Rough Day, mad that people care about me less than Ellen DeGeneres, upset @ messing up with Ellen. Why would she react to my sorrow as though I shouldn't say it and am bad for wanting to be seen as a good person? I only was mad at the hurting me. I learned to ignore it, somehow, more. It's been rough, though, today. Sorry.. I didn't start anything. I was just wanting to watch her show and was at my computer, but I missed it as of now. I mean, other kids are given more support and they are mature to know what matters but lack self-esteem and a real ego.. They are let alone while I am tortured. think @ it..