Monday, December 2, 2013
Sweeping the Streets
All my life I've been the 1 wanting to get in enough singing and maybe have to sustain a voice at all. Now, I'm the 1 who feels like a beggar.
Cooking
So, I wanted to cook more often, and my mom seems to only afford me to cook once a week. I don't know why that bothers me other than that it does. It seems like maybe my dad influenced it.. Anyway, don't I need to cook more than once a week? I think my beef and noodles lasted like 4 days with Thanksgiving. She can't seem to afford it, but she's cooking or something, anyway.. I used to sometimes ask my dad for food, but he won't get it at a restaurant. My parents don't care @ their health. My mom was also playing around with me and making me feel like a fat baby.
Also, if you don't like my dad but you still band together .. just look at all the other Americans, we're all the same..
Also, if you don't like my dad but you still band together .. just look at all the other Americans, we're all the same..
Nothing to Do
You all want me to not find joy in blogging, but that's a way of talking with your hands.
Weird
I said my dad was shitty, and he acts like anything shitty is like me. Isn't that a bit paranoid?
Also, with these annoying messages my mom keeps delivering, another message hovers above it.
HOW TACKY ARE YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT WITH THESE EXPERIMENTERS AT A DISTANCE AND ME NEVER GETTING TO FEEL COMPETENT - WHY DO I HAVE TO USE MY DAD'S SHIT! YOU ALL THINK YOU'RE FAIR LADIES. MY DAD NOR ANYONE IS REALLY SHIT. BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT THIS SHIT MEANS! You think your dads were more pure and that boys are shit otherwise.. You think that people should want to be shit! I'm talking in general, I'm not really just talking from my mom here.. ,:/
Also, with these annoying messages my mom keeps delivering, another message hovers above it.
HOW TACKY ARE YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT WITH THESE EXPERIMENTERS AT A DISTANCE AND ME NEVER GETTING TO FEEL COMPETENT - WHY DO I HAVE TO USE MY DAD'S SHIT! YOU ALL THINK YOU'RE FAIR LADIES. MY DAD NOR ANYONE IS REALLY SHIT. BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT THIS SHIT MEANS! You think your dads were more pure and that boys are shit otherwise.. You think that people should want to be shit! I'm talking in general, I'm not really just talking from my mom here.. ,:/
What I Wanted
The clean dishes were still in the way, have loads of laundry from visiting my Gramma in October, and was gonna sleep but saw the Disney parade wasn't showing, for tomorrow.
Measurements
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11/23/2013 | 159.8 pounds | 5'2" exactly | |
11/24/2013 | almost exactly 5'3" | ||
11/25/2013 | 33" waist | ||
12/2/2013 | a little over 32" waist | 160.0 pounds | a little over 5'1" |
Dream
I remember trying to save someone who was in a fight, something representing my brother. I had to serilize the wound, a little blot of lght red. It was like a little toy pin cushion.. I think there were rats. I was going around escaping danger. The animals were putting up a Christmas tree with little acorns and kept pushing the tree together so the top was a point. It as all in foreboding. There were important people in it. It was rather long.
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