Sunday, December 1, 2013
Issues
Tim doesn't want people being violent to him in private. I can have my dreams, that practicing singing will give me back my voice. I can try, would be nice to be able to do. I do like art, too, should clear my tables. Right now drying nails and wanna eat more. Had huge piece of cake throughout the day.
Disturbed
Ellen is mean to me it seems. She acts like there's something there that isn't. That is rather suggestive. What was it.. I was thinking of my poor reaction to her being nice to someone, like I'm just another person.. but not in a good way. Why would you caste people, to begin with?
I must ask..
..or tell you these people experimenting on me are really disgusting and sick and should stop.
Pushing People Around
Would you push someone for their own good if they will destroy themselves?
How much medicine is enough?
How much medicine is enough?
Morning Routine
So, I wake up to the experiment and sometimes my parents. I should eat breakfast or lunch and then settle down sometime and do some yoga. When my life becomes more stable, I can go out again. See, after the Pilates I warm up my singing for the day|night.
Who DO you think I'm talking to..
Well, I don't want to be mean, actually, but you probably find it suggestive I even have a blog.
This morning we talked @ something. I'm just a bit uncomfortable.
This morning we talked @ something. I'm just a bit uncomfortable.
Upset
Why are you assimilating me to my dad being born in 1950? I don't like that. My mom won't reveal her age. You'd think she's young seeing as you know I'm 1/2 Chinese. You can't change me. You don't do this to everybody else. You take some thing I did and make me feel guilty, too. I'm not the 1 who's gonna represent 1950 CRAP. I can feel myself chissling away! Lots of people like people of certain ages, but it is unfair that the Late Boom women and the children of theirs's ages stay that certain style, as well. It makes no sense. It's not even a topic for me.
All I'd have to say is I'm born in shit-faced 1986, shit-raced, 1986.
All I'd have to say is I'm born in shit-faced 1986, shit-raced, 1986.
UGH!
That annoying Bethenny is thinking @ Sarah Brightman. I just said that she was dressed up like I like for Halloween cuz Ellen's been trying to say she's a caste above just for an outsider effect, how rude. Then, I told her she was being mean!
No one will agree with this!
No one will agree with this!
More Complaining
Bella is indirectly saying my kid would be American, sorry to say I don't think she has to be just American.. :| Why would you keep bugging me? Should we arrest Ellen DeGeneres??
So, also..
..why is she so sensitive? She does something mean, and she wonders why I post @ it and am sad|upset..annoyed, irritated. She doesn't just talk like a normal person like Lily Rose. (She's got a blog.) I mean, like, the way she should be talking because I forget..like she flat out doesn't talk like a normal person on a blog as would be fun and better for her. She likes how cute Twitter is. I've gotten a lot of problems out from my life here and want to be able to have a normal blog, not 1 complaining concerning things in the past.
Ya'll can be in big trouble if you're not nice to her cuz people from Fort Lauderdale are like that or the area..
Ya'll can be in big trouble if you're not nice to her cuz people from Fort Lauderdale are like that or the area..
I'll just guess..
..people I know have lost some of their way of seeing things. Aw, *kiss* Doesn't matter now, but I have a family. Well, yea, what we gonna do now?? I imagine people are mad at me for letting out.
So
Can Sarah Brightman sing because I found I could quickly, or may I ask are you ignoring me cuz you are waiting for some girl who's been in PRIVATE VOICE since a little kid to come up? Sarah seems depressed, and she's a singer, so what's wrong? I can't sing like that, but I've accomplished, though I wasted my whole life in stupid school. So, yes, technically, she can sing so well. I'm talking in ANOTHER WAY.
And it fills me u-up!
Why don't you really live your life and you won't be all as old as you thought you were already.
I know, it's stupid.
No matter what you do, Ellen will make fun of you for your family and not pay attention to you.
Look-Alikes
Bella Thorne looks more like Ellen DeGeneres, so stop wasting my time Ellen if, that you don't think I'm like you.
Get this through your head!
I didn't mean any of what I said against any 1 person, and it's to be seen and told.
I'm tired of your
tip tap flip flap oh I'm gonna get you back in the end. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. YA'LL'RE BLOODY DEVILS.
What Happened There
Also, I thought of the word nigger twice.. too bad. I changed it and was like I dunno. I think though that Ellen if saw my review of Frozen wouldn't care no matter how hard it was to make all @ her glory. I don't like her annoying smile when she acts like I'm not perfect.
Why are ya'll acting like you can control me? That will probably happen to you. My eyesight, makes some sense, just had lots of their dessert, too. I was set up. I don't know "what" really did it. I said it was in symbols and stuff, like everyone did it. Why are you Jewish people all being so collectively snobbish to just me? I am stronger than you and shaped like I'm European. Not sure who tickled your fancy up.
Why are ya'll acting like you can control me? That will probably happen to you. My eyesight, makes some sense, just had lots of their dessert, too. I was set up. I don't know "what" really did it. I said it was in symbols and stuff, like everyone did it. Why are you Jewish people all being so collectively snobbish to just me? I am stronger than you and shaped like I'm European. Not sure who tickled your fancy up.
My Eyesight
What happened to it? Is it Ellen, again, the executive worker? It was blurring last night, though, and this morning more 2D but strong.
Dream
It was long and sadistic. I wasn't listening to me singing at that point. I remember a big meeting room like the pre-med 1, 1 ballet girl there. I had the feeling I couldn't drop. I just remember my fish bloating out like a jellyfish and grocery store fish with double pink lines as a pattern. Then it displayed its fins and I knew it was not really like that. I dreamed I woke up and it didn't seem too dead but was on the floor. I think it was like I was the young girl in Hunger Games, Primrose. I was too move on. The memory was like of me being age 2.
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