Well, when I post a problem, Ellen gets another mean message to me. Ellen is so mean, why is this?? She acts like I'm ungrateful. She is being tacky and thoughtless.. I look forward to seeing Sarah Brightman's concerts, but instead my mom and I start talking @ problems.. Ellen would be mad we feel good @ ourselves, jealous of our successful lives in Florida and "New Orleans." She won't admit that's so, and she won't just forget @ it, too.
What kind of messages, like threatening to make my future daughter stupid and have *** with a babysitter like she's shit. Then my mom did something I forget. What other threats? Well, stuff like that, stuff today that would suddenly affect me later, stuff they said they did by paying too much attention to me. I am thankful for my life but feel part dead. Sometimes, I've hit stuff. I'd like to keep it that way. You never know what a stranger will do to a loved 1.