good and righteous person.  You know what I'm tryin' to say.

So, Ellen, I hope you loved Frozen!  It was a wonderful movie made for you, for us all!  Elsa, the beauty, is much like you.

Friday, November 29, 2013

I used my warm-ups from my lessons.  I hadn't been.
I was mad and somehow imagined a skate hitting an experimenter.  So, then I said yea I threw a ball at you to go away, a rubber ball like tag.  Wah! ah ah!  Why do people keep on doing this to me!!!!  I just need the time alone|active.  See, when someone bothers you, you go in your house and it's gone.
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You're pushing people

to give me blank attention too much and nothing ever happens and making fun just of my age and not those other tweenies.

I don't appreciate

you making me lose my relationships, like saying Ellen "didn't really do it" for your own pleasure when you're rather annoying in that way..

Disney

Bella Thorne would make a good Ariel.

She's messed up like me.  I mean, she seemed good but made too many wrong moves, apparently, in reality.  She "knows" I'm Chinese.  Well, it was a useful thing otherwise.  I don't like how she thinks I'm younger because I'm Chinese.

}:] I'm getting this.

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Hm..

I was snooting my nose at my mom .. probably shouldn't

Sorry, people.

'Try to be nice at all times to all.. of course..

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So Busy

apologizing to Ellen I think I wasn't completely nice to Sarah on here if you think @ what I didn't really say.  It seems my relationships are getting better etc. and I might be learening to just ignore some things.  Well, things just come and go and there's not always so much you can seem to really do @ it.

A Whole New Way of Looking at

Expecto Patronum

I rushed into this big barrel type thing made of stone that was part of the foliage.  A white tiger came out, which was what I was thinking of.  It ran up to the people in line fearlessly.  I was so worried.  It was what happened apparently.  I was like hiding inside.
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Problem

Why are weirdos going into me in private?  I am not a bad person.  Ya'll are COOCOO ah.  Don't really go coocoo now..

Well

Sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings.. off to bed!

What's with

odd things coming up like they're obvious cuz what was said is not

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Ellen

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STATE YOUR POINT YOU DROPOUT

I CAN WRITE WHAT I LIKE WITHOUT CONSTANT FIGHTING FOR SOME ODD THING.  Guess someone won't be included, but you know this is a bit irritating cuz I don't know if it's true.  I'll obviously find some way of doing it.  I don't think I've done what was thought..
I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING YOU DID

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ELLEN IS F***ING SARAH YOU ARE A CLOWN

Just saying it in a fun way not the way most people do..  =p  So shutup.

Wut?

I was the right 1.  You all attacked me cuz you thought I was good and better than you therefore deserved to be punished cuz it seemed unfair somehow.

Going to bed soon .. you blamed me for complications like school! money things!

O Dear What Can the Matter Be

Poor Ellen trying to be a good citizen

Going to sleep, get better

Aw, she's so cute, though, let's take care of her, put her in a cage (0)oo(0)

Was I too rude.. ^99^ ..

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guess I went over it well in my frustration

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The rest are not that good.. might not load them

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Well

Don't approach an overrated composer.. Sondheim is pretty neat, saw pictures with Burton after Sweeney Todd-

No No No

I mean that the organ music was a haunted tune!  It represents things in movies like creaking bones in doorless chambers, zombie spirits, ghosts!!  It would have been originally made by those in tune with "the dead."  I know it's childish, but it's a forgotten lore..

Organ

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I thought I could still play, but this is really good I think.  Anyway, it's found here, Bach's organ song.  Bach is a church musician mostly it seems and organ composer as well mostly as far as featured instruments, I am guessing..  His organ music is found here.  Organ music I've heard all seemed like Sacred Music.

Dispute

You always find an organ in a haunted mansion, but do witches actually use them.. where does original organ literature other than church organ music really stem?  Why is the organ found in mansions?