Saturday, December 7, 2013
Generation Z Bots
They think you have to "start" at a certain age to get someone to not be at risk. You all are so nice to all those kids out there at risk. I am already willing to do what I was supposed to do. Now, the rules say, don't be happy, do something that you don't like..
Why do you talk to me?
Why do you talk to me?
Why don't you try singing to this..
Why don't you try singing to this: link. I am debating between this and a book, the ABCs of XYZ generations.
Did I hurt anyone's feelings?
Didn't mean to, hope I won't. Sorry. ={ I am so upset. Just wanted you to now.
Does anyone remember singing in, like, 2000..
..when Charlotte Church came out and acted like she was better? The truth of the matter is she is inflexible and I am much better than what you think.. I scaled myself way above whatever people thought good was.
Problem
My dad made his side shit, and I feel pressure.. BEEP don't you BEEP BEEP care let's do it to you????
Problem
I don't wanna listen to my "gay" bad dad. He's taking a shower he says..
GO AWAY ELLEN STOP SAYING I HAVE THE GAY DAD IN REAL THAT'S SO MEAN STOP CURSIG AT ME!!!!
Get my dad outta here, my Goddamn internet isn't working.
GO AWAY ELLEN STOP SAYING I HAVE THE GAY DAD IN REAL THAT'S SO MEAN STOP CURSIG AT ME!!!!
Get my dad outta here, my Goddamn internet isn't working.
GO AWAY EXPERIMENTER!!!!
I can do whatever I want, say whatever fits. I didn't actully curse nor hurt anyone.
A car just drove by and I don't want to follow its sound with my female part area on the left, my boy side!
A car just drove by and I don't want to follow its sound with my female part area on the left, my boy side!
YOU *BEEP*
I LOOK MORE JEWISH THAN ANY OF YOU. STOP BEING SUGGESTIVE YOU JEWS WITH NO HEART. GUESS THE JEWS ARE BAD PEOPLE. I saw 1 at the mall thinking he had a handle on everything when I was just being nice.
Problem
YOU PEOPLE I didn't do anything you did! I'm just telling you, and I will make sure you don't get away with doing it!
STOP GETTING MAD AT ME FOR GETTING MAD.
STOP GETTING MAD AT ME FOR GETTING MAD.
What's your problem?
Why is Sharon Osbourne entering my life like this? My mom doesn't OWE you anything. I know you thought @ that. You didn't agree with it, but you used the idea!
Problems
I got another message, my mom wants me to do something so I won't be with my dad or something. STOP.
I forget, something was deleted. Why is my face like a rectangle like the Chinese-Burmese on "The Talk!" STOP!
I forget, something was deleted. Why is my face like a rectangle like the Chinese-Burmese on "The Talk!" STOP!
Problem
Why in the world was my mom talking like my dad had the demeanor to hypnotize her. I can get upset if I want and not be poked at by experimenters, how they load the page and then probably the clicks. My dad can't be upset at me. I didn't have to tell him what I did when they weren't home! Why is it so uptight for him, this is not okay?
Dream
I done't remember it all.
I remembe rint he end I was with 4 girls|ladies. We were to sing solos in front of people with a big thing of water there. 1 person we didn't know would be there we were depending on, came as a surprise. I remember there were 4 big places, and a guy was like being all shook up in the science 1. There was a section before, too. Things happened, too, something like a shark.
Might go back andlie down.
I remembe rint he end I was with 4 girls|ladies. We were to sing solos in front of people with a big thing of water there. 1 person we didn't know would be there we were depending on, came as a surprise. I remember there were 4 big places, and a guy was like being all shook up in the science 1. There was a section before, too. Things happened, too, something like a shark.
Might go back andlie down.
Cooking
Beef With Wine, Yum
Are the experimenters sleeping now? I see I seemed forceful but maybe not as much as thought.
Also, .. Yes, Ellen I am happy for YOU with Frozen. Howcome no one ever sees me for who I am since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?
Are the experimenters sleeping now? I see I seemed forceful but maybe not as much as thought.
Also, .. Yes, Ellen I am happy for YOU with Frozen. Howcome no one ever sees me for who I am since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?
Others
have a quality of more presence I can't have unless it's in real life me doing something outragous, like walking assertively.. :p
Friday, December 6, 2013
What I Should Do
I need to go to college or take voice lessons for $26. I can do gymnastics for $5 but no bar now I think. I like going to Disney each week, could try every other week. I spend @ $20-$25 each time.. No money left for clothes. I'm thinking I can do without the lessons. I want an internship. I might wait to do gymnastics. I just want clothes!
Problem
My dad is born then so I have no handle handling the kinks, like him. Why do you bring up that stuff? Might as well bring up my mom's pinky nail.
Problem
I told you to stop. They are threatening my daughter to be 1950 style. I want 1957-1961. I was @ to record.. I had to move my chair back.
IMDb
ER: Ellen can't be more famous than everyone just cuz no one watches her
I didn't take the esteem to watch her til I was like 25. I mean I wanna be more famous.
I didn't take the esteem to watch her til I was like 25. I mean I wanna be more famous.
STOP
Ellen I can be more famous and better than you meaning more famous. Stop fucking @ me not watching TV. I had a shit life. Too much GOD DAMN SHIT HOMEWORK.
PROBLEM
GET THAT BEEP OUTTA HERE ELLEN IS THAT YOU MY FUTURE GRANDSON IS PRECIOUS TO MY DAD I AM NOT GONNA TAKE ANYONE'S HORSESHIT @ NELL BURTON STOP IT
Problem
So, the people in the theater were laughing hysterically and wanted me to feel bad. Some people were mimicing me, and people were tapping my chair. I squeezed my water sometimes to get back. Don't think the movie really went well. They're looking forward to feeling bad at home. Like they were all laughing. The girl whose mom hit me was like no it was my mom! I didn't connect the idea, but I guess I was hungry and thirsty.. I wanted to use my money for clothes! I will make more food, though. Off to finish my Chick-Fil-A, now. :| I realize you think it's funny, see I stopped to write this.. not that I know if you'd know.
Unwanted Message-asdf
"Kayla Cross and Fort Lauderdale Eatz followed you"
HEY YOU *BEEP* I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE THE 1ST IMPRESSION OF WHERE I WAS BORN GO *BEEP* *BEEP* YOU UNUPHOLDED FOOL!! WAS IT YOU ELLEN.. CUZ THAT'S NOT NICE. LET'S DO SOMETHING JUST IN CASE FOR YOU!! HA HA, WANT YER MAMMAY NOW? THIS IS TAKING QUITE A BIT OF YOUR TIME
HEY YOU *BEEP* I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE THE 1ST IMPRESSION OF WHERE I WAS BORN GO *BEEP* *BEEP* YOU UNUPHOLDED FOOL!! WAS IT YOU ELLEN.. CUZ THAT'S NOT NICE. LET'S DO SOMETHING JUST IN CASE FOR YOU!! HA HA, WANT YER MAMMAY NOW? THIS IS TAKING QUITE A BIT OF YOUR TIME
Problems
I don't want Ellen to enter my life like she's worth more than me and pull away my webcam. She stole what belonged to others, feeling attractive.
Are there any..
..good folk songs to sing?? Or like lyrical songs from a long time ago that everyone knows?
Also, yes, I care @ Sarah Brightman. I mean, it's also @ older singers. Really..
Also, yes, I care @ Sarah Brightman. I mean, it's also @ older singers. Really..
Problem
I don't see where I went wrong, but I know Ellen is going to admit she did these mean things to me.
Why can't I seem to just ignore things? I know I spent too much time posting @ it.
I see, this is happening instead of me getting famous and others paying for their attitude and bratiness.
Why can't I seem to just ignore things? I know I spent too much time posting @ it.
I see, this is happening instead of me getting famous and others paying for their attitude and bratiness.
2 Ways to See It
Yes, you are a bad person..
No, I have nothing left, apparently it didn't work out! ..Fine, please, leave, and take your things with you and go find what you want. (Fine, please, in a nice way.. part of the Enlgish language to uphold against those who ruin it.. :( )
No, I have nothing left, apparently it didn't work out! ..Fine, please, leave, and take your things with you and go find what you want. (Fine, please, in a nice way.. part of the Enlgish language to uphold against those who ruin it.. :( )
People Being Afraid and Not
People are scared of how they treat me bc of what others will think but not afraid to hurt me..
Ugh
outta shower
I'm so sorry Ellen when I hit that bottle, my true feelings hit. I was afraid of this. I think the experimenter, I'm sure I saw them take that out on you. I didn't mean it. Hope you are okay. I just know you did all that stuff and for some reason thought it was okay for me to waste my life.
I'm so sorry Ellen when I hit that bottle, my true feelings hit. I was afraid of this. I think the experimenter, I'm sure I saw them take that out on you. I didn't mean it. Hope you are okay. I just know you did all that stuff and for some reason thought it was okay for me to waste my life.
STOP IT
I already said you were the 1s being bad to me. I am just trying to live my life. What's Ellen all in my face? 1950 girl Ellen 1950 girl Ellen is 65 years old. How do you like a taste of your own medicine?
STOP
Ellen this is bad. In your language, I'd calculate it at trash. It just is your bratty messages to me online and such.
Problem
What are you waiting for now Ellen? Quit being mean! I'm not reading into your insulting "messages" or "trash." You want me to remember the Enter key and think of you. I didn't do anything. What's your problem? I am from where Johnny Depp is from more than you! Quit being a brat. Quit being a brat.. Want me to hit something just cuzza you?
Problem
Ellen used the word Enter in her Tweet. What a guilty * * *. I might think of that when I type. GO AWAY I USED A LOT OF FORCE. YOU MADE ME MAD.
Problem
They said I can't sing a solo. Go away. Leave me alone. They said they are what they are with God. Stop making me type your stupid messages.
Stop
Just get ridda Ellen? I deserve to not be treated like this. Ow, my left hand is hard to type. It feels clumped together.
I said leave me ALONE. Don't you dare talk to me like that, coy.
ELLEN THE FAKE BABY *BEEP*
I said leave me ALONE. Don't you dare talk to me like that, coy.
ELLEN THE FAKE BABY *BEEP*
Problem
Someone outside made it sound like I was m.. some worthless person
I've been hitting and throwing things. It's Ellen. Go get her, that vicious animal, I know she DID IT!
I've been hitting and throwing things. It's Ellen. Go get her, that vicious animal, I know she DID IT!
Problem
Why does this experimenter keep talking to me.. pretending to be happy I look Chinese now.
What happened? I just used a curse word. Is that why I see a therapist??
I feel the urge to get in a fight..
I need to get off this pill. I wanna live with my fam.
What happened? I just used a curse word. Is that why I see a therapist??
I feel the urge to get in a fight..
I need to get off this pill. I wanna live with my fam.
So, I wanna talk @ something.
I felt so mad I slammed my metal-legged chair and hit my nice desk which holds the computer screen and speakers. It just seems natural, maybe bad. I woke up tired with nothing to eat. I don't wanna do this. I guess that was another trial and error situation. This person is denying what I said, and I don't wanna hurt them but am kinda here to tell the world @ it..
Problem
You *BEEP* YOU *BEEP* you just want me to not make it online for "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" with Ellen.
Problem
STOP why did I hear a click on either side of my room? Stop acting like I did something. This shit has gone on for 8½ years. I can revel in it if I like, but this is just stupid. I am not stupid.
I SAID I DON'T CARE @ LAST WORD STOP IT
I SAID I DON'T CARE @ LAST WORD STOP IT
Over My Back
I feel as though my parents will make my future daughter not have fair skin. Must wait til 40.
Problem
I don't care what you say, Ellen, you having the last messages is retarded and I don't want to unravel it. I believe the last 1 was a purple spider up in my room..
And there it is
The experimenter is droning on as though I just did something and gave a mean message @ the boy from England, said like Kate Bush in a tacky way, "You bet that's Dad dead." I don't think he has problems with my dad, but he's different.
Problem
This experimenter later in the dust is o well no one's perfect I don't GIVE A CRAP @ a mixed Chinese family..
Should I consider not cursing?
I thought wow maybe today will work out.. and someone who did it to me thinks I owe them something.
Sorry
I don't mean to be so mean so much.. I just wanted to say that I don't really acknowledge it as something I'd do to anyone. You just think @ my kids. Well, just get it out in private.
If you don't curse
I mean to say I don't give a damn if Depp and Ellen wanna offer me a chance for being mad at what THEY did but not mad otherwise and ruining a household appliance as a memoir. I don't give a fuck even if you said it.
What, now?
You did something to me, I didn't curse right at you, just @ something.
Ugh, what if they're mad I cooked something my mom got in the freezer she leaves there a long time?
Ugh, what if they're mad I cooked something my mom got in the freezer she leaves there a long time?
Problem
Experimenter, you think your suggestions are okay. Ya'll stop reveling in me as tacky like an annoying old best friend.s
Wow, so who thinks I'm bad? NO! You start everything.. I just get mad at it.
Wow, so who thinks I'm bad? NO! You start everything.. I just get mad at it.
Problems
My oven has finally stopped taking the Bake sign off when reaching the point it's ready to heat. Really, Ellen|Depp, I don't give a crap. I can get upset on the inside if I wanted @ you being mean to me things like eating and sewing all of a sudden, starting to cook "in Florida."
My dad was looking at me so tackily and annoyingly. I want him to take me to the Y.
My dad was looking at me so tackily and annoyingly. I want him to take me to the Y.
"Not a Chance.."
What are the chances of me being in a movie with Johnny Depp? Should I consider myself an actor and model?? I wouldn't want to act like with someone else unless it were something cool. I mean, yea, but like I might have priorities, now.
Song
Listening to "Veruca Salt" makes me in tune with how younger kids are treated.. Danny Elfman seems open to older kids musically. Well, teens, these days.
I would be a great foil as Violet. I so hope they make another 1 and I can be that. You'd have the prize role reserved for someone else. }:] Here we go again.
I would be a great foil as Violet. I so hope they make another 1 and I can be that. You'd have the prize role reserved for someone else. }:] Here we go again.
So, what's the difference-
b/w being nice to someone all the time as opposed to messing up, under pressure?
Dream
My dad carried me like 2 or 3 times maybe and it felt like m.. he tried to squeeze me and stuff and I didn't feel anymore.
I already said I don't like that. Why does our world center on this? I think it's a bit different than touching someone. There apparently are different ways of touching someone.. It's funny when you dream of these things at older age.
Out of interest sake, I never liked being held, essentially. People acted like I was mini and submissive. It wasn't friendly, and plus I'm ½ Chinese. I was very mad not to get proper attention from others as a kid, very mad, didn't talk @ it maybe as much as I was upset @ not being like younger than other kids ever.
In the dream, I went places with other kids.
I already said I don't like that. Why does our world center on this? I think it's a bit different than touching someone. There apparently are different ways of touching someone.. It's funny when you dream of these things at older age.
Out of interest sake, I never liked being held, essentially. People acted like I was mini and submissive. It wasn't friendly, and plus I'm ½ Chinese. I was very mad not to get proper attention from others as a kid, very mad, didn't talk @ it maybe as much as I was upset @ not being like younger than other kids ever.
In the dream, I went places with other kids.
Problem
Ellen, I will not feel I deserve to be punished for violent reactions, not violent actions. I'm feeling pretty annoyed. You know, I would never do anything like this. I have needs that are not being met. Those needs include like having a clean room.. I dunno what else. Oh yes, a place to go. To leave my room and the house for organized activity. To be on top of things and not under any muck.
Question
Someone on IMDb tipped me off that other people are talking to me and people connected through people who shouldn't be connected. It doesn't seem that good for me. You all just got hold of some pictures I had at a certain age having lost a good 1|s.. I totally didn't "do" anything wrong.
TV
Carrie Underwood - The Sound of Music live - @ 20-30 minutes of the 3 hours
That is SO good! I felt comfortable when trying to sing with the beautiful parts of the orchestra.
She is so good and same with the rest! She was so beautiful and amazing and good! I like how good she is at sliding to different notes! My teacher said not to, but oh well. It was very beautiful and ringy and Christmasy!
That is SO good! I felt comfortable when trying to sing with the beautiful parts of the orchestra.
She is so good and same with the rest! She was so beautiful and amazing and good! I like how good she is at sliding to different notes! My teacher said not to, but oh well. It was very beautiful and ringy and Christmasy!
Hey
Ellen, "Touch my body" makin' me feel like I'm from New Orleans.
Ooh yea!
..AND - TOUCH - MAH - BOD EH
Ooh yea!
..AND - TOUCH - MAH - BOD EH
HOT
This is why I'm hot, This is why I'm hot
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot
This is why I'm hot, This is why I'm hot
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot
I'm hot cuz I'm fly
You ain't cuz you not
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot
I'm hot cuz I'm fly
You ain't cuz you not
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot
MIMS MIMS mims mims
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot
This is why I'm hot, This is why I'm hot
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot
I'm hot cuz I'm fly
You ain't cuz you not
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot
I'm hot cuz I'm fly
You ain't cuz you not
This is why, this is why, this is why I'm hot
MIMS MIMS mims mims
So, yes..
I'm looking for the audition links. I found 1 where I send in an address with a headshot + a page for my resume..
Thursday, December 5, 2013
Pirates of the Caribbean 5 Plot
link
"But talking ghosts, witches, and a whip smart girl who puts Jack Sparrow to task?"
It has a wedding! What if they got a really young girl? To which character?
"But talking ghosts, witches, and a whip smart girl who puts Jack Sparrow to task?"
It has a wedding! What if they got a really young girl? To which character?
Decision
I want to be a villain in Pirates of the Caribbean. I want to fight Jack Sparrow- Yes, a good villain..
You know what happened today?
I was waiting for the Disney auditions, and the people were all in my face, clearly a younger generation, correcting me with their every move!
We'll find out
what was at stake with all the attacks on me that got me to repeat some things in my mind, why I think it's okay and right and why I don't like to do it.
Problem
I don't give a fuck @ you cornering me with Ellen DeGeneres's pretend mom. LEAVE ME BE. GO **R* YOURSELF INSTEAD! This has gone too far! You won't stop being nasty. I can pretend what I like in private, I wasn't talking to you and don't care to hurt anyone..
Problem
I wake up every day to being annoyed by someone just for sport. Who's in charge, no one? You all make fun of me for what I don't know.
Stop acting like there's a reason. My parents provide a shitty home life. Does that make you wanna be mean to me, that I said it? I can't go out by myself wherever and whenever I want. I can't do anything I like. I don't get to use a whole lotta money, which in some ways is okay. My parents started holding grudges.
Stop acting like there's a reason. My parents provide a shitty home life. Does that make you wanna be mean to me, that I said it? I can't go out by myself wherever and whenever I want. I can't do anything I like. I don't get to use a whole lotta money, which in some ways is okay. My parents started holding grudges.
I think partially
I was just worried Ellen is starting to round in on me. She's so scattered in her relayed thoughts, and people tell me I'm schizo..
Problem
Ellen is so negative. I am a good person. You can't tell me anything bad and everyone else feel good for being younger than me.
You know what's been done to me??
My mom made me bloated, and my dad gave me a double chin, kept happening as I tried to raise it.
I mean come on..
..I came home to read this. She has a silly secret grudge on me. She makes up berserk rules to remember that make no sense and are no fun.
Problem
Why would you chose to hurt me, or did the trash man do this 1 on his own? Was it just the Jesus sign? So what, if you were mean, I wouldn't accept it from anyone.
I'm sorry to say..
Ellen is racist.. and she participates in stupid messages. I'm not sure what ticked, but I think the messages are a waste of my time. I didn't hurt anyone, I just didn't care.
O Wow
The New Orleans zoo is against me. Stop listening to Ellen, everyone. She is being mean to me. That is so nonsensical.
Problem
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM. ARE YOU NOT A PART OF THE WORLD?
You said what you said and did what you did. So I didn't talk back to you! I'm just replying to your HATE and NEGATIVITY ALL THE TIME.
I'm quite certain of what you're doing and what you just said. STOP IT. Explain to me your problem. I am not a nigger!
You said what you said and did what you did. So I didn't talk back to you! I'm just replying to your HATE and NEGATIVITY ALL THE TIME.
I'm quite certain of what you're doing and what you just said. STOP IT. Explain to me your problem. I am not a nigger!
Problem
She just keeps posting shit for me. You're older, so why don't you grow up, 1st! No one cares @ your teen children. Some of us have parents that aren't so old they are from the stone age. You wanna give everything to the teens today and keep being shitty to me. Who gives a fuck if I don't watch your show? You were mean to me for not following you on Twitter all summer a year and a half ago. The truth is I like your show and I like you, but in the end you always succumb to treating me poorly when you pay attention to me .. like just now. I saw someone write Jesus in the sky and an annoying coloured guy treating me like a nigger doing the trash awhile and made me feel as though I felt bad.. and I began to think @ it.
Problem
Why is Ellen so negative? Maybe she has no double meaning. I'm not gonna sit here and unwrap chocolate bars. Sometimes, with what she has, she has to be incredibly highty-tighty. I don't want to use a bad word.
What Doesn't Work
Ellen can't emulate someone from up north anymore than I can someone from down south cuz I also am from New Orleans. I lived in the area, went there, and finally lived there in school and that tips it off sometimes for me.
What doesn't work with anyone is getting mad at me when I'm good all the time.
What doesn't work with anyone is getting mad at me when I'm good all the time.
More New Orleanian
I noticed a lot of posts from Britney Spears, and she seems pretty sweet but a bit condescending for no reason.. like to younger fans. I wonder if she thinks Ellen is more New Orleanian.
I wonder why Ellen gets mad at me if I wanna have self-esteem. You're not supposed to do what Ellen hints we should do, instead. It's just her way of saying bye to some, wonder if she ever was nice. I still like talking about her. I just notice what's behind certain messages. Like, I specifically mean her being mean to me for the incident with Nell Burton. I am mad at everyone, not especially anyone. Did you notice I'm still pretty powerful? I just don't use my sting.
I wonder why Ellen gets mad at me if I wanna have self-esteem. You're not supposed to do what Ellen hints we should do, instead. It's just her way of saying bye to some, wonder if she ever was nice. I still like talking about her. I just notice what's behind certain messages. Like, I specifically mean her being mean to me for the incident with Nell Burton. I am mad at everyone, not especially anyone. Did you notice I'm still pretty powerful? I just don't use my sting.
Problem
Why did Bella Thorne Retweet a black Asian-looking guy? She doesn't seem to be as forceful as me about being white. I know it's her bud, but I mean really, what's her problem? She's from Fort Lauderdale, is that it? She does mean suggestive things. I talk about my life. I do wanna be famous, too.
Amanda is the 1 who started bringing it up. I bet Bella doesn't like that cuz her dad is Hispanic.
Amanda is the 1 who started bringing it up. I bet Bella doesn't like that cuz her dad is Hispanic.
TV Show
The Chinese-Burmese on The Talk is very beautiful.. Is she in the World News, too? I thought that was Washington. Wow! She is a more recent Chinese and considered Chinese. I'm considered a nigger if I think I'm Indonesian, but with the white side I could learn other things, too..
More Messages
My dad's chair always faces another way and now he faced it at another slight angle at me. I need to disown my dad's shitty ways, as I have, but no one wants me to.. How shitty. He did something else earlier, too, which made me very mad. Once, he chopped his hands for no reason on the car and my hands didn't feel as pretty.
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
It's too bad..
..I get mad. I think there are some rules to when things like that happen, and plus some people have to make a big deal of it. It might not be right to dwell on it and not realize there's something wrong.
New Pro Blog Post
New Pro Blog Post
Watcha Think
of the crappy clothes and crappiness I grew up with? I wasn't at the show and in the meetings after dark.
Nice Episode
I had my citrus salad and watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." She was pretty okay in some ways. Does she hug people who come on? I dunno, it would still be fun without hugging her. There was an English guy on who seemed upset. They knew all these different actors from movies, and I never knew those people. Then, he was trying to get close to her inappropriately. He was probably younger. I don't know what to say @ that episode, I mean like the way they say you need to know all these actors you don't care about more than other things, like cooking, blogging, etc. I watch some TV now and have seem some things more than once that I like. I felt like someone was close to me inappropriately at the Apple store here in the mall. I ended up moving away. Oh well, must have been dizzy. It gets busy.. Too bad, not sure what Ellen wants, maybe more people with their lives together.
You should
have kids Ellen for your mommy.
Also, look into ghosts and the supernatural.. I found I wouldn't ever die. =|
Also, look into ghosts and the supernatural.. I found I wouldn't ever die. =|
What's to happen to me?
So, who made me mad @ Ellen's mom in pretend? I haven't seen much of her lately, but she doesn't bother me. You could make other people mad. It's too bad she also isn't online. She just took get well soon notes on Twitter over a year ago. My Gramma just moved down south and is only 2 years older..? She's in Florida, not the beach, with an aunt. I wish she'd stay up north, but it seems things aren't well. Like, in some ways she likes being here like when it's really cold. She used to but now has a trailer.
I'm watching the show now and for some reason Ellen has a bragging affection for silly animals. Well, I guess that's why it's on the show and online for her.
I do not at all get acting silly without settling my thoughts, too. It doesn't seem right. I don't know what you are accomplishing it.
I'm having health food and brush my teeth so I don't have cancer nor cavities.
I'm watching the show now and for some reason Ellen has a bragging affection for silly animals. Well, I guess that's why it's on the show and online for her.
I do not at all get acting silly without settling my thoughts, too. It doesn't seem right. I don't know what you are accomplishing it.
I'm having health food and brush my teeth so I don't have cancer nor cavities.
How're you gonna stop this?
They were messing with me, mean @ my birthday cuz I thought of the word "nigger" in a certain way. Wouldn't stop bugging me. I thought of the experimenter's kids birthday party.
You all are losers|annoying..
Most people don't agree with picking on me like I'm some minority race.
Problems
Don't worry, he's just doing something ***.
I ate when I woke up, really upset @ my sleeping schedule, and so I didn't eat with my dad when he got home and this whole time it's been I should be eating alone it seemed..
Also, if you threaten him because of Tim Burton he will hurt me. Same with his mom who just moved to Florida.. wonder who inspired this crazy idea.
I ate when I woke up, really upset @ my sleeping schedule, and so I didn't eat with my dad when he got home and this whole time it's been I should be eating alone it seemed..
Also, if you threaten him because of Tim Burton he will hurt me. Same with his mom who just moved to Florida.. wonder who inspired this crazy idea.
YouTube Comment
Jakcie Evancho
link
You are an excellent singer. I'm getting ready to join you. I just have to get out a CD and get on TV.
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You are an excellent singer. I'm getting ready to join you. I just have to get out a CD and get on TV.
Problems
Why do my parents go crazy thinking I did something either intangible or partially tangibly wrong?
Also, are people from England acting coy and precocious thinking they are from the U.S.? I am from the U.S. and know what they're trying to be. Since when was that ancient England especially? Have they, as it says, "gone mad?"
Also, are people from England acting coy and precocious thinking they are from the U.S.? I am from the U.S. and know what they're trying to be. Since when was that ancient England especially? Have they, as it says, "gone mad?"
Hello there, Mister?
You would never say Ellen DeGeneres is better than me. If I have a problem, it's your fault. What a joke.
These girls look more Chinese-Indonesian.
They are from a big city in Central China.
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The 1s more inland look very dark and rubbery from not being near water.
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The 1s more inland look very dark and rubbery from not being near water.
Why do..
..people, well I know Kate Bush, act like she's scary cuz she's Irish cuz she's not all Irish, just mama. Fine, make fun of my Irish..
I feel
my parents or dad is preventing me from functioning socially.
Why does my dad get embarrassed like other parents now and think no she's shit.
Why does my dad get embarrassed like other parents now and think no she's shit.
Being Told Stuff
How do you feel @ being you and having people as though they come up telling you there's something wrong with you, even at an early age when things were good?
Problem
I don't like how the medicine makes me feel.. I don't feel like cleaning my room, going to Disney, or anything, now. I have a hard time sleeping.
What I Think
I was wondering why my dad would dare send my mom a negative message. I think it's just a reassurance. My mom doesn't care to pick up after him.
So..
I woke up and am debating erasing some of on my other blog, don't know.. I am a little tired at the moment. I don't know if it's suggestive or blatant or incorrect in a way, more inappropriate..
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
That went rather well.
Though I feel like throwing up.. I m.. well and in the end didn't want it cuz.. forget
So stressed. It had something to do with not being a full American..
So stressed. It had something to do with not being a full American..
Question
Some people upset me and I'm worried Sharon Osbourne thought I thought it was her. I was really mad but didn't curse -at- anyone.
Who I Am
Well, you know my mom is probably young. So, I have 3 points. The 1st is my dad's age, and that makes me more the kid of an Early Boom dad. The 2nd is the guess my mom is Generation X. The 3rd is my mom's generation, which would be guessed to be Generation X. So, I have 3 points.
more pro blog posts
more pro blog posts
More..
Why do ya'll want my parents to open up? Is there something there you want to get over with? What happened to Christina, anyway?? You just see that I'm pretty perfect, and most people aren't, then why are all my problems that other people have unfortunate lives and won't take the steps I wish they'd take??
Problem
How stupid does this mistake sound.. My parents are mad at my success and won't help themselves.
Mad
Ellen, you're annoying to be making fun of me with my parents being mean, I can still see you gaping at me and thinking oh wow. Does it matter.. well, I think .. what's wrong @ that .. I forget. WHAT HAPPENED TO MY PARENTS CUZZA TIM BURTON. I KNOW WHAT'S WRONG. YOU KEEP BEING MEAN LIKE YOU NEVER EVEN READ SHIT! ANYONE.
My parents have nothing but shit to say now it seems, I'm being tortured.. what else
Oh yes, when do ya'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?" I just don't pay as much attention if I'm like at my computer blogging or ironing etc. I used to.. Maybe, it's more for the 1s she loves, teens. People old enough to be her mom. I don't know what I can do for her, but I told you I wasn't boring. I can't find anyone to talk to, so I blog what I can blog @.
My parents have nothing but shit to say now it seems, I'm being tortured.. what else
Oh yes, when do ya'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?" I just don't pay as much attention if I'm like at my computer blogging or ironing etc. I used to.. Maybe, it's more for the 1s she loves, teens. People old enough to be her mom. I don't know what I can do for her, but I told you I wasn't boring. I can't find anyone to talk to, so I blog what I can blog @.
Problem
Why does my dad know I have to poo! Why did he let out an animalisic grunt. Why does he threaten to get to close? In a bad way!
He just wants *** with skinny people who aren't me.
He just wants *** with skinny people who aren't me.
Problem
So what if she likes me as a young fan??
Oh, why are little girls never princesses? It's always the mom.
Oh, why are little girls never princesses? It's always the mom.
What Did It
Did you ever wonder why Sarah Brightman does funny things? Some people believe that's what it is.
That shouldn't have anything to do with me.
That shouldn't have anything to do with me.
Problem
My Gramma is not worth the death of my life! Quit acting different cuza her! I can visit her wherever I like that she's lived. She's here partly to annoy me.
Problem
It's hard to say, but I said why do I have to put up with my Gramma moving to Florida and my dad changing coming back. He said okay no concert. Why? I just asked a question! He's ***.
Problem
My life is just fighting on this blog. I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR GINNY! She got me on medicine and in the hospital and stranded at Salvation Army!! Kick her outta her own sinful action! She is mean to me for the N word thing and I'm not taking it! I am not meeting no one! I have no relationships, yet. STOP SENDING ME SECRETS FROM GINNY! She doesn't need anything, neither does "Kate Bush," nor Ellen DeGeneres, etc., etc. Ginny is a *beep* figure who did something disgusting to me through my mom. I thought she was nice at voice lessons but got me on a pill I have to take.
Problem
My aunt herself is very disobedient and visits on my birthday time to see a show. She acts like it's punishment. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET YOU TO LISTEN. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.
Problem
My mom and dad keep pretending I did some thing and think at 27 they can punish me.
Watch, they'll do it right after I say it!!
Watch, they'll do it right after I say it!!
What I Know
I know for a fact when I get mad it is just the result of a wrong decision and then snap decision. I just do it on impulse.
Problem
Why are these people on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" making fun of my singing and being so tacky? The Baby Boomers and Generation X.. The old lady at the end like me cracked|s. I know I could sing good enough to be Charlotte Church....
Sorry Also
Said my dad wasn't ***y? He tries to be suggestive in negative ways all the time I meant. Look, you're the 1 who hurt me, so you're gonna have to just back off. Stop being so picky! You're insane.
Sorry
For being so mad.. I know it dangers my health. I do like Kate Bush, but you all act like there's a pretend 1. I don't know how much I identify with her but not very much.
STOP
No one is in danger, stop hostaging me and others.
Stop pretending I did something. It doesn't matter YOU SINNER.
I'm wasting my time. I wanna get some sleep. Or be @ the gym.. but maybe not.
Stop pretending I did something. It doesn't matter YOU SINNER.
I'm wasting my time. I wanna get some sleep. Or be @ the gym.. but maybe not.
Bad Word Captcha..
It looked like hammer and all I can think of now is that boy in England.. how worthless of you.
LOOK SHUT UP WUTS UR GODDAMN PROBLEM
LOOK SHUT UP WUTS UR GODDAMN PROBLEM
Wut happened
to all the supple kids who aren't poked at!!!! I AM NOT A BAD PERSON! YOU AREN'T MEAN TO THE PEOPLE WHO DID THE WRONG THINGS.
Any fool'd know
having more diamond of a face than just a circle is more attractive, so it seems Late Boomers should look like us.
Question
Scientifically, why are Baby Boomers more supple and my life not as real as the age of when more movies were coming out?
My dad's a fraud.
It's not simply that fate will get you for something that doesn't seem guilty .. it's people who tap into it. Seriously, haven't really reached the concrete thought like this.
Problem
My aunt posted a Christmas picture as a suggestion - GET A LIFE - says "by Christmas night." I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING YOU DID FIGURE IT OUT
LOOK
STOP PSYCHING IN KATE BUSH IN A DISRESPECTFUL AND ANNOYING WAY. I'll just have to fight this in my sleep. She is big and Irish like my dad, too.. :|
What should I say?
You're gay? I am different from both of them. In some ways, I like different people. Sarah will not triumph over me being like Kate Bush..
Problem
I think I like Sarah Brightman MORE than Kate Bush. Why are you shoving
the weird likes of her on me over people who I find more exciting these
days? Supposedly, she and Ellen decided to hurt me. Well, you can't.
Hurt someone else, perhaps?..
Problem
Who got people to get onto my case cuz I didn't do anything, you're magnifying little things I do and think you all ever were good at all.
YOU IDIOTS
What's this revering older people hurting me.. these cute little messages once in a while from older people .. don't mean to hurt anyone with idiots being said so g'bye
STOP
Stop saying stupid things like if something positive comes out maybe we won't think further cuz we do.
Let me explain.
My dad thinks we all have to be Chinese, so he doesn't seem to want to be white though thinks he has to be. That's what kids all think, actually, so figure anything interesting out?
He coughed 3 times this morning, and I felt knocked out again. Perhaps, I went overboard, but I wanted to go to the gym today, was gonna swim.. He broke into my lifestyle. I also figured out that my opinion is not listened to ever, I'm constantly attacked by what I heard from Ellen some thing a pretend Kate Bush as the reason I be tortured all day like okay!!!! STOP PICKING ON ME IF I HAVE A MOMENT. I'll only react negatively and I am trying to ignore. How can he keep on getting at me? Since visiting for Thanksgiving, he seems different. My Gramma stole my life by moving here!!!! Post on my forum, goddammit.
He coughed 3 times this morning, and I felt knocked out again. Perhaps, I went overboard, but I wanted to go to the gym today, was gonna swim.. He broke into my lifestyle. I also figured out that my opinion is not listened to ever, I'm constantly attacked by what I heard from Ellen some thing a pretend Kate Bush as the reason I be tortured all day like okay!!!! STOP PICKING ON ME IF I HAVE A MOMENT. I'll only react negatively and I am trying to ignore. How can he keep on getting at me? Since visiting for Thanksgiving, he seems different. My Gramma stole my life by moving here!!!! Post on my forum, goddammit.
YOU NIGGERS
You don't care @ my dad. You just want to humble him that he's not really that much to you in the end. A bit obvious? He is NOT the ideal man. He is a shitty guy.
SHIT
WHY YOU WANNA BE LIKE MY DAD AND BE TREATED LIKE ME HE'S NOT EVEN A PERSON
YOU RACIST *BEEP* GO GRUMBLE IN MY DAD'S RACISM
YOU RACIST *BEEP* GO GRUMBLE IN MY DAD'S RACISM
STOP
You people in this world cannot hurt me and steal my dad completely. YOU *BEEP* WUTS UR PROBLEM I ALREADY WANT HIM TO TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE.
Problem
I found that my dad is keeping me stressed out. My life isn't @ him. You're gay. This is not how my life is to be treated. You're absolutely insane. My dad always had a distance, and I don't have that affection for some thing like he is. Stop .. you already think he was old when I was born.. He was a 1st child and had younger parents. He used to be active socially. After me, no. What's my life now!!!! YOU THINK I'M SHIT *BEEP*
Was Going Somewhere
My dad coughed 3 times cuz he's *beep* and now I don't feel like it - was going to go swimming today.
Problem
I just wanna have a positive relationship with my dad. I don't wanna get closer to him. :| I'm not some silly sort of Nell Burton. My dad is not even a human, anymore. He justs blasts his blast in 1 direction. It's hard to say I resemble himself in anyway as his daughter. You've seen princesses with a fat father or mother. They aren't pushed into this. Figure it out! I ain't doin' it. We were fine before things like Tim Burton came into the picture. I don't even look forward to lunchtime and my dinner. I need to rest to go to Disney tomorrow, how can I?
Also, my mom will just shit out some shit like my daughter is l******, for example. What am I to do? I can't sit here and be mad all the time. It's not okay to just treat me like a toy, like nothing I say matters!!!!
Also, my mom will just shit out some shit like my daughter is l******, for example. What am I to do? I can't sit here and be mad all the time. It's not okay to just treat me like a toy, like nothing I say matters!!!!
Something to Not Confuse You
The only reason to be nice to someone is so they don't attack back and not because it's wrong.
So
My dad got back from a nice vacation and seems changed, like I did something there when I wasn't there.. really, he's the creature in the dark and isn't the same. He is so *** and antsy. I mean it in danger. I dunno what's wrong with the word ***! He's antsy.
Problem
I did not call you anything, and that's none of your business for attacking me emotionally in a suggestive manner. You do have shit for me, admit it..
I will not be punished for starting anew in a blog or visiting relatives up north just because I changed my mind when he was the 1 who made me sick to begin with. I'm not a baby, and you can't just do that. Go f*** with the bad kids you like so much who think being bad lets others win meaning they are really good and get what you deserve and not you..
I will not be punished for starting anew in a blog or visiting relatives up north just because I changed my mind when he was the 1 who made me sick to begin with. I'm not a baby, and you can't just do that. Go f*** with the bad kids you like so much who think being bad lets others win meaning they are really good and get what you deserve and not you..
Answer
Ellen, I do not wish to accept people my age being mean to me so no one can give me any attention cuz you have a jealous side. In the end, I'm the 1 who's put out..
How F---in' Gay Is This
Thy are upset I did the Brazilian Butt Lift, you gay niggers. You think I did something, you're just shit, you're not even alive.
Now what..
*Beep* can mean any old thing, you goof? :| You're not really a goof, though. Am I a goof? Sometimes..
My Issue
Ellen is not like her parents. She thinks I have to be. But I'm honestly better in a lot of ways until my parents treated me like crap!
Go put a sock in it.
When I say something and feel bad, I get prattled at. I didn't call my dad crap, but he's always treating me like it. Well, true, he bought concert tickets. What's his fucking issue @ up north? School? Buying things like video games and computer software? Yea, I got it with store cards before. Is he ***?
Problem
I said he wasn't ***y. I shouldn't be related to his crap. My aunt offered to pay for me to go up north to visit my Gramma, and we used to go ourselves. Also, I was gonna see a concert that we'd stay at a hotel in, and now I might see something else.. I just told him I didn't feel like it after I asked and he went.. he even made it so I couldn't eat at the table nor leave my room.. He won't shut up. I said it but don't see what's wrong with it. I just knew it wasn't the best thing to do but not "bad." I can visit up north without him torturing me. I have my own life! I don't want him. What happened to our relationship? He's just gonna go out in the world and hold his shit then.
What I Caught on @ Teaching Europeans
They just do it and keep getting better and never are made to question their motives. Like singing teaching, saw it on TV, Norwegian kids with thin hair mostly.
Well
Well, THE news came. Norweigans were promised something, now it all lazily goes to teens born a certain year. Sorry if I sound testy but am not?
Well
They're welcoming teens today to be comfortable and putting me on the grill! Like they'll meet people and not be toyed with about it like they're older than their parents.
Purrrfect Timing
I know that people like Ellen cuz she's white like they are.. People make me look like shit ever since it went down with Burton and Depp. No one has it in them to be magical to me, and my singing is not magical because of their interests. I should have figured it out.
But is Ellen as real as a negro, the dream every white person wants? You know, like I said she's white, and white people are mad @ not being "as good as a black person," too.
Not sure how else to put it. Also, they wanted to say I was some separate entity in history but that since I "messed up" but am "too perfect" they assured me that I don't count as another person.. my singing!!
But is Ellen as real as a negro, the dream every white person wants? You know, like I said she's white, and white people are mad @ not being "as good as a black person," too.
Not sure how else to put it. Also, they wanted to say I was some separate entity in history but that since I "messed up" but am "too perfect" they assured me that I don't count as another person.. my singing!!
What about the stress?
Of not being accepted? Should I just say I'm sorry I don't really talk to real people?
What a Rip-Off
What about people who were told gymnastics is better than ballet and that ballet will let you do any dance when you see all the exciting stuff go to pop music dancers??
It is to be said.
People only care about super talented adults in their prime and not people their own age. Same with race, for the same reason I guess.
My Belief
My belief is that because I've had hard times Tim Burton thinks I am shit. Yea, see how excited he gets over his daughter, don't mean anything weird.
He HeHe
Hey, Ellen, get this, spoilers from The Santa Claus 3 The Escape Claus 2006.. (I'll stop the world, I'll melt with you.. You've seen the difference..)
There is a girl that totally designed herself like all slicked back and set like a generation X rather than a Late Boomer or iKid, and the adult there was thinking we'd better leave, cuz she had an outcry why she was like that..
There is a girl that totally designed herself like all slicked back and set like a generation X rather than a Late Boomer or iKid, and the adult there was thinking we'd better leave, cuz she had an outcry why she was like that..
Being Smart
Spoilers
No use telling a nigger they're bad. I'm watching The Escape Claus, and he just froze the parents of the little girl. She ran for help after telling him off.
No use telling a nigger they're bad. I'm watching The Escape Claus, and he just froze the parents of the little girl. She ran for help after telling him off.
Acting
Work hard on a role you get and you will get more and do well like Audrey Hepburn and Julie Andrews and Sarah Brightman. You think doing 1 role will make you overrated or with nothing left.
Monday, December 2, 2013
Sweeping the Streets
All my life I've been the 1 wanting to get in enough singing and maybe have to sustain a voice at all. Now, I'm the 1 who feels like a beggar.
Problems
There are people watching me in my room and made a noise and I have to put up with it like the way I walk with my left leg.. my "male" side.
Problem
I already said I wasn't my dad, but I guess you wanna reward Nell Burton and Lily Rose Depp for not being their own responsible personality different from either parent.
Cooking
So, I wanted to cook more often, and my mom seems to only afford me to cook once a week. I don't know why that bothers me other than that it does. It seems like maybe my dad influenced it.. Anyway, don't I need to cook more than once a week? I think my beef and noodles lasted like 4 days with Thanksgiving. She can't seem to afford it, but she's cooking or something, anyway.. I used to sometimes ask my dad for food, but he won't get it at a restaurant. My parents don't care @ their health. My mom was also playing around with me and making me feel like a fat baby.
Also, if you don't like my dad but you still band together .. just look at all the other Americans, we're all the same..
Also, if you don't like my dad but you still band together .. just look at all the other Americans, we're all the same..
Nothing to Do
You all want me to not find joy in blogging, but that's a way of talking with your hands.
Uncool
Bella Thorne is enjoying herself with Home Invasion. That's the message for *beep* Leave me alone! You people don't all talk to me, too.
Weird
I said my dad was shitty, and he acts like anything shitty is like me. Isn't that a bit paranoid?
Also, with these annoying messages my mom keeps delivering, another message hovers above it.
HOW TACKY ARE YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT WITH THESE EXPERIMENTERS AT A DISTANCE AND ME NEVER GETTING TO FEEL COMPETENT - WHY DO I HAVE TO USE MY DAD'S SHIT! YOU ALL THINK YOU'RE FAIR LADIES. MY DAD NOR ANYONE IS REALLY SHIT. BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT THIS SHIT MEANS! You think your dads were more pure and that boys are shit otherwise.. You think that people should want to be shit! I'm talking in general, I'm not really just talking from my mom here.. ,:/
Also, with these annoying messages my mom keeps delivering, another message hovers above it.
HOW TACKY ARE YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT WITH THESE EXPERIMENTERS AT A DISTANCE AND ME NEVER GETTING TO FEEL COMPETENT - WHY DO I HAVE TO USE MY DAD'S SHIT! YOU ALL THINK YOU'RE FAIR LADIES. MY DAD NOR ANYONE IS REALLY SHIT. BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT THIS SHIT MEANS! You think your dads were more pure and that boys are shit otherwise.. You think that people should want to be shit! I'm talking in general, I'm not really just talking from my mom here.. ,:/
STOP
Stop making fun of me with Frozen! What'd I do? You are all mean to me! I like that movie!! GO AWAY!
Problem
My mom thinks she's mimicking me like putting things down hard and stuff.. And when I walk she wants me to be tacky like my dad!!
What I Wanted
The clean dishes were still in the way, have loads of laundry from visiting my Gramma in October, and was gonna sleep but saw the Disney parade wasn't showing, for tomorrow.
Problem
My parents act mad for no reason, I just am mad if they won't stop bugging me. I am too tired to do all the chores, actually, I don't have a happy environment, and right now I am reserving a ride in my room.. just ate..
STOP
Stop acting like I'm something I don't like! From a baby? I don't think so. You think everyone does stuff for me and I don't do nothin' and you do.
Problem
People are making loud noises to make my future children feel perverted. Watch what happens if I get mad. That's happened to me..
Weird
Why do I feel there is someone over my shoulder judging me? Like, oh you just like Sarah Brightman! You don't really care @ Facebook.
Measurements
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| 11/23/2013 | 159.8 pounds | 5'2" exactly | |
| 11/24/2013 | almost exactly 5'3" | ||
| 11/25/2013 | 33" waist | ||
| 12/2/2013 | a little over 32" waist | 160.0 pounds | a little over 5'1" |
Dream
I remember trying to save someone who was in a fight, something representing my brother. I had to serilize the wound, a little blot of lght red. It was like a little toy pin cushion.. I think there were rats. I was going around escaping danger. The animals were putting up a Christmas tree with little acorns and kept pushing the tree together so the top was a point. It as all in foreboding. There were important people in it. It was rather long.
Um..
..there are things I don't do, but I've lived MAGIC. Don't worry @ my dad being born in 1950. The joke isn't true!!!!
Sunday, December 1, 2013
Review
I just watched "The Phantom of the Opera." "It's a Beautiful Day" is very neat. Wait, I was on the wrong day. This 1 says it's the right 1. Her voice was so nice and rubbery on Nessum Dorma.
Sad
I'm sorry Sarah you are so old. I love your depressing, moody, "nostalgic" singing, er, songs.
I don't think you're old in a bad way, but you seem to feel so.
I don't think you're old in a bad way, but you seem to feel so.
Issues
Tim doesn't want people being violent to him in private. I can have my dreams, that practicing singing will give me back my voice. I can try, would be nice to be able to do. I do like art, too, should clear my tables. Right now drying nails and wanna eat more. Had huge piece of cake throughout the day.
Disturbed
Ellen is mean to me it seems. She acts like there's something there that isn't. That is rather suggestive. What was it.. I was thinking of my poor reaction to her being nice to someone, like I'm just another person.. but not in a good way. Why would you caste people, to begin with?
Showered
Loaded with junk from my aunt's. Just sent out for another grocery list for recipes, 1 being a fruit salad..
I must ask..
..or tell you these people experimenting on me are really disgusting and sick and should stop.
Active
Doing my resume to create a curiculum and teach kids 7 and under and the OCS, Orlando Science Cener.. music and art, what I am!
Pushing People Around
Would you push someone for their own good if they will destroy themselves?
How much medicine is enough?
How much medicine is enough?
Well
I am not someone bad because my dad is born in 1950. How does that limit me? He was 35 when I was born. I think he was messing around and figuring out his life before that.
Morning Routine
So, I wake up to the experiment and sometimes my parents. I should eat breakfast or lunch and then settle down sometime and do some yoga. When my life becomes more stable, I can go out again. See, after the Pilates I warm up my singing for the day|night.
Who DO you think I'm talking to..
Well, I don't want to be mean, actually, but you probably find it suggestive I even have a blog.
This morning we talked @ something. I'm just a bit uncomfortable.
This morning we talked @ something. I'm just a bit uncomfortable.
Upset
Why are you assimilating me to my dad being born in 1950? I don't like that. My mom won't reveal her age. You'd think she's young seeing as you know I'm 1/2 Chinese. You can't change me. You don't do this to everybody else. You take some thing I did and make me feel guilty, too. I'm not the 1 who's gonna represent 1950 CRAP. I can feel myself chissling away! Lots of people like people of certain ages, but it is unfair that the Late Boom women and the children of theirs's ages stay that certain style, as well. It makes no sense. It's not even a topic for me.
All I'd have to say is I'm born in shit-faced 1986, shit-raced, 1986.
All I'd have to say is I'm born in shit-faced 1986, shit-raced, 1986.
UGH!
That annoying Bethenny is thinking @ Sarah Brightman. I just said that she was dressed up like I like for Halloween cuz Ellen's been trying to say she's a caste above just for an outsider effect, how rude. Then, I told her she was being mean!
No one will agree with this!
No one will agree with this!
Upset
I feel tired now cuzza my dad and was looking forward to going to church rather than sitting in my room.. I'm going to the college mass.
Problem
How disgusting *wrinkles nose* Why is my dad in my life? He keeps hurting me.
Or, should I say, why isn't my dad in my life, in a good way? He's not that much.
Or, should I say, why isn't my dad in my life, in a good way? He's not that much.
More Complaining
Bella is indirectly saying my kid would be American, sorry to say I don't think she has to be just American.. :| Why would you keep bugging me? Should we arrest Ellen DeGeneres??
Update
I updated Scarlett's info. on my website to include her WordPress Blog, Twitter, and YouTube.
So, also..
..why is she so sensitive? She does something mean, and she wonders why I post @ it and am sad|upset..annoyed, irritated. She doesn't just talk like a normal person like Lily Rose. (She's got a blog.) I mean, like, the way she should be talking because I forget..like she flat out doesn't talk like a normal person on a blog as would be fun and better for her. She likes how cute Twitter is. I've gotten a lot of problems out from my life here and want to be able to have a normal blog, not 1 complaining concerning things in the past.
Ya'll can be in big trouble if you're not nice to her cuz people from Fort Lauderdale are like that or the area..
Ya'll can be in big trouble if you're not nice to her cuz people from Fort Lauderdale are like that or the area..
Problem
Bella Thorne keeps talking back. I mean, I said something, and now she wants us to wait til Friday for .. well, a picture of her at home holding up signs of people on Twitter as souveniers.. but I had just said something. I'm just saying. Maybe, it means nothing!
Sorry
Hope you are okay, I try to curse at nothing to be funny when I'm mad! And forget @ being nice cuz I'm in a rage! I'll try to stop.
I'll just guess..
..people I know have lost some of their way of seeing things. Aw, *kiss* Doesn't matter now, but I have a family. Well, yea, what we gonna do now?? I imagine people are mad at me for letting out.
So
Can Sarah Brightman sing because I found I could quickly, or may I ask are you ignoring me cuz you are waiting for some girl who's been in PRIVATE VOICE since a little kid to come up? Sarah seems depressed, and she's a singer, so what's wrong? I can't sing like that, but I've accomplished, though I wasted my whole life in stupid school. So, yes, technically, she can sing so well. I'm talking in ANOTHER WAY.
And it fills me u-up!
Why don't you really live your life and you won't be all as old as you thought you were already.
Not Funny
Ellen why don't you just like *beep* cuz it's not a joke for your bubbling laugh that my relatives think I'm in trouble for not seeing them.. not many there are mine.
I know, it's stupid.
No matter what you do, Ellen will make fun of you for your family and not pay attention to you.
So..
..Yes it was serious, but I wish I didn't have to blow up. I know not to, but I feel I just did anyway.. then added a few words but not ABOUT others.
Look-Alikes
Bella Thorne looks more like Ellen DeGeneres, so stop wasting my time Ellen if, that you don't think I'm like you.
Oh no!
My dad will wake up soon cuz my mom got home and he'll look at me all tackily while I try to have my life and then he'll act like some shitty secret message when I ignore him.. and I'll have a hard time controlling myself .. if I come out and eat, like more cake.
Get this through your head!
I didn't mean any of what I said against any 1 person, and it's to be seen and told.
STOP IT
I HATE THE WAY PEOPLE FROM EARLY BOOM ACT SCIENTIFICALLY. WHO LET THE CAT OUT THIS TIME? I HAVE A PERFECTLY GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE..
Problems
Why are all these people attacking me! I just read Lily Rose's people's blog... GO TO HELL I WANT MY LIFE I AM A GOOD PERSON I'm just saying go to hell in general not to any 1 person nor group of people.
STOP
YOU ARE NOT MY MOM JUST CUZ YOU ARE AN EARLY BOOMER! My browswer stopped working.. :( What else is there? Stop thinking you're smart collecting information! I'm also 27.
Problem
Now, I am getting another message, that I'm a nigger from Fort Lauderdale. Shut up you worthless talkers. I didn't hurt none'a you. You don't even know what the Hell's going on online..
Sto op
I never do anything but when you cross the border you've crossed something. I wish I hadn't gotten so mad, but I was shocked at me being set up to lessen my eyesight. I am totally insulted.
Stop
I will never make a 1950 person "my" mother. Can you just shut up? You don't even know my mom's age.
I'm tired of your
tip tap flip flap oh I'm gonna get you back in the end. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. YA'LL'RE BLOODY DEVILS.
I guess
people in the UK aren't all they're cracked up to be, the prominent 1s who disobey the Queen.
LOOK WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, STOP INFLUENCING MY FUTURE AND HURTING ME!!!! BLOODY MOTHER OF GOD STOP :(
Let's see what we can do to stop their devious practice.
LOOK WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, STOP INFLUENCING MY FUTURE AND HURTING ME!!!! BLOODY MOTHER OF GOD STOP :(
Let's see what we can do to stop their devious practice.
What Happened There
Also, I thought of the word nigger twice.. too bad. I changed it and was like I dunno. I think though that Ellen if saw my review of Frozen wouldn't care no matter how hard it was to make all @ her glory. I don't like her annoying smile when she acts like I'm not perfect.
Why are ya'll acting like you can control me? That will probably happen to you. My eyesight, makes some sense, just had lots of their dessert, too. I was set up. I don't know "what" really did it. I said it was in symbols and stuff, like everyone did it. Why are you Jewish people all being so collectively snobbish to just me? I am stronger than you and shaped like I'm European. Not sure who tickled your fancy up.
Why are ya'll acting like you can control me? That will probably happen to you. My eyesight, makes some sense, just had lots of their dessert, too. I was set up. I don't know "what" really did it. I said it was in symbols and stuff, like everyone did it. Why are you Jewish people all being so collectively snobbish to just me? I am stronger than you and shaped like I'm European. Not sure who tickled your fancy up.
Money
I'm getting iTunes, instead of music books because the warmups I have seem better and the opera score is quite laborious-looking.
My Eyesight
What happened to it? Is it Ellen, again, the executive worker? It was blurring last night, though, and this morning more 2D but strong.
Dream
It was long and sadistic. I wasn't listening to me singing at that point. I remember a big meeting room like the pre-med 1, 1 ballet girl there. I had the feeling I couldn't drop. I just remember my fish bloating out like a jellyfish and grocery store fish with double pink lines as a pattern. Then it displayed its fins and I knew it was not really like that. I dreamed I woke up and it didn't seem too dead but was on the floor. I think it was like I was the young girl in Hunger Games, Primrose. I was too move on. The memory was like of me being age 2.
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