Monday, December 2, 2013
Nothing to Do
You all want me to not find joy in blogging, but that's a way of talking with your hands.
Uncool
Bella Thorne is enjoying herself with Home Invasion. That's the message for *beep* Leave me alone! You people don't all talk to me, too.
Weird
I said my dad was shitty, and he acts like anything shitty is like me. Isn't that a bit paranoid?
Also, with these annoying messages my mom keeps delivering, another message hovers above it.
HOW TACKY ARE YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT WITH THESE EXPERIMENTERS AT A DISTANCE AND ME NEVER GETTING TO FEEL COMPETENT - WHY DO I HAVE TO USE MY DAD'S SHIT! YOU ALL THINK YOU'RE FAIR LADIES. MY DAD NOR ANYONE IS REALLY SHIT. BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT THIS SHIT MEANS! You think your dads were more pure and that boys are shit otherwise.. You think that people should want to be shit! I'm talking in general, I'm not really just talking from my mom here.. ,:/
Also, with these annoying messages my mom keeps delivering, another message hovers above it.
HOW TACKY ARE YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT WITH THESE EXPERIMENTERS AT A DISTANCE AND ME NEVER GETTING TO FEEL COMPETENT - WHY DO I HAVE TO USE MY DAD'S SHIT! YOU ALL THINK YOU'RE FAIR LADIES. MY DAD NOR ANYONE IS REALLY SHIT. BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT THIS SHIT MEANS! You think your dads were more pure and that boys are shit otherwise.. You think that people should want to be shit! I'm talking in general, I'm not really just talking from my mom here.. ,:/
STOP
Stop making fun of me with Frozen! What'd I do? You are all mean to me! I like that movie!! GO AWAY!
Problem
My mom thinks she's mimicking me like putting things down hard and stuff.. And when I walk she wants me to be tacky like my dad!!
What I Wanted
The clean dishes were still in the way, have loads of laundry from visiting my Gramma in October, and was gonna sleep but saw the Disney parade wasn't showing, for tomorrow.
Problem
My parents act mad for no reason, I just am mad if they won't stop bugging me. I am too tired to do all the chores, actually, I don't have a happy environment, and right now I am reserving a ride in my room.. just ate..
STOP
Stop acting like I'm something I don't like! From a baby? I don't think so. You think everyone does stuff for me and I don't do nothin' and you do.
Problem
People are making loud noises to make my future children feel perverted. Watch what happens if I get mad. That's happened to me..
Weird
Why do I feel there is someone over my shoulder judging me? Like, oh you just like Sarah Brightman! You don't really care @ Facebook.
Measurements
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| 11/23/2013 | 159.8 pounds | 5'2" exactly | |
| 11/24/2013 | almost exactly 5'3" | ||
| 11/25/2013 | 33" waist | ||
| 12/2/2013 | a little over 32" waist | 160.0 pounds | a little over 5'1" |
Dream
I remember trying to save someone who was in a fight, something representing my brother. I had to serilize the wound, a little blot of lght red. It was like a little toy pin cushion.. I think there were rats. I was going around escaping danger. The animals were putting up a Christmas tree with little acorns and kept pushing the tree together so the top was a point. It as all in foreboding. There were important people in it. It was rather long.
Um..
..there are things I don't do, but I've lived MAGIC. Don't worry @ my dad being born in 1950. The joke isn't true!!!!
Sunday, December 1, 2013
Review
I just watched "The Phantom of the Opera." "It's a Beautiful Day" is very neat. Wait, I was on the wrong day. This 1 says it's the right 1. Her voice was so nice and rubbery on Nessum Dorma.
Sad
I'm sorry Sarah you are so old. I love your depressing, moody, "nostalgic" singing, er, songs.
I don't think you're old in a bad way, but you seem to feel so.
I don't think you're old in a bad way, but you seem to feel so.
Issues
Tim doesn't want people being violent to him in private. I can have my dreams, that practicing singing will give me back my voice. I can try, would be nice to be able to do. I do like art, too, should clear my tables. Right now drying nails and wanna eat more. Had huge piece of cake throughout the day.
Disturbed
Ellen is mean to me it seems. She acts like there's something there that isn't. That is rather suggestive. What was it.. I was thinking of my poor reaction to her being nice to someone, like I'm just another person.. but not in a good way. Why would you caste people, to begin with?
Showered
Loaded with junk from my aunt's. Just sent out for another grocery list for recipes, 1 being a fruit salad..
I must ask..
..or tell you these people experimenting on me are really disgusting and sick and should stop.
Active
Doing my resume to create a curiculum and teach kids 7 and under and the OCS, Orlando Science Cener.. music and art, what I am!
Pushing People Around
Would you push someone for their own good if they will destroy themselves?
How much medicine is enough?
How much medicine is enough?
Well
I am not someone bad because my dad is born in 1950. How does that limit me? He was 35 when I was born. I think he was messing around and figuring out his life before that.
Morning Routine
So, I wake up to the experiment and sometimes my parents. I should eat breakfast or lunch and then settle down sometime and do some yoga. When my life becomes more stable, I can go out again. See, after the Pilates I warm up my singing for the day|night.
Who DO you think I'm talking to..
Well, I don't want to be mean, actually, but you probably find it suggestive I even have a blog.
This morning we talked @ something. I'm just a bit uncomfortable.
This morning we talked @ something. I'm just a bit uncomfortable.
Upset
Why are you assimilating me to my dad being born in 1950? I don't like that. My mom won't reveal her age. You'd think she's young seeing as you know I'm 1/2 Chinese. You can't change me. You don't do this to everybody else. You take some thing I did and make me feel guilty, too. I'm not the 1 who's gonna represent 1950 CRAP. I can feel myself chissling away! Lots of people like people of certain ages, but it is unfair that the Late Boom women and the children of theirs's ages stay that certain style, as well. It makes no sense. It's not even a topic for me.
All I'd have to say is I'm born in shit-faced 1986, shit-raced, 1986.
All I'd have to say is I'm born in shit-faced 1986, shit-raced, 1986.
UGH!
That annoying Bethenny is thinking @ Sarah Brightman. I just said that she was dressed up like I like for Halloween cuz Ellen's been trying to say she's a caste above just for an outsider effect, how rude. Then, I told her she was being mean!
No one will agree with this!
No one will agree with this!
Upset
I feel tired now cuzza my dad and was looking forward to going to church rather than sitting in my room.. I'm going to the college mass.
Problem
How disgusting *wrinkles nose* Why is my dad in my life? He keeps hurting me.
Or, should I say, why isn't my dad in my life, in a good way? He's not that much.
Or, should I say, why isn't my dad in my life, in a good way? He's not that much.
More Complaining
Bella is indirectly saying my kid would be American, sorry to say I don't think she has to be just American.. :| Why would you keep bugging me? Should we arrest Ellen DeGeneres??
Update
I updated Scarlett's info. on my website to include her WordPress Blog, Twitter, and YouTube.
So, also..
..why is she so sensitive? She does something mean, and she wonders why I post @ it and am sad|upset..annoyed, irritated. She doesn't just talk like a normal person like Lily Rose. (She's got a blog.) I mean, like, the way she should be talking because I forget..like she flat out doesn't talk like a normal person on a blog as would be fun and better for her. She likes how cute Twitter is. I've gotten a lot of problems out from my life here and want to be able to have a normal blog, not 1 complaining concerning things in the past.
Ya'll can be in big trouble if you're not nice to her cuz people from Fort Lauderdale are like that or the area..
Ya'll can be in big trouble if you're not nice to her cuz people from Fort Lauderdale are like that or the area..
Problem
Bella Thorne keeps talking back. I mean, I said something, and now she wants us to wait til Friday for .. well, a picture of her at home holding up signs of people on Twitter as souveniers.. but I had just said something. I'm just saying. Maybe, it means nothing!
Sorry
Hope you are okay, I try to curse at nothing to be funny when I'm mad! And forget @ being nice cuz I'm in a rage! I'll try to stop.
I'll just guess..
..people I know have lost some of their way of seeing things. Aw, *kiss* Doesn't matter now, but I have a family. Well, yea, what we gonna do now?? I imagine people are mad at me for letting out.
So
Can Sarah Brightman sing because I found I could quickly, or may I ask are you ignoring me cuz you are waiting for some girl who's been in PRIVATE VOICE since a little kid to come up? Sarah seems depressed, and she's a singer, so what's wrong? I can't sing like that, but I've accomplished, though I wasted my whole life in stupid school. So, yes, technically, she can sing so well. I'm talking in ANOTHER WAY.
And it fills me u-up!
Why don't you really live your life and you won't be all as old as you thought you were already.
Not Funny
Ellen why don't you just like *beep* cuz it's not a joke for your bubbling laugh that my relatives think I'm in trouble for not seeing them.. not many there are mine.
I know, it's stupid.
No matter what you do, Ellen will make fun of you for your family and not pay attention to you.
So..
..Yes it was serious, but I wish I didn't have to blow up. I know not to, but I feel I just did anyway.. then added a few words but not ABOUT others.
Look-Alikes
Bella Thorne looks more like Ellen DeGeneres, so stop wasting my time Ellen if, that you don't think I'm like you.
Oh no!
My dad will wake up soon cuz my mom got home and he'll look at me all tackily while I try to have my life and then he'll act like some shitty secret message when I ignore him.. and I'll have a hard time controlling myself .. if I come out and eat, like more cake.
Get this through your head!
I didn't mean any of what I said against any 1 person, and it's to be seen and told.
STOP IT
I HATE THE WAY PEOPLE FROM EARLY BOOM ACT SCIENTIFICALLY. WHO LET THE CAT OUT THIS TIME? I HAVE A PERFECTLY GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE..
Problems
Why are all these people attacking me! I just read Lily Rose's people's blog... GO TO HELL I WANT MY LIFE I AM A GOOD PERSON I'm just saying go to hell in general not to any 1 person nor group of people.
STOP
YOU ARE NOT MY MOM JUST CUZ YOU ARE AN EARLY BOOMER! My browswer stopped working.. :( What else is there? Stop thinking you're smart collecting information! I'm also 27.
Problem
Now, I am getting another message, that I'm a nigger from Fort Lauderdale. Shut up you worthless talkers. I didn't hurt none'a you. You don't even know what the Hell's going on online..
Sto op
I never do anything but when you cross the border you've crossed something. I wish I hadn't gotten so mad, but I was shocked at me being set up to lessen my eyesight. I am totally insulted.
Stop
I will never make a 1950 person "my" mother. Can you just shut up? You don't even know my mom's age.
I'm tired of your
tip tap flip flap oh I'm gonna get you back in the end. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. YA'LL'RE BLOODY DEVILS.
I guess
people in the UK aren't all they're cracked up to be, the prominent 1s who disobey the Queen.
LOOK WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, STOP INFLUENCING MY FUTURE AND HURTING ME!!!! BLOODY MOTHER OF GOD STOP :(
Let's see what we can do to stop their devious practice.
LOOK WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, STOP INFLUENCING MY FUTURE AND HURTING ME!!!! BLOODY MOTHER OF GOD STOP :(
Let's see what we can do to stop their devious practice.
What Happened There
Also, I thought of the word nigger twice.. too bad. I changed it and was like I dunno. I think though that Ellen if saw my review of Frozen wouldn't care no matter how hard it was to make all @ her glory. I don't like her annoying smile when she acts like I'm not perfect.
Why are ya'll acting like you can control me? That will probably happen to you. My eyesight, makes some sense, just had lots of their dessert, too. I was set up. I don't know "what" really did it. I said it was in symbols and stuff, like everyone did it. Why are you Jewish people all being so collectively snobbish to just me? I am stronger than you and shaped like I'm European. Not sure who tickled your fancy up.
Why are ya'll acting like you can control me? That will probably happen to you. My eyesight, makes some sense, just had lots of their dessert, too. I was set up. I don't know "what" really did it. I said it was in symbols and stuff, like everyone did it. Why are you Jewish people all being so collectively snobbish to just me? I am stronger than you and shaped like I'm European. Not sure who tickled your fancy up.
Money
I'm getting iTunes, instead of music books because the warmups I have seem better and the opera score is quite laborious-looking.
My Eyesight
What happened to it? Is it Ellen, again, the executive worker? It was blurring last night, though, and this morning more 2D but strong.
Dream
It was long and sadistic. I wasn't listening to me singing at that point. I remember a big meeting room like the pre-med 1, 1 ballet girl there. I had the feeling I couldn't drop. I just remember my fish bloating out like a jellyfish and grocery store fish with double pink lines as a pattern. Then it displayed its fins and I knew it was not really like that. I dreamed I woke up and it didn't seem too dead but was on the floor. I think it was like I was the young girl in Hunger Games, Primrose. I was too move on. The memory was like of me being age 2.
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