Friday, December 6, 2013

Dream

My dad carried me like 2 or 3 times maybe and it felt like m.. he tried to squeeze me and stuff and I didn't feel anymore.

I already said I don't like that.  Why does our world center on this?  I think it's a bit different than touching someone.  There apparently are different ways of touching someone..  It's funny when you dream of these things at older age.

Out of interest sake, I never liked being held, essentially.  People acted like I was mini and submissive.  It wasn't friendly, and plus I'm ½ Chinese.  I was very mad not to get proper attention from others as a kid, very mad, didn't talk @ it maybe as much as I was upset @ not being like younger than other kids ever.

In the dream, I went places with other kids.