Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Woke Up

I guess people think they've been having an uncomfortable command on me.  It didn't come out that nicely.  They think I'm just to be tossed aside as though I expected too much attention, but I didn't and I don't have my own privacy.  I don't really wonder what sparked it, but they were a little mean to me, what I said @ having privacy.  I mean, what are they doing writing a story @ me?  I wrote 1 yesterday, hope it was okay.  It's as though when I included names of real people in a friendly setting even they didn't take to it.  I posted it online, didn't talk to anyone @ it in real life.  I'm sure it's okay for most people.  I need it, the way I need to gossip, and I haven't had real explanation to not do it.  It seems right.  It's as though I did something wrong and people are just sorta sparking commands at me.  No, I didn't do anything wrong.  I'm not that simply fixated a person..  :/  Just let me know what's going on so I can understand and know I really got said messages that could permeate for wrong reasons.  I mean, what if people want me to write stories with others's names?  Plus, with most people, I know they don't care.  I mean, I wouldn't mind.  That's just a bit strange and I'm not sure what was said.  My feelings are a bit hurt.  I think it's because of my reaction to Frozen, but I mean I had everything lined up wasn't really mean about it.  I know I have some dysfunctions in my brain and that I think of curse words, but I didn't mean anything bad.  So?  Why go attacking me like you want something you can't have?  You think that's weird and don't know what I really mean cuz I don't mean anything bad?